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Umhlangano wokuqala webandla woFakazi BakaJehova engangiye kuwo nomndeni wami wawubanjelwe egunjini elingaphansi kwendlu egcwele izihlalo eziningi. Yize ngangineminyaka eyishumi kuphela ubudala, ngakuthola kumangaza. Intokazi engihleli eduze kwayo yaphakamisa isandla yaphendula umbuzo kumagazini INqabayokulinda. Ngamhlebela, “Phinda futhi.” Wakwenza. Ngaqala kanjalo-ke ukucwiliswa ngokuphelele enkolweni eyaziwa ngokuthi oFakazi BakaJehova.
Ubaba waba ngowokuqala emndenini wakithi ukwenza isithakazelo kule nkolo, mhlawumbe ngenxa yokuthi umfowabo omdala wayesengomunye woFakazi BakaJehova. Umama wavuma ukuqhutshelwa isifundo seBhayibheli sasekhaya ukuze abonise ukuthi oFakazi banephutha. Thina zingane ezine sasihudulwa sisuka ngesikhathi sethu sokudlala ngaphandle futhi sahlala ngokungananazi esifundweni samasonto onke, yize izingxoxo zazivame ukuba ngaphezu kokuqonda kwethu futhi kwesinye isikhathi sasinqwala.
Kepha kufanele ngithole okuthile kulolo cwaningo. Ngoba ngiqale ukuxoxa nabangane bami ngezihloko zeBhayibheli njalo. Eqinisweni, ngabhala iphepha yethemu ebangeni lesi-8 elinesihloko esithi: “Ingabe Uyasaba Isihogo?” Lokho kwabangela isiyaluyalu phakathi kwabafundi engangifunda nabo.
Kwakungesikhathi lapho ngineminyaka engaba ngu-13 ubudala lapho ngaba nempikiswano nomninikhaya, okwakusobala ukuthi wayazi okuningi ngeBhayibheli kunami. Ekugcineni, ngikhungathekile, ngathi: “Kungenzeka singalungi yonke into, kodwa okungenani lapha sishumayela!”
Sonke eziyisithupha emndenini sabhapathizwa kungakapheli iminyaka embalwa komunye nomunye. Usuku lwami lokubhapathizwa lwalungo-Ephreli 26, 1958. ngangingakahlanganisi iminyaka engu-13 ubudala. Njengoba wonke umndeni wami wawuphuma futhi unemikhuba emincane, cishe kwaba lula ngathi ukungqongqoza eminyango futhi siqale izingxoxo nabantu ngeBhayibheli.
Mina nodadewethu saqala ukuphayona njalo lapho nje siqeda isikole samabanga aphezulu ekuqaleni kweminyaka yama-60s. Ngenxa yokuthi ngangingenza iphayona elivamile lesishiyagalombili ebandleni lakithi, sanquma ukuya lapho “indingeko yayinkulu khona”. INceku Yesifunda yancoma ukuthi sisize ibandla lase-Illinois eliqhele ngamamayela angaba ngu-30 ukusuka ekhaya lethu lobuntwana.
Ekuqaleni sasihlala nomkhaya othandekayo woFakazi onamalungu amahlanu, owasheshe waba yisithupha. Ngakho sathola indawo yokuhlala futhi samema odade ababili basebandleni lakithi lokuqala ukuba bazohlala nathi baphayone nathi. Futhi usisize ngezindleko! Sasizibiza ngamahlaya ngokuthi 'Amadodakazi kaJefta'. (Ngoba sicabange ukuthi sonke singahlala singashadile.) Sibe nezikhathi ezimnandi ndawonye. Yize kwakudingeka ukubalwa kwamasenti ethu, angikaze ngizwe sengathi sihlupheka.
Emuva ekuqaleni kwawo-60s, ngicabanga ukuthi cishe u-75% wabaninikhaya abasensimini yethu babekhona ekhaya futhi babezophendula emnyango wabo. Iningi labo lalithanda inkolo futhi likulungele ukukhuluma nathi. Abaningi babezimisele ukuvikela izinkolelo zabo. Njengoba sasinjalo! Sasiyithatha ngokungathi sína inkonzo yethu. Ngamunye wethu wayenezifundo zeBhayibheli eziqhutshwa njalo. Sasisebenzisa incwajana ethi “Izindaba Ezinhle” noma ethi “UNkulunkulu Makabe Oneqiniso”. Ngaphezu kwalokho, ngazama ukufaka ingxenye yemizuzu engu-5-10 ekupheleni kwesifundo ngasinye esasibizwa ngegama elithi “DITTO” .–. Intshisekelo Eqondiswe Enhlanganweni.
Ngaphakathi kwebandla, nathi besimatasatasa. Njengoba ibandla lethu elisha lalilincane kanye nenani elilinganiselwe labazalwane abafanelekayo, mina nodadewethu sobabili sabelwa ukugcwalisa izikhundla “zezinceku”, ezinjenge- “Territory Service”. Kwakudingeka nokuba siqhube iSifundo Sencwadi Sebandla ngesinye isikhathi yize ayekhona umzalwane obhapathiziwe. Lokho bekungakhululeki neze.
Ngo-1966, mina nodadewethu safaka isicelo somsebenzi wobuphayona obukhethekile futhi sabelwa ebandleni elincane eWisconsin. Cishe ngaso leso sikhathi abazali bami bathengisa indlu yabo nebhikawozi futhi bathuthela eMinnesota njengamaphayona. Kamuva bangena emsebenzini weSekethe. Ngegama lokugcina loMbusi. zingena phakathi.
Ibandla lethu eWisconsin nalo lalilincane, linabamemezeli abangaba ngu-35. Njengamaphayona akhethekile, sasichitha amahora angama-150 ngenyanga enkonzweni yasensimini futhi ngamunye athola ama- $ 50 ngenyanga eNhlanganweni, okwakufanele aqoqe ukuqasha, ukudla, izinto zokuhamba nezidingo eziyisisekelo. Siphinde sathola ukuthi kwakudingeka ukuhlanza izindlu ngesigamu selanga ngalinye isonto ngalinye ukuze sengeze imali yethu.
Ngezinye izikhathi ngangibika izifundo zeBhayibheli eziyi-8 noma eziyi-9 inyanga ngayinye. Lokho kwakuyilungelo futhi bekuyinselele impela. Ngiyakhumbula ukuthi kwesinye isikhathi senkonzo yami abafundi bami abaningi baba yizisulu zodlame lwasekhaya. Eminyakeni eyalandela, iningi labafundi bami kwakungabesifazane asebekhulile abane-dementia yokuqala. Kwakungaleso sikhathi sokugcina lapho abafundi bami beBhayibheli abahlanu bavuma unyaka owodwa ukuba beze emkhosini wethu weSidlo SeNkosi Sakusihlwa eHholo LoMbuso. Njengoba ngingakwazanga ukuhlalisa omama bonke abahlanu eduze kwami, ngacela omunye wodadewethu abadala ukuthi enze ubungani futhi asize omunye wabafundi. Cabanga nje ukukhathazeka kwami lapho othile engihlebela endlebeni yami ukuthi umfundi wami ubedle isinkwa kanti udadewethu osekhulile ubesedamini.
Njengoba iminyaka yayiqhubeka, ngangisetshenziswa ezingxenyeni eziningana zomhlangano futhi ngabuza imibuzo ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwami kokuphayona nokuphila isikhathi eside njengoFakazi. Lezi zingxenye bekungamalungelo akhethekile futhi ngizijabulele. Ngibheka emuva manje futhi ngiyabona ukuthi ziyindlela ephumelelayo yokuqinisa isifiso somuntu 'sokuqhubeka nomkhondo'. Ngisho noma lokho kusho ukungazinaki izibopho zomndeni njengokupheka ukudla okunomsoco, ukunakekela izidingo ezidingekayo zasekhaya, nokunaka ngokucophelela okwenzekayo emshadweni wakho, izimpilo zezingane zakho, noma nempilo yomuntu uqobo.
Njengesibonelo, kungekudala, bengiphuma ngiphuthuma emnyango ngiya eHholo LoMbuso ngesikhathi. Ngenkathi ngihlehla ngomgwaqo, ngezwa ukuqhuma. Yize ngangishiywa yisikhathi, ngabona kungcono ukuthi ngibheke ukuthi ngabe kukhona yini isithiyo esasisendleleni. Kade kukhona. Umnyeni wami! Ubelokhu egoba eyolanda iphephandaba. (Ngangingazi ukuthi wayephume ngisho endlini.) Ngemuva kokuba ngimsizile ukuthi ngiphume kusimende, ngixolise kakhulu, ngambuza ukuthi uzizwa kanjani. Akazange athi vu. Ngangididekile ngokuthi kufanele ngenzeni ngokulandelayo. Iya enkonzweni? Umduduze? Wayelokhu ethi nje, “Hambani. Hambani. ” Ngakho ngamshiya ethanda ukungena endlini futhi ngashesha ngahamba. Ngidabukile, angithi?
Ngakho-ke kukhona: ngaphezu kweminyaka engama-61 yokunikeza umbiko njalo ngenyanga eyodwa; Iminyaka engama-20 emsebenzini wamaphayona avamile nakhethekile; kanye neziningi, izinyanga eziningi zokuphayona / amaholide asizayo. Ngikwazile ukusiza cishe abantu abayishumi nambili ukuba banikezele impilo yabo kuJehova. Ngazizwa nginelungelo elikhulu lokubahola ekukhuleni kwabo ngokomoya. Kepha eminyakeni yamuva nje, ngafikelwa ukuzibuza ukuthi ngabe ngiziqondise kabi yini.
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Ngikholelwa ukuthi iningi loFakazi BakaJehova lingabantu abazinikele, abanothando nabazidelayo. Ngiyabathanda futhi ngiyabathanda. ANGIZANGA esinqumweni sami sokwehlukana nenhlangano kancane noma ngokunganaki; noma ngoba indodakazi yami nomyeni wami base bevele "bengasebenzi". Cha, ngangikhathazekile ngokushiya impilo yami yangaphambili isikhathi eside impela. Kepha ngemuva kokufunda kakhulu, uphenyo kanye nomkhuleko, yilokho engikwenzile. Kepha kungani nginqume ukwenza ukukhetha kwami kube sesidlangalaleni?
Isizathu ukuthi iqiniso libaluleke kakhulu. UJesu wathi kuJohane 4:23 ukuthi "abakhulekeli beqiniso bayokhuleka kuBaba ngoMoya nangeqiniso '. Ngikholwa ngokuqinile ukuthi iqiniso lingamelana nokubukelwa phansi.
Enye imfundiso eyagcina ingamanga ethusayo yisibikezeli se-Nqabayokulinda sokuthi i-Amagedoni izobabhubhisa bonke ababi ngo-1975. Ngabe empeleni ngangiyakholelwa leyo mfundiso ngaleso sikhathi? Awu yebo! Ngenzile. Ngikhumbula iNceku Yesekethe isitshela ukusuka epulatifomu ukuthi kusele izinyanga ezingama-90 kuphela kuze kube ngu-1975. Mina nomama sajabulela ukuqiniseka ukuthi asisoze sathenga enye imoto; noma esinye isiliphu! Ngikhumbula nokuthi ngo-1968, sayithola le ncwadi, Iqiniso Eliholela Ekuphila Okuphakade. Sayalwa ukuba sithathe incwadi yonke ngezinyanga eziyisithupha sinabafundi bethu beBhayibheli. Uma noma ngubani ehluleka ukugcina ijubane, kufanele siwehlise bese sidlulela kumuntu olandelayo. Imvamisa bekuyimi obehluleka ukugcina ijubane!
Njengoba sonke sazi, uhlelo olubi lwezinto aluzange luphele ngonyaka we-1975. Kwaze kwaba ngemuva kwesikhathi eside lapho ngethembekile futhi ngazibuza ukuthi: Ingabe incazelo yomprofethi wamanga kuDuteronomi 18: 20-22 kufanele ithathelwe phezulu, noma cha?
Yize ngaziqinisekisa ukuthi ngangingamkhonzi uJehova kuze kube usuku oluthile, ngiyabona ukuthi umbono wami womhlaba washintsha njengoba 1975 waphela. NgoJanuwari wango-1976, ngayeka ukuphayona. Isizathu sami ngaleso sikhathi kwakuyizingqinamba ezithile zezempilo. Futhi, bengifuna ukuba nezingane ngaphambi kokuba ngindala kakhulu. NgoSepthemba 1979, ingane yethu yokuqala yazalwa ngemuva kweminyaka engu-11 sishadile. Ngangineminyaka engu-34 kanti umyeni wami wayeneminyaka engama-42.
Ukuxabana kwami kokuqala nezinkolelo zami kwenzeka ngonyaka ka 1986. Umyeni wami we-JW waletha le ncwadi Inhlekelele Yonembeza angene endlini. Ngangimphathe kabi kakhulu. Sasazi ukuthi umbhali, uRaymond Franz, wayeyisihlubuki esaziwayo. Yize abeseyilungu leNdikimba Ebusayo YoFakazi BakaJehova iminyaka eyisishiyagalolunye.
Empeleni ngangisesaba ukufunda le ncwadi. Kodwa ilukuluku lami langithola okungcono kakhulu. Ngifunde isahluko esisodwa kuphela. Yayinesihloko esithi, “Double Standards”. Silandise nokushushiswa okwesabekayo abafowethu abahlangabezana nakho ezweni laseMalawi. Kwangenza ngakhala. Konke kungenxa yokuthi iNdikimba Ebusayo iqondise izizalwane zaseMalawi ukuthi ziqine, zingathathi hlangothi kwezepolitiki futhi zenqabe ukuthenga ikhadi leqembu lezombusazwe elingu- $ 1.
Bese kuthi lesi sahluko esisencwadini kaFranz sinikeze ubufakazi obubhaliwe, kufaka phakathi amakhophi amakhophi ezincwadi ze-Watchtower ezathunyelwa yiNdlunkulu eNew York eHhovisi Legatsha eMexico, ngale ndaba efanayo yokungathathi hlangothi kwezepolitiki. Babhala ukuthi abazalwane baseMexico “bangalandela onembeza babo” uma befuna ukulandela umkhuba ovamile wokufumbathisa izikhulu zaseMexico ukuze zibanikeze “ubufakazi” bokuthi abafowethu bazifezile izidingo ezidingekayo ukuze bathole iSitifiketi Sobunikazi (iCartilla) Sempi Insiza. ICartilla yenze bakwazi ukuthola imisebenzi ekhokha kangcono nama-passport. Lezi zincwadi zazingama-60s futhi.
Umhlaba wami waphenduka wabheduka ngo-1986. Ngacindezeleka kancane amasonto ambalwa. Ngangilokhu ngicabanga, “Lokhu akulungile. Lokhu akunakuba yiqiniso. Kepha imibhalo ikhona. Ngabe lokhu kusho ukuthi kufanele ngishiye inkolo yami ?? !! ” Ngaleso sikhathi, ngangingumama ophakathi nengane ngineminyaka engu-5. Nginesiqiniseko sokuthi lokhu kube nomthelela ekuqhubekeni kwami kwalesi sambulo ngemuva kwengqondo yami futhi ngiphinde ngakhubeka futhi esimisweni sami esimisiwe.
Isikhathi siyaqhubeka. Izingane zethu zakhula zashada futhi zazikhonza uJehova nabangane bazo bomshado. Njengoba umyeni wami ayesasebenzi amashumi eminyaka, nganquma ukufunda iSpanish ngineminyaka engu-59 futhi ngishintshele ebandleni laseSpain. Kwakuqinisa. Abantu babekezela ngesilulumagama sami esilinganiselwe, futhi ngangilithanda isiko. Bengilithanda bandla. Ngathuthuka njengoba ngifunda lolu limi, futhi ngaphinda ngaqala umsebenzi wobuphayona. Kepha kwakukhona phambi kwami umgwaqo omkhulu.
Ngonyaka ka-2015, ngabuyela ekhaya ngivela emhlanganweni wakusihlwa wamaphakathi nesonto futhi ngamangala ukubona umyeni wami ebuka uMfoweth 'uGeoffrey Jackson ku-TV. I-Royal Royal Commission yase-Australia ibiphenya ngokusingathwa / ukuphathwa kabi kwezikhungo ezehlukene zezenkolo ngamacala okunukubezwa ngokocansi phakathi kwabo. I-ARC yayikhiphe uMfoweth 'uJackson enkantolo ukuthi ayokwethula ubufakazi bakhe i-Watchtower Society. Njengokulindelekile, ngahlala phansi ngalalela. Ekuqaleni kwangihlaba umxhwele ukuzola kukaMfoweth 'uJackson. Kodwa lapho ebuzwa ngummeli, u-Angus Stewart, ukuthi ngabe iNdikimba Ebusayo ye-Watchtower kwakuwukuphela komzila uNkulunkulu ayewusebenzisa osukwini lwethu ukuqondisa isintu, uMfoweth 'uJackson wakhathazeka kancane. Ngemuva kokuzama ukuphepha lo mbuzo kancane, ugcine ethe: “Ngicabanga ukuthi lokho kungaba ukugabadela uma ngingakusho lokho.” Ngangimangele! Ukugabadela ?! Ingabe sasiyinkolo eyodwa yeqiniso, noma cha?
Ngithole ngophenyo lwaleyo Khomishini ukuthi kunamacala ayi-1006 abenzi bokuhlukumeza izingane ngokocansi e-Australia kuphela phakathi koFakazi BakaJehova. Kepha ukuthi akekho noyedwa owake wabikwa kuziphathimandla, nokuthi iningi labasolwa abenzi bokubi abaze baqondiswa izigwegwe ngamabandla. Lokho kwakusho ukuthi abanye oFakazi nezingane ezingenacala babesengozini enkulu.
Okunye futhi okwabonakala kungakholeki okwafika kimi kwakuyisihloko esasiku-inthanethi, ephephandabeni laseLondon elibizwa nge- “The Guardian”, mayelana nokuzibandakanya kwe-Watchtower ne-United Nations iminyaka eyishumi njengelungu le-NGO! (Inhlangano Engeyona Kahulumeni) Kwenzekeni esimeni sethu sokungaguquki sokuhlala singathathi hlangothi kwezepolitiki?
Kwakungo-2017 ngagcina sengizinikeza imvume yokufunda Inhlekelele Yonembeza nguRaymond Franz. Yonke le nto. Futhi nencwadi yakhe, Ukufuna Inkululeko YamaKristu.
Ngaleso sikhathi, indodakazi yethu u-Ali ibisenza uphenyo lwayo olujulile lweBhayibheli. Wayevame ukungena eshaja endlini enemibuzo engeyakhe. Imvamisa ngangivame ukuphendula kahle nge-Nqabayokulinda okwamenza wagcina isikhathi eside.
Kuningi okungashiwo ngezinye izimfundiso ze-Watchtower. Njengo: "Ukugqagqana / Ukugcotshwa! Isizukulwane ”, noma ukudideka engisenakho ngokwenqaba ukumpontshelwa igazi ngazo zonke izindlela — ngisho nokuphila komuntu — kodwa,“ izingxenyana zegazi ”zilungile?
Kuyangicasula ukuthi amaHholo OMbuso adayiswa aphume ngaphansi kwezinyawo zamabandla ahlukahlukene kanti imibiko yama-akhawunti weSekethe ayicacisi ukuthi izimali ziyaphi. Ngempela? Kubiza u- $ 10,000 noma ngaphezulu ukukhokhela izindleko zomhlangano wosuku olungu-1 esakhiweni esivele sikhokhelwe ??! Kepha okubi kakhulu bekusazokwembulwa.
Ngabe uJesu Kristu unguMlamuleli wabangu-144,000 14 kuphela okukhulunywe ngabo kuSambulo 1,3: 144,000? Yilokho okufundiswa yi-Nqabayokulinda. Ngokwesisekelo sale mfundiso, iNhlangano ithi yi-6 kuphela okufanele idle izifanekiselo ngenkathi kugujwa iSidlo SeNkosi Sakusihlwa. Kodwa-ke, le mfundiso iphikisana ngqo namazwi kaJesu akuJohane 53:XNUMX lapho ethi: "Ngiqinisile, ngiqinisile, ngithi kuwe, Ngaphandle kokuthi udle inyama yeNdodana yomuntu, uphuze negazi layo, awunakuphila kuwe."
Lokhu kufinyelela nokwamukela amazwi kaJesu ngokobuso bawo kwenze ngacabanga ukuthi entwasahlobo ka-2019 ngangizomema abantu eSikhumbuzweni. Ngacabanga, 'Kungani singafuna ukubamema bese sibadikibalisa ekwamukeleni isimemo sikaJesu?'
Angisakwazi nje ukukwenza. Lokho kwaba ukuphela kwenkonzo yami yasensimini yendlu ngendlu. Ngokuzithoba nokubonga, nami ngaqala ukudla izifanekiselo.
Esinye seziyalo ezidabukisa kakhulu ezivela eNdikimbeni Ebusayo yisethi yemithetho eyingxenye yohlelo lokwahlulelwa kwebandla. Noma umuntu evuma isono sakhe kumdala ukuze athole usizo nempumuzo, abadala abathathu noma ngaphezulu kufanele bahlale ukwahlulela lowo muntu. Uma bephetha ngokuthi “isoni” (angithi sonke ??) asiphenduki, baqondiswa — yincwadi eyimfihlo kakhulu, evikelwe ngokucophelela etholwa ngabadala kuphela — ukuxosha lowo muntu ebandleni. Lokhu kubizwa ngokuthi 'ukususwa ekuhlanganyeleni'. Bese kwenziwa isimemezelo esiyimfihlo ebandleni sokuthi “uSibanibani akaseyena omunye woFakazi BakaJehova.” Ukuqagela okungasile nokuhleba kulandela ngokuqondakalayo njengoba ibandla lilonke lingaqondi lutho ngalesi simemezelo ngaphandle kokuthi abasakwazi ukuxhumana nomuntu omenyezelwe. Isoni kufanele SIVINYWE.
Le mpatho enesihluku futhi engenaluthando yilokho indodakazi yami eyabhekana nakho — iyaqhubeka. Umuntu angawuzwa wonke umhlangano wakhe "(ongewona) Womthetho Wokwahlulela Nabadala Abangama-4 BoFakazi BakaJehova" engosini yakhe ye-YouTube enesihloko esithi “Uzwane Olukhulu luka-Ali”.
Ngabe lolu hlelo lubhalwe phansi yini emiBhalweni? Ingabe le yindlela uJesu aziphatha ngayo izimvu? Ngabe uJesu wake wagwema noma ngubani ?? Umuntu kufanele azinqumele.
Ngakho-ke ukuthi kukhona igebe elikhulu lokuthembeka phakathi kwezinto iNdikimba Ebusayo eyethula obala nalokho okushiwo yiBhayibheli. Indikimba Ebusayo yamadoda ayisishiyagalombili aziqokela kuleso sikhundla ngo-2012. UJesu akazange yini abekwe njengenhloko yebandla eminyakeni engu-2000 edlule?
Kunendaba yini koFakazi BakaJehova ukuthi igama elithi “INdikimba Ebusayo” alikho ngisho naseBhayibhelini? Ngabe kunendaba ukuthi ibinzana eligqokwe kahle ezincwadini ze-WT, "isigqila esikholekile nesiqondayo", livela kanye kuphela eBhayibhelini? Futhi kubonakala sengathi kungumfanekiso wokuqala kwemine enikezwa nguJesu esahlukweni sama-24 sikaMathewu? Ngabe kunendaba ukuthi embhalweni owodwa kuphela weBhayibheli kuye kwavela incazelo yokuzimela yokuthi iqembu elincane lamadoda liyizinsimbi ezikhethwe ngesandla zikaNkulunkulu ezilindele ukulalelwa nokwethembeka emhlambini womhlaba wonke?
Zonke izingqinamba ezingenhla akuyona izinto ezincane. Lezi yizingqinamba lapho inhloko-dolobha efana nenhlangano yenza izinqumo, iphrinte lezo zincwadi ezincwadini zazo, futhi ilindele ukuthi amalungu azilandele kuze kube yile ncwadi. Izigidi zabantu, ezimpilo zabo zithinteke kakhulu ezindleleni eziningi ezingezinhle, ngoba zicabanga ukuthi zenza lokho uNkulunkulu afuna akwenze.
Lezi ngezinye zezingqinamba ezingiphoqe ukuthi ngibuze imibuzo eminingi nezinqubomgomo ebengizemukela amashumi eminyaka ngamukele futhi ngifundisa ukuthi “iqiniso”. Kodwa-ke, ngemuva kophenyo nokutadisha okujulile kweBhayibheli nomkhuleko, nganquma ukuhlukana nenhlangano engangiyithanda nalapho ngakhonza khona uNkulunkulu ngentshiseko iminyaka engu-61. Manje ngizithola kuphi namhlanje?
Impilo iyashintsha ngokwejwayelekile. Ngikuphi namhlanje? "Njalo Ufunda". Futhi-ke, ngiseduze kweNkosi yami uJesu Kristu, uBaba wami, kanye nemibhalo kunangaphambili empilweni yami; Imibhalo engivulele izindlela ezimangazayo nezisimangaliso.
Ngiphuma emthunzini wokwesaba kwami inhlangano, empeleni, edikibala abantu ukuthi bathuthukise onembeza babo. Okubi kakhulu, inhlangano lapho lawa madoda ayisishiyagalombili azifaka esikhundleni sobunhloko bukaKristu Jesu. Kuyithemba lami ukududuza nokukhuthaza abanye abahluphekayo ngoba besaba ukubuza imibuzo. Ngikhumbuza abantu ukuthi uJESU "uyindlela, neqiniso, nokuphila", hhayi inhlangano.
Imicabango yempilo yami yakudala isenami. Ngiyabakhumbula abangane bami enhlanganweni. Bambalwa kakhulu abafinyelele kimi, futhi nangaleso sikhathi, ngamafushane nje.
Angibasoli. Kusanda kuphela lapho amazwi akuZenzo 3: 14-17 angishaqise ngempela ekuqondeni kwamazwi kaPetru kumaJuda. Evesini 15 uPetru washo ngokungagunci: "Ubulele uMmeli Oyinhloko wempilo." Kodwa-ke evesini 17 uqhubeke wathi, “Manje, bazalwane, ngiyazi ukuthi nenze ngokungazi.” Hewu! Yayinomusa kangakanani leyo ?! UPetru wayenozwela lwangempela ngamaJuda akubo.
Nami ngenza ngokungazi. Eminyakeni engaphezu kwengu-40 edlule, ngamgwema udade engangimthanda ngempela ebandleni. Wayenobuhlakani, ehlekisa futhi eyiqhawe elikwazi ukuvikela iBhayibheli. Kwathi kungazelelwe, waqoqa ZONKE izincwadi zakhe ze-Watchtower wazishiya; kuhlanganise ne- New World Translation of the Bible yakhe. Angazi kungani ahamba. Angikaze ngimbuze.
Ngokudabukisayo, ngagwema omunye umngani omuhle eminyakeni engamashumi amabili edlule. Wayengomunye wamathathu “amaDodakazi kaJepthah” engaphayona naye eminyakeni eminingi ngaphambili. Waba yiphayona elikhethekile iminyaka emihlanu e-Iowa, futhi saba nembalelwano emnandi nemnandi iminyaka. Ngabe sengizwa ukuthi wayengasayi emihlanganweni. Wangibhalela engitshela ezinye zezincwadi zakhe ezazinezimfundiso ze-Watchtower. Ngiwafunde. Kepha ngabachitha ngaphandle kokucabanga kakhulu, futhi nginqamula ukuxhumana kwami naye. Ngamanye amazwi, ngangimgwema. 🙁
Njengoba ngangivuka imicabango emisha eminingi, ngafuna incwadi yakhe engichazela yona. Lapho ngiyithola, ngazimisela ukuxolisa kuye. Ngomzamo othile, ngathola inombolo yakhe yocingo ngambiza. Wasamukela ngokukhulu ukucophelela nangomusa ukuxolisa kwami. Kusukela lapho saba nezikhathi ezingapheli zezingxoxo ezijulile zebhayibheli futhi sihleka ngenkumbulo enkulu yeminyaka yethu sindawonye. Ngale ndlela, akekho kulaba bangane ababili oxoshwe ebandleni noma eyalwa nganoma iyiphi indlela. Kodwa ngazidela ngokwami ukuba ngibanqume.
Okubi kakhulu futhi okubuhlungu kunakho konke, ngayibalekela indodakazi yami eminyakeni eyi-17 edlule. Usuku lomshado wakhe lwalunolunye lwezinsuku ezibuhlungu kakhulu empilweni yami. Ngoba bengingeke ngibe naye. Ubuhlungu nokungazi kahle kwengqondo okuhambisana nokwamukela leyo nqubomgomo kwangizingela isikhathi eside kakhulu. Kepha lokho kukude emuva kwethu manje. Ngiyaziqhenya ngaye. Futhi sinobudlelwano obukhulu kunabo bonke manje.
Enye into engijabulisa kakhulu amaqembu amabili amasonto onke okufundwa nge-intanethi nabahambeli abavela eCanada, e-UK, e-Australia, e-Italy nasezifundeni ezahlukahlukene e-US Kwenye sifunda iZenzo ivesi nevesi. Kokunye, amaRoma, ivesi nevesi. Siqhathanisa ukuhunyushwa kweBhayibheli nokuphawula. Asivumelani ngakho konke. Futhi akekho othi kufanele. Laba ababambiqhaza sebengabafowethu nodadewethu, nabangane bami abahle.
Ngifunde futhi okuningi kakhulu kusayithi le-YouTube elibizwa ngamaBeroean Pickets. Imibhalo yalokho okufundiswa oFakazi BakaJehova iqhathaniswa nalokho okushiwo yiBhayibheli iyamangalisa.
Ekugcineni, ngenjabulo ngichitha isikhathi esiningi nomyeni wami. Ufike eziphethweni eziningi eminyakeni engama-40 edlule engisanda kuzamukela. Ubengasebenzi kuleyo minyaka engu-40 efanayo, kepha akazange ahlanganyele okuningi nami ngaleso sikhathi ngokutholile kwakhe. Mhlawumbe ngenxa yokuhlonipha ukuzihlanganisa kwami ngentshiseko nenhlangano; noma mhlawumbe ngoba ngamtshela eminyakeni eminingi edlule ngenkathi nginezinyembezi zehla ezihlathini zami ukuthi bengingacabangi ukuthi uzodlula e-Armagedoni. Manje kuyinjabulo “ukukhetha ubuchopho bakhe” futhi siba nezingxoxo zethu ezijulile zeBhayibheli. Ngikholwa ukuthi kungenxa yezimfanelo zakhe zobuKristu ezingaphezu kwezami ukuthi sihlale iminyaka engu-51 sishadile.
Ngithandazela ngobuqotho umndeni wami kanye nabangane abasazinikele “encekwini”. Ngiyacela, wonke umuntu, enze olwakho ucwaningo kanye nophenyo. IQINISO LINGAQHAFA NOBUCHWEPHESHE. Kuthatha isikhathi, ngiyazi. Kodwa-ke, mina uqobo kufanele ngilalele isiyeleliso esikuHubo 146: 3 esithi: “Ungabeki ithemba lakho kwizikhulu, noma endodaneni yomuntu, engenamandla okusindisa.” (NWT)
Sawubona, bengifuna ukukubonga ngokwabelana ngesipiliyoni sakho. Kuyakhuthaza kakhulu.
sawubona Sheryl Great ukuzwa indaba yakho mine ifana kakhulu nami engineminyaka engama-50s manje futhi ngakhulela eqinisweni ngasebenza eBetthel, iphayona elikhethekile, umdala, wakhonza lapho indingeko inkulu khona, njll. Umkami wahlukumezeka ngokungemthetho wamthenga umfowethu osekhulile futhi kamuva empilweni eseneminyaka engama-20 ubudala wahlangana naye watshela abazali bakhe, kwakuyindaba endala leyo dont rock isikebhe, gcina ukuthula, funda kuyo, futhi awuzange ufe njll, ngonyaka wokuqala womshado wethu impilo ngangingumeluleki wakhe,... Funda kabanzi "
Sawubona tshela, ngivele nginikine ikhanda ngemuva kokufunda indaba yakho. O, ngiyakukholwa. Ngisanda kufunda umbiko ovela kuMark O'Donnell (John Redwood) mayelana namacala amaningi eMontana. Kubi impela nje. Unjani manje nomkakho? Ushiye nini i-org? Ngicabanga ukuthi uhambe. ?? I-imeyili yami ibhalwe ngenhla. Inhliziyo yami ibuhlungu ngathi sonke esihlukunyeziwe. Ngokobulili nokunye.
UHola Sheryl,
Nginolwazi olungejwayelekile!
Ama-comentas que abahlanganyele en un grupo de estudio bíblico en línea en español analizando la Carta de Santiago. Meacisaría verlo y abahlanganyeli ¿Ipesheli compartir cómo acceder al sitio?
Muchas Gracias
No tengo mucha nakhoencia con tecnología. UPero Hermano Walter puede ayudarte, Hermano.
beroeanmeetings @ gmail.com
Sawubona Sheryl, ngijabule kakhulu ngempendulo oyitholile kulwazi lwakho. Kuyindaba enhle kakhulu. Iqotho kakhulu futhi iyathinta. Ngaphezu kwakho konke, angicabangi ukuthi abangani bakho abaningi nabantu obajwayele ngaphakathi kwenhlangano abaziqaphelanga. Kuyinto eyodwa uma uFakazi oseceleni eshiya isibaya, kodwa kungenye into uma umzalwane noma udade osenesikhathi eside eshiseka kakhulu ehamba ngenxa kanembeza. Kumele kube nomphumela omuhle nakwabanye abanokungabaza okuqotho nabathanda iqiniso. Isikhathi sibalulekile futhi. Ukuhlukaniswa komphakathi okuphoqelelwe njenge... Funda kabanzi "
<Ngiyabonga Eric. Impendulo ibe ngaphezu kokumangalisa. Abanye baye babhala izinguqulo ezimfushane zezindaba zabo, futhi ngiyaluzwa uthando lwabo ngoJehova noJesu nobuhlungu bohambo lwabo.
Ngiyabonga kakhulu kuwe noWalter kanye nomhumushi, okungenzeka ukuthi umazi mathupha. Sibe nezingxoxo ezimbalwa ezizwakala izinhliziyo. Ngikweleta nonke. Hhayi nje ngosizo onginike lona kule phrojekthi. Ngokufudumele, uSheryl… Yay. Ngempela ngithole ukuthi ungaphendula kanjani! futhi ngathola ikhasi leSpanishi lapha.
UMelvin, ukuphawula kwakho mayelana nokunwebelana ngokomphakathi kubonakele kimi manje. Bengihlala nginokungabaza ngezimfundiso ezithile ze-JW, engicabanga ukuthi zingivimbele ukuthi ngibhapathizwe kuze kube ngonyaka owedlule, noma ngabe ngakhuliswa njenge-JW. Kodwa-ke, ngacabanga ukuthi ayikho inkolo ephelele futhi ukuthi konke kuzoba nezimfundiso ezithile engingeke ngivume kuzo, inqobo nje uma ngivumelana neningi lezimfundiso zeJW futhi ngikwazi ukulisekela ngebhayibheli, ngizobe ngilungile ngokuba yiJW. Inkulumo yakamuva ngesimo sabafi ingishukumisele ekusesheni... Funda kabanzi "
Dadewethu othandekayo, ngiyabonga kakhulu ngokwabelana ngendaba yakho. Kuyindaba yothando nokubekezela kukaNkulunkulu. Kimina, kuyakhuthaza futhi kuqinisa ukholo lwami. INkosi uJesu ngeke ilahlekelwe yimvu yayo. Nawe, uSheryl. UJesu uyazi izinhliziyo zawo wonke umuntu futhi wayazi ukuthi uyamthanda. UNkulunkulu ukubone sonke lesi sikhathi eside, futhi kancane kancane, igxathu negxathu, ukuholele eqinisweni langempela, elinguJesu Kristu (Johane 14: 6). Ezinyangeni ezinhlanu ezedlule ngabhala ngokubekezela kubafowethu nodadewethu bePIMI JW, ngoba yileyondlela engizizwa ngayo (https://beroeans.net/2019/11/06/ina-irby-hands-in-her-letters-of-disassociation / # ukuphawula-22605). Futhi ngibonga uNkulunkulu... Funda kabanzi "
À USheryl et Ali Je vous avais vides dans un témoignage vidéo, to do fille, avant de lire ton récit sur la la des des des deses. J'ai eu vralent le cœur serré, uthishanhloko udala ukubangelwa. Tous que tous que nl parlons de l'engagement sincère d'une vie, et tu en témoignes. Ce n'est pas rien! Émotionnellement, c'est très éprouvant, supporter une rupture bindatoire et non non Consentie des liens fraternels avec ceux que izinhloso ezinhle. Dictature du GB oblige! Tu as préféré être maltraitée et dire la vérité, en suivant la voix de Christ. UJean 18... Funda kabanzi "
UJohane 18:37 ungumbhalo omuhle kakhulu. Ngiyabonga ngokungikhumbuza ngakho.
ngiyabonga kakhulu
Sheryl, ngiyabonga kakhulu ngokwabelana esidabeni nendaba yakho. Ube yisikhuthazo ezingxoxweni zethu zeBhayibheli eziku-inthanethi, futhi ngiyazi ukuthi indaba yakho eshicilelwe lapha izosiza abanye abaningi. Kuyisinqumo esikhulu futhi esibuhlungu ngemuva kwempilo yonke yokuba yiJW ekhuthele kakhulu ukusuka. Indaba yakho ingenye yezinto eziningi ezingisizile, futhi ngethemba ukuthi izosiza amanye ama-JW asebenzayo, ukubona ukuthi ukukhula ngokomoya okungokoqobo, nokuhlangana nabazalwane / nodadewethu abathembeke ngempela nabanothando kuyisipho esisithola ngokulandela uKristu kuphela (John 14: 6). Ukwenqaba izimfuno ezivame ukuthukuthela... Funda kabanzi "
Ngizwa uthando lwabafowethu nodadewethu abasha, uMike. Ngiyabonga ngamazwi akho anomusa. Ukuphawula kwabo bonke eqenjini lethu futhi nazi futhi izimpendulo emithandazweni yami.
USheryl othandekayo, siyabonga ngokwabelana nawe ngendaba. Uwive wami kanye nami lapho sithintwe yiwo. Siyakuncoma ngesibindi sakho futhi kukhombisa ngokusobala ukuthi akusoke kuze kufike isikhathi sokuthi umuntu eze eqinisweni. Iqiniso elilodwa futhi elivela eBhayibhelini eliqabula futhi licace bha. Kuyakhombisa ukuthi siyakwazi ukuphuma umuntu owenziwe izimfundiso sakhe ukholo lwethu kuKristu. Sinendaba nathi futhi kuyisifiso sami ukuthi ngabe sabelana ngayo esidlangalaleni. Izindleko zokulahlekelwa izingane zethu (shunning)... Funda kabanzi "
Ngiyabonga ngokungxhasa.
Désolée pour la kabusha.
Ukukhohlisa kweMauvaise!
Muy alentadora experiencia y gran ylo guida. La "organización" ha maltratado bastante a nuestras hermanas. Ahora, tenemos los varones, la Respabilidad de hacerlas sentir libres, respetadas y protegidas. I-Las hermanas son las flores del jardín de Dios y con tal ternura deben ser cuidadas. IHermana Sheryl, mi admiración y respeto por su valentía, ojalá y hubiera más hermanas y hermanos como Usted. I-ejemplo de su esposo es bastante iqonde ukuthi: de forma silenciosa la respetó a Usted sin interferir… una gran muestra de amor, sin duda alguna, tuvo la paciencia de esperarla a Usted. Ese el amor del que... Funda kabanzi "
Mina encanta la expression "las flores del jardín de Dios". I-amable, i-hermano mio. Eres un pastor genuino. Y Gracias por las palabras muy alentadoras sobre mi esposo.
Bafowethu nodadewethu abathandekayo, imibono yenu ingikhuthaze kakhulu. Ngangazi ukuthi ulapho. Kepha bengingazi ukuthi nibangaki kini! Kepha ngenqubomgomo yokugwema, ngibona sengathi baningi abazoza phambili. Savalwa. Pero, m no más!
Ngakho-ke, lokho kwangikhuthaza, kwangithatha cishe iminyaka engama-40yrs futhi lokho okwaqala ukungivusa kwakuyinkolelo-mbumbulu yaseMalawi naseMexico, indlela engangizizwa ngayo ngalabo bafowethu nodadewethu baseMalawi, kulapho ngiqala khona ucwaningo lwami ngiyabonga udadewethu othandekayo ngendaba yakho esuka enhliziyweni kakhulu ukwazisa kakhulu futhi kusiza.
Siyabonga ngokwabelana. Qhubeka uhambe enkululekweni yakho yangempela kuKristu.
Ngiyabonga Sheryl, ngibonga kakhulu dadewethu kuKristu, ngokuhlanganyela lobu bufakazi bokholo lwakho nothando lwakho kuYise osezulwini neNdodana yakhe ethandekayo, uMsindisi wethu uJesu Kristu. Ukukholwa nokuzinikela kwakho kuNkulunkulu akuyona eyokugqilazeka ehleli esihlalweni sikaMose ngenkathi iphika amakholwa inkululeko yawo kuKristu futhi ibamba imindeni nabangane bayo ngenxa yokwesaba. Kwangathi uJehova angakubusisa futhi akugcine, kwangathi angabusisa uthando olukhombisa abanye, kanye nokholo oluqinile olukhombisa, dadewethu othandekayo. Ngiyabonga ngolwazi lwakho lokufakaza futhi... Funda kabanzi "
I-LV Reyes! Un the caballero no menciona la edad de una uharibifu! =)
Ikhasi 453 le-ISOCF …………… “INqabayokulinda kaJulayi 15, 1957. Isihloko esithi “Umoya Ongcwele — Umuntu Wesithathu KaZiqu-zintathu noma Amandla KaNkulunkulu Asebenzayo?” iqukethe le nkulumo (ikhasi 431): Uma umoya ongcwele ulingana noJehova uNkulunkulu, njengoba kushiwo iSivumo Sokholo sika-Athanasius, futhi uma uZiqu-zintathu eyimfundiso eyinhloko yenkolo yobuKristu, njengoba kusho i-Catholic Encyclopedia, akufanele yini sikulindele lokhu izinto okufanele zibekwe ngokusobala ngamagama amaningi eBhayibhelini? Futhi-ke uma lokhu kungenzeki ikakhulukazi uma kubhekwa iqiniso lokuthi kuthiwa imfundiso kaZiqu-zintathu injalo... Funda kabanzi "
Siyabonga ngokwabelana ngalokhu. Kuyasiza ngempela ukungikhumbuza ukuthi abantu abanobuhlakani nenhliziyo bangakhohliswa isikhathi eside kangakanani. UbungumKristu oshiseka kakhulu kunami futhi ngokungangabazeki ubengakubheka njengensika ebandleni. Ukuzwa izindaba ezinjengezakho nezika-Eric kungenza ngibe ngumunyu iminyaka ethile. Abachithi imali futhi nginenkampani enhle. Kungikhumbuza nokuthi angilwe nabangazitholi.
TY. Ngiyavuma. Kusukela kuyo yonke leyo minyaka ngifundiswe ukubekezela kakhudlwana kwabanye manje .. Futhi ngisebenza ekususeni izinga elibi kakhulu lokwahlulela.
Sawubona Sheryl, isibonakaliso esimangalisa kanjani sesibindi sokuhlanganyela zonke lezi zikhathi zokuvuka empilweni yakho njengenceku ye-JW, i-aka WT isigqila, NGIYABONGA kakhulu ngalokhu kunezingxenye eziningi kakhulu endabeni yakho yeqiniso engingazixhumana nayo futhi ngizizwe kahle engihambile ngenkathi ngikwenza yize bekuyiminyaka eyi-10 kuphela empilweni yami engikuyo njengesakhamuzi esidala, uNkulunkulu akubusise.
Sawubona uSheryl. ngezibalo zami wawuneminyaka engama-71 noma ezungeze u-2015-6. Ngakho-ke ungontanga yami. Ngicabanga ukuthi ukuba nesikhathi esithe xaxa empilweni kusivumela ukuthi sime, sicabange, futhi sicwaninge. I-2015 imayelana nesikhathi esaqala ukuphaphama, futhi selokhu saba kule ndawo kusukela lapho. Zonke izinto ozikhulisayo, ngizicabangele, kufaka nezincwadi ezimbili zikaRay. Ngingangeza amanga ngeBulgaria mayelana "nendawo yokuhlala enobungani" ekhonjwe ekhasini le-152 lencwadi ethi Kingdom Rules, futhi ngithola inani elandayo lokuhumusha ngamabomu... Funda kabanzi "
Hmmmm. Ama-shenanigans amaningi?
Sheryl, ngiyabonga kakhulu ngokwabelana ngalokhu. Ngenkathi ngisengaphansi kwethonya leNhlangano, ngacabanga ukuthi “izihlubuki” kumele kube ngama-libertines ayefuna ukuhlubuka futhi ayefuna ukuzenzela eyawo imithetho, enqaba ukuholwa ngemibhalo. Kungenzeka kube njalo nakwezinye izimo, kodwa ngihlangane nanoma yiliphi inani lalabo ngaphambili boFakazi BakaJehova elalizinikele, futhi ngiphile izimpilo eziyisibonelo njengamaKristu. Kumaphakethe waseBeroean, ngifunde amazwi abantu abaningi abanjalo, oFakazi abaqotho abashiya ukuhlangana ngoba bafuna iqiniso futhi bengadukiswa izimfundiso... Funda kabanzi "
Kuyajabulisa ukubona, akunjalo? Kuyinjabulo KUKHONA. Kungani ngingazange ngihlanganyele nomyeni wami ekufeni eminyakeni engama-40 edlule! Ngoba wayengangitshelanga isu lakhe! Ha.