[Ichi ndi chokumana nacho chomvetsa chisoni komanso chokhudza mtima chomwe Cam yandipatsa chilolezo chogawana. Ndi kuchokera mu imelo yomwe adanditumizira. - Meleti Vivlon]
Ndinasiya Mboni za Yehova chaka chapitacho, nditaona tsoka, ndipo ndikufuna ndikuthokozeni chifukwa cha nkhani zanu zolimbikitsa. Ine ndimayang'ana yanu kuyankhulana kwaposachedwa ndi James Penton Ndikugwira ntchito yonseyi.
Kuti ndikudziwitseni tanthauzo lake kwa ine, ndikhoza kukufotokozerani za nkhaniyi mwachidule. Ndinakulira monga Mboni. Amayi anga adawona zowonadi zina zikudina pomwe amaphunzira. Abambo anga anachoka nthawi imeneyi, mwina chifukwa choti sanafune kuti aziphunzira Baibulo. Mpingo unali zonse zomwe tinali nazo, ndipo ndinabatizidwa mu mpingo. Ndinakwatira mlongo chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti ndi wauzimu ndipo ndakonza naye banja. Titakwatirana, ndinapeza kuti sakufuna ana konse, kuti amakonda miseche, amakonda kucheza ndi akazi (akazi okhaokha) ndipo atandisiya patapita zaka zingapo, ndinawona m'mene "auzimu" omwe anali mu Mpingo unamuthandiza kuti achoke, ndipo unayambitsa magawano mu mpingo. Omwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi anzanga adatembenuka, ndipo izi zidandikhudza kwambiri. Koma ndinali kumbuyo kwa Gulu.
Ndidamaliza kukumana ndi mlongo wokoma mtima ku Chicago yemwe ndidamkonda ndikukwatira. Sanathe kukhala ndi ana chifukwa cha zovuta zaumoyo, komabe ndidapereka mwayi wanga wachiwiri kuti ana azikhala ndi wina wokoma mtima komanso wodabwitsa. Adandibweretsera zabwino zonse. Pambuyo pa ukwati wathu, ndinazindikira kuti anali ndi vuto la mowa, ndipo zinayamba kukulira. Ndidafunafuna thandizo kudzera munjira zambiri, kuphatikiza akulu. Iwo anali othandiza, ndipo adachita zomwe akanatha ndi luso lawo lochepa, koma chizolowezi ndichinthu chovuta kuchigubuduza. Anapita kukabweleranso ndipo adabwerako ndi vuto lake osawongolera, kotero adachotsedwa. Anasiidwa kuti azigwira popanda kuthandizidwa ndi aliyense, ngakhale abale ake, chifukwa anali Mboni.
Adafunikira kuwona kuwala kumapeto kwa gawo lake ndikupempha nthawi yoti abwezeretsenso. Adamuwuza kuti amadzivulaza, kotero ngati atha kuyang'anira izi kwa miyezi 6, amalankhula naye. Anatenga izi mozama kuyambira nthawi imeneyi. Chifukwa cha zifukwa zathu zingapo, tinasuntha munthawiyo, ndipo tsopano tinali ndi akulu atsopano ndi mpingo watsopano. Mkazi wanga anali wokondwa komanso wokondwa komanso wokonda kuyambiranso watsopano, koma atakumana ndi akulu, adalimbikira kuti ayenera kupitilira Miyezi 12 yochepa. Ndidamenya izi ndikuumiriza pazifukwa, koma adakana kupereka.
Ndinkamuwona mkazi wanga akuterera nkhawa kwambiri, nthawi yanga ndimathera kuntchito kapena kumusamalira. Ndinaleka kupita ku nyumba yachifumu. Nthawi zambiri ndimamuletsa kuti adziphe. Ululu wake wam'mawonekedwe udawonekera mukuyenda mtulo usiku uliwonse, ndipo adayamba kusinkhasinkha zakumwa ndi mowa ndili pantchito. Zidatha m'mawa wina ndidampeza thupi lake lili pansi. Iye anali atamwalira mu tulo take. Akugona, anali atagona munjira yomwe imamupangitsa kuti apume. Ndidalimbikira kuti ndimutsitsimutse pogwiritsa ntchito CPR komanso kuponderezana pachifuwa mpaka ambulansi itafika, koma anali atamuchepetsa oxygen kwa nthawi yayitali.
Kuyimba koyamba komwe ndidapanga kunali kutali ndi mayi anga. Ananenetsa kuti ndiyitane akulu kuti andithandizire, ndipo ndinatero. Atafika, sanamvere chisoni. Sananditonthoze. Iwo anati, “Ngati ukufuna kudzamuonanso, uyenera kubwerera kumisonkhano.”
Inali panthawiyi yomwe ndinali wotsimikiza kotheratu kuti awa si malo omwe mungapeze Mulungu. Chilichonse chomwe ndakhulupirira m'moyo wanga tsopano chinali chitafunsidwa, ndipo zomwe ndimadziwa ndikuti sindingathe kusiya zonse zomwe ndakhulupirira. Ndinataika, koma ndinamva kuti panali chowonadi choti ndigwiritsitse. A Mboni adayamba ndi china chabwino, ndikusintha kukhala chinthu chonyansa komanso choyipa.
Ndaweruza Bungwe kuti wamwalira. Akadakhala kuti amuletsa, akanakhala kuti anali njira ina. Ndipo ngakhale atakhala kuti sananene kuti anamwalira, iwo adamupangitsa chaka chomaliza kukhala chomvetsa chisoni.
Tsopano ndikuyesera kuyambiranso ku Seattle. Ngati mungakhale m'derali, chonde ndidziwitseni! Ndipo pitilizani ntchito yapaderayi. Anthu ambiri amalimbikitsidwa ndi kafukufuku wanu komanso makanema kuposa momwe mungadziwire.
[Meleti alemba kuti: Sindingathe kuwerenga zokumana nazo zopweteka ngati izi osaganizira chenjezo la Khristu kwa ophunzira ake, makamaka iwo omwe ali ndi udindo waukulu. “. . .Koma aliyense amene akhumudwitse m'modzi wa ang'ono awa okhulupirira, zingakhale bwino ngati amphero yake yokhota ngati bulu nayikidwa m'khosi mwake ndi kuponyedwa m'nyanja. ” (Mr 9: 42) Tonsefe tiyenera kukumbukira mawu achenjezowa tsopano komanso mtsogolo mwathu kuti tisadzalolerenso ulamuliro wa anthu ndi kudzilungamitsa kwa Afarisi kutichimwitsa mwa kukhumudwitsa mmodzi wa ang'ono. ]
Cam, realmente siento mucho tu Hali. El Señor Jesús les dará el juicio más severo a ésos pseudo-cristianos fariseos. No hay palabras que puedan consolarte, solo sigue manteniendo la fe en el Señor Jesús.
Wokondedwa m'bale Cam. Chidziwitso chanu ndichachisoni kwambiri. Sindingakukumbatire, koma ndikufuna nditakuwuzani zomwe ndimaganiza ndikawerenga zowawa zanu. Munali mgulu lomwe limakupangitsani kuti musabwere kwa Yesu. Chaka chilichonse ku Chikumbutso adakuwuza kuti ukane mwayi Wake wopatsa moyo wosatha. Kukana mkate ndi vinyo zosonyeza kuwomboledwa kwanu. Koma Yesu akufuna inu. Amayenera kukutulutsani mu Org ndikubweretsani kwa Iye. Kenako munabwera nthawi yomwe maso anu adatsegulidwa - monga mudalemba kuti: "Zinali ku... Werengani zambiri "
Zinali zosautsa bwanji! Ndakumanapo ndi zinthu zoyipa mmanja mwa akulu achinyengo, koma zomwe adachita kwa akazi anu ndizabwino momwe zimakhalira.
Kuchotsa mumpingo kwasanduka chida. Amagwiritsidwa ntchito ngati njira yosonyezera mphamvu ndikulamulira ena. Pansi pa chikwangwani cha "kusunga mpingo mwaukhondo", zomwe sizikupezeka m'Baibulo, adadzipatsa okha mphamvu zosasunthika. Chokhacho chabwino ndikuti sitiyenera kuwapatsa mphamvu kapena kutitsogolera m'miyoyo yathu. Tsoka ilo, njira yophunzirira yomwe ingakhale ndi zotsatirapo zoyipa.
Ndidawerenga izi ndipo zidaswa mtima wanga! Wachifundo ndi wankhanza bwanji! komabe, akulu awa SAPHUNZITSIDWA m'maganizo amunthu ndipo sali oyenera kuthandiza anthu omwe ali ndi vuto losokoneza bongo komanso / kapena mavuto am'maganizo. Ndatulutsa chithandizo pamavuto omwe ndidakumana nawo m'ma 1990 ndipo adandithandiza kwambiri, komabe akulu adakhumudwa ndikufunafuna thandizo. Sipanatenge nthawi kuti ndiyambe kuwafunsa, bungwe ndi zonse zomwe ndaphunzitsidwa ndi a JW's. Ndikupemphera kuti wokondedwa uyu apeze mtendere ndi chitonthozo m'moyo wake komanso kuti The... Werengani zambiri "
Kodi ndi momwe bungweli lidayendetsera? Kodi ndi momwe zakhalira nthawi zonse? Ndi gulu lotani lokhala ndi nkhonya, lotsogola! Chomwe chinali chodetsa nkhawa komanso chodabwitsa pamoyo wanga chinali nditatsala pang'ono kumaliza ndi org. Njira imodzi yayikulu idatuluka. Abale omwe anali achikhristu chenicheni ndiwo anali otchuka. Ambiri mwa akulu akuwoneka kuti akukhala kudziko lina. Dziko logwirizana. Dziko lokhala ndi malingaliro. Amuna, ndinali wokhumudwa. Ming'alu yaying'ono mu damu idayamba kutseguka pambuyo pake. Ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti zonse ndizovomerezeka... Werengani zambiri "
Inu mukulondola, akulu ambiri sitikukhala mu dziko chomwecho. Ali ndi maudindo mumpingo omwe amatanthauziridwa ndi Bungwe ndipo siwowona. Akulu ambiri ali pansi pa chala chachikulu cha wopondereza malonda Ngopambana kupanga kuti Oyang'anira Dera, amene adzaweruzidwa ndi manambala awo. Izo zikuyenera kukhala Mulungu, koma umagwira ntchito zambiri ngati ntchito iliyonse. Sindimagwirizana ndi ziyenera kuti ndi kusindikiza / kusindikiza kampani; Ndikuganiza kuti ndizokhudza kumanga nyumba yanyumba ndipo ayamba kuyamba kuwuluka. Ndikukumbukira pamene ndinabatizidwa ndipo mwadzidzidzi bomba lokondana lidasinthidwa... Werengani zambiri "
Izi ndi zomvetsa chisoni. mtima wanga amalira anthu oterowo amene sali ovutika chilango koma akufunika chikondi ndi kukoma mtima ndi kumvetsa. Maganizo a akulu zinandikumbutsa maganizo pharisaical Yesu anatichenjeza ndi Mateyu 23 "Inu Afarisi ndi aphunzitsi mu mavuto! Inu simuli kanthu koma zimasonyeza-offs. Muli ngati manda akhala laimu. Kunja ndi okongola, koma mkati mwake muli mafupa ndi nyansi. 28 Ndicho chimene inu muli ngati. Kunja amaoneka bwino, koma m'kati muli zoyipa ndi kokha amadzionetsera ngati anthu abwino. " iwo amati... Werengani zambiri "
Nkhani yomvetsa chisoni kwambiri koma mwatsoka ili wamba. Ndimakumbukira mlongo wina wozunzidwa (ubwana) pomaliza adachotsedwa pambuyo pake. Anakhalanso wofunitsitsa kudzipha choncho anafunsa ngati akulu angamuyendere. Atafotokozera zakukhosi kwake, m'modzi mwa akulu adati: "Tikuyenera kuchita chiyani, kuti tikubwezeretsenso chifukwa chodzipha?" Mlengi wathu adadzudzula atsogoleri akale achiyuda chifukwa cholephera "kumangiriza nkhosa" Ezekieli: 34: 4 "Simunalimbikitse ofooka kapena kuchiritsa odwala kapena kumanga ovulala. Simunabweretse zosochera kapena kusaka... Werengani zambiri "