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Ndinakulira chomwe chimadziwika kuti "chowonadi" kuyambira pomwe makolo anga adayamba kuphunzira ndi a Mboni za Yehova ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 4 kumapeto kwa ma 1980. Panthawiyo, tinali banja la 6, popeza tinali abale anayi a zaka 4, 8, 6 ndi 4 motsatana (pamapeto pake tidakhala abale asanu ndi atatu ngakhale m'modzi adamwalira ndi miyezi iwiri ya moyo), ndipo ndikukumbukira bwino kuti tidakumana Nyumba ya Ufumu yomwe inali pafupi ndi nyumba zanga zokwana 2. Ndipo popeza tinali osauka nthawi iliyonse tikamapita kumisonkhano tonsefe timayenda limodzi. Ndikukumbukira kuti tinkadutsa malo owopsa komanso malo otanganidwa kuti tipeze misonkhano yathu. Komabe, sitinaphonye msonkhano, kuyenda pakati pa mvula yamkuntho kapena kutentha kwa masentimita 8 chilimwe. Ndimakumbukira izi momveka bwino. Tinafika pamsonkhanowo titatopa ndi thukuta chifukwa cha kutentha, koma nthawi zonse tinkapezeka pamisonkhano.
Mayi anga adapita patsogolo ndipo adabatizidwa mwachangu, ndipo posakhalitsa adayamba kuchita upainiya wokhazikika pomwe amafunikira kukumana ndi maola osachepera 90 a zochitika za mwezi uliwonse kapena maola 1,000 pachaka, kutanthauza kuti amayi anga amakhala nthawi yayitali Kulalikira kunyumba. Chifukwa chake, panali nthawi zambiri pamene iye adasiya ine ndi azichimwene anga atatu titatsekedwa tokha m'chipinda chokhala ndi zipinda ziwiri, khwalala ndi bafa kwa maola ambiri chifukwa amayenera kupita kukakwaniritsa kudzipereka kwake kwa Yehova.
Tsopano, ndikuwona kuti zinali zolakwika kuti amayi anga asiye ana aang'ono okha atatsekeredwa, atakumana ndi zoopsa zambiri komanso osakhoza kupita kukapempha thandizo. Ndikumvetsetsanso. Koma ndi zomwe munthu wophunzitsidwa amatsogozedwa ndi bungweli chifukwa cha "kufulumira kwa nthawi yomwe tikukhalayi".
Ponena za amayi anga, ndinganene kuti kwa zaka zambiri anali mpainiya wokhazikika mwakhama m'njira iliyonse: kupereka ndemanga, kulalikira, ndi kuchititsa maphunziro a Baibulo. Banja langa linali banja lofananira la ma 1980, pomwe maphunziro ndi kuphunzitsa ana zinali kuchitidwa ndi amayi; ndipo wanga nthawi zonse anali wolimba mtima kutetezera zomwe zimawoneka ngati zachilungamo, ndipo amatsatira ndi mtima wonse zomwe Baibulo limaphunzitsa. Ndipo ndi zomwe, nthawi zambiri, zidamupangitsa kuti aitanidwe kuchipinda B cha Nyumba Yaufumu kuti adzudzulidwe ndi akulu.
Ngakhale tinali odzicepetsa, amayi anga nthawi zonse anali kuthandiza pomwe aliyense wamumpingo amafunika thandizo la mtundu wina uliwonse ndipo chinali chifukwa chomutumizira ku chipinda B, posalemekeza utsogoleri komanso kusadikirira kuti akuluwo atengepo gawo . Ndimakumbukira nthawi ina kuti m'bale wina anali ndi vuto lalikulu ndipo amayi anga anali kulalikira pafupi ndi nyumba ya mkulu, ndipo zinafika kwa iwo kupita kunyumba ya mkulu kukamudziwitsa vutolo. Ndikukumbukira kuti inali pafupifupi 2 koloko pomwe adagogoda pakhomo la nyumba yawo ndipo chitseko chidayankhidwa ndi mkazi wa mkulu. Mayi anga atapempha mkazi kuti aloledwe kuyankhula ndi amuna awo chifukwa cha vuto lina la m'bale wina, mkazi wa mkuluyo adayankha kuti, "Bwerani pambuyo pake mlongo, chifukwa amuna anga akugona pakadali pano, ndipo safuna aliyense kuti amusokoneze. ”Sindikuganiza kuti abusa enieni, omwe ayenera kusamalira gulu la ziweto, angawonetse chidwi chochepa pa nkhosa zawo, ndizowonadi.
Amayi anga adatengeka kwambiri ndi bungweli. M'masiku amenewo, malingaliro pakuwongoleredwa kudzera pakukonzedwa mwakuthupi sanali kukhumudwitsidwa ndi bungwe, koma amawonedwa ngati achilengedwe komanso pamlingo winawake wofunikira. Chifukwa chake, zinali zachilendo kuti amayi anga amatimenya. Ngati m'bale kapena mlongo wina amuuza kuti tinkathamangira muholoyo, kapena kuti tinali kunja kwa Nyumba nthawi yamisonkhano, kapena kuti tinakankhira wina mosazindikira, kapena ngati tangoyandikira mmodzi wa abale anga kuti tinene china chake, kapenanso tinkaseka pamsonkhanowo, amatitsina makutu kapena kutikoka tsitsi kapena kutipititsa kuchimbudzi ku Nyumba Yaufumu kuti akatikwapule. Zinalibe kanthu ngati tili pamaso pa abwenzi, abale, kapena aliyense. Ndimakumbukira kuti tikamaphunzira "Bukhu Langa Nkhani Za M'baibulo", amayi anga amatikhazika pansi mozungulira gome, ndikuwonetsa manja awo patebulo, ndikuyikanso lamba pafupi nawo patebulo. Tikayankha molakwika kapena tikuseka kapena sitinasamale, amatimenya m'manja ndi lamba. Wopenga.
Sindinganene kuti mlandu wa zonsezi udali m'bungwe lonse, koma nthawi ndi nthawi nkhani zimatuluka mu Nsanja ya Olonda, Galamukani! kapena mitu ya zokambirana za mchimwene yomwe idalimbikitsa kugwiritsa ntchito "nthyole" yolangizira, kuti amene samulanga mwana wake samamukonda, ndi zina zambiri… koma zinthu ngati izi ndi zomwe bungwe limaphunzitsa makolo nthawiyo.
Nthaŵi zambiri akulu ankagwiritsa ntchito molakwa udindo wawo. Ndimakumbukira kuti ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 12, amayi anga adandituma kuti ndikamete tsitsi langa momwe, panthawiyo, amatchedwa "kudula khungu" kapena "kudula bowa". Msonkhano woyamba womwe tidapezekapo, akulu adatenga amayi anga kupita nawo kuchipinda B kukawawuza kuti ngati sangasinthe kametedwe kanga, nditha kutaya mwayi wokhala woyang'anira maikolofoni, chifukwa kumeta tsitsi langa ngati koteroko kunali kwapamwamba, malinga ndi mkuluyo, ndikuti sitimayenera kukhala mbali yadziko lapansi kuti tipeze mafashoni adziko lapansi. Ngakhale amayi anga sanaganize kuti zinali zomveka chifukwa panalibe umboni wa zomwe ananena, anali atatopa ndikudzudzulidwa mobwerezabwereza, motero adadula tsitsi langa lalifupi kwambiri. Nanenso sindinkagwirizana nazo, koma ndinali ndi zaka 12. Kodi ndikadatani kuposa kudandaula ndikukwiya? Ndalakwa lanji ine kuti akulu adadzudzula amayi anga?
Chabwino, chochititsa manyazi koposa zonse chinali chakuti sabata imodzi mwana wamwamuna wa mkulu yemweyo, yemwe anali msinkhu wanga, adabwera ku Nyumba ndi kumetedwa komweko komwe kukadandichititsa kutaya mwayi wanga. Mwachiwonekere, kumetako sikunalinso kwa mafashoni, chifukwa amatha kugwiritsa ntchito kudula kofunika. Palibe chomwe chidamuchitikira kapena mwayi wolankhulira maikolofoni. Zikuwonekeratu kuti mkuluyu adagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zake molakwika. Zinthu zamtunduwu zimachitika kangapo. Zikuwoneka kuti zomwe ndanenazi pakadali pano ndi zazing'onoting'ono, koma zikuwonetsa kulamulira komwe akulu amagwiritsa ntchito m'moyo wachinsinsi komanso zisankho za abale.
Ubwana wanga ndi wa abale anga zimadalira zomwe mboni zimatcha "zochitika zauzimu" monga misonkhano ndi kulalikira. (Popita nthawi, anzathu atakula, m'modzi m'modzi, adachotsedwa kapena kudzipatula.) Moyo wathu wonse unkayendera gulu. Tidakula tikumva kuti mapeto anali pafupi pakona; kuti inali itasintha kale ngodya; kuti idafika kale pakhomo; kuti kunali kukugogoda kale pakhomo - kumapeto kudali kubwera, ndiye chifukwa chiyani tingaphunzire zakudziko ngati mapeto abwera. Izi ndi zomwe amayi anga amakhulupirira.
Azichimwene anga awiri ankangomaliza sukulu ya pulaimale. Mlongo wanga atamaliza, anayamba upainiya wokhazikika. Ndipo mchimwene wanga wazaka 13 anayamba kugwira ntchito kuti athandize banjali. Nthawi yoti ndimalize sukulu ya pulayimale, mayi anga sanalinso otsimikiza zokhala m'nthawi yovuta chonchi, chifukwa chake ndinali woyamba kuphunzira sekondale. (Nthawi yomweyo, azichimwene anga awiri anaganiza zoyamba kuphunzira sekondale ngakhale kuti zimawawononga ndalama zambiri kuti amalize.) Popita nthawi, amayi anga anali ndi ana ena 4 ndipo adaleredwa mosiyana, popanda kudutsa zilango zochuluka, koma ndi zovuta zomwe zimachokera ku bungwe. Nditha kufotokozera zinthu zambiri zomwe zidachitika mu mpingo, zopanda chilungamo komanso kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu molakwika, koma ndikufuna kunena zambiri.
Mchimwene wanga wamng'ono nthawi zonse anali wauzimu wa Mboni za Yehova m'makhalidwe ndi machitidwe ake. Izi zidamupangitsa kuyambira ali mwana kuchita nawo misonkhano ikuluikulu, kugawana zomwe akumana nazo, kupereka ziwonetsero komanso kuyankhulana. Chifukwa chake, adakhala mtumiki wotumikira ali ndi zaka 18 (chinthu chodabwitsa, popeza mudayenera kukhala wopereka chitsanzo chabwino mu mpingo womwe ungatchulidwe wazaka 19) ndipo adapitiliza kutenga maudindo mumpingo ndikuwakwaniritsa.
Mchimwene wanga adayang'anira gawo la Accounting mu mpingo, ndipo amadziwa kuti m'Dipatimentiyi akuyenera kusamala kwambiri, chifukwa cholakwika chilichonse chitha kukhala ndi zotsatirapo komanso kulakwitsa. Malangizo omwe anali nawo anali oti miyezi iwiri iliyonse mkulu wina amayenera kuwunikiranso maakaunti; Ndiye kuti, akulu amayenera kupita kukawunika kuti zonse zikuchitika mwadongosolo ndipo ngati pali zina zomwe zikuyenera kusintha, mayankho amaperekedwa kwa amene akuwayang'anira mwa malembedwe.
Miyezi iwiri yoyambirira idadutsa ndipo palibe mkulu yemwe adafunsa kuti awunikenso maakaunti. Atafika miyezi 4, palibe amene adabwereranso kumaakaunti. Chifukwa chake, mchimwene wanga adafunsa mkulu ngati angawerengere maakaunti ndipo mkuluyo adati, "Inde". Koma nthawi idapita ndipo palibe amene adawerenganso maakaunti, mpaka tsiku lomwe kudzafika kwa woyang'anira dera kudalengezedwa.
Kutatsala tsiku limodzi kuti acheze mchimwene wanga adapemphedwa kuti aunike maakaunti. Mchimwene wanga adawauza kuti silinali vuto ndipo adawapatsa chikwatu momwe adanenera zonse zokhudzana ndi maakaunti a miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yapitayo. Patsiku loyamba la ulendowu, Woyang'anira Circuit adapempha kuti alankhule ndi m'bale wanga payekha ndikumuuza kuti ntchito yomwe akuchita ndi yabwino kwambiri, koma kuti pamene akulu apereka malingaliro pazinthu kuti azisintha, amayenera kuzitsatira modzichepetsa. Mchimwene wanga sanamvetsetse zomwe akunena, motero adamufunsa kuti anene chiyani. Ndipo Woyang'anira Dera adayankha kuti mchimwene wanga sanasinthe zomwe akuluwo adalemba polemba zomwe apanga (akulu sanangonama pamasiku omwe amachitapo kanthu, iwonso adalimbikira kupereka malingaliro abodza kuti anga m'bale sanadziwe za, chifukwa sanapangidwe pazoyenera, kuyesa kumuimba mlandu m'bale wanga chifukwa cha zolakwika zilizonse zomwe zachitika).
Mchimwene wanga adafotokozera Woyang'anira Dera kuti akulu adamupempha kuti awunikenso akauntiyo tsiku loti abwerere ndipo kuti, ngati kuwunika kukanenedwa pomwe zikanayenera kupangidwa, akanasintha zomwe ananena, koma sizinali choncho mlandu. Woyang'anira Dera wamuuza kuti adzauza akulu izi ndipo anafunsa mchimwene wanga ngati ali ndi vuto lililonse lodzakumana ndi akulu pazowunikira. Mchimwene wanga adayankha kuti alibe vuto ndi izi. Patatha masiku ochepa, woyang'anira woyendayenda adauza mchimwene wanga kuti alankhula ndi akulu ndipo anaulula kuti alibe nthawi yowunikira maakaunti, ndikuti zomwe mchimwene wanga anachitazi ndi zoona. Chifukwa chake, sizinali zofunikira kuti mchimwene wanga akumane ndi akulu.
Patatha mwezi umodzi izi zisinthidwe, mpingo udasinthidwa ndipo mchimwene wanga adachoka pomwepo adalandira maudindo ambiri nthawi imodzi monga akaunti, kukonzekera zolalikira, kuyang'anira zida zokuzira mawu, komanso kuyankhula pafupipafupi papulatifomu, kungoyendetsa maikolofoni. Panthawiyo, tonse tinali kudandaula za zomwe zinachitika.
Tsiku lina tinapita ndi mchimwene wanga kukadya kunyumba kwa anzathu ena. Ndipo kenako adamuuza kuti ayenera kulankhula naye, ndipo sitinadziwe kuti zinali za chiyani. Koma ndimaikumbukira bwino nkhani imeneyo.
Iwo anati: “Mukudziwa kuti timakukondani kwambiri, choncho takakamizika kukuuzani izi. Mwezi wapitawu ndi mkazi wanga, tinali pakhomo lolowera ku Nyumba Yaufumu ndipo tidamvera akulu awiri (adatiuza mayinawo, mwachidziwikire anali akulu omwe adatulutsidwa mu malipoti obwereza kumaakaunti osakwaniritsidwa) omwe amalankhula za zomwe amakukhudzani. Sitikudziwa chifukwa chake, koma adati akuyenera, pang'ono ndi pang'ono, kukuchotsani ku mwayi wamumpingo, kuti muyambe kumverera kuti mukusowa pokhala nokha, kenako ndikukuchotsani muutumiki . Sitikudziwa chifukwa chomwe adanena izi koma zikuwoneka kwa ife kuti iyi si njira yothanirana ndi aliyense. Ngati mwachita china chake cholakwika, amayenera kukuyimbani foni ndikukuuzani chifukwa chomwe akulandirani mwayi wanu. Izi sizikuwoneka ngati njira yachikhristu yochitira zinthu ”.
Kenako mchimwene wanga adawauza za zomwe zidachitika ndi maakaunti.
Inemwini, ndimamvetsetsa kuti sanakonde kuti mchimwene wanga amadziteteza yekha ku zoyipa za akulu. Vutolo linali lawo, ndipo m'malo modzindikira cholakwacho modzichepetsa, anakonza chiwembu chothana ndi munthu amene anachita zomwe amayenera kuchita. Kodi akulu adatsatila citsanzo ca Ambuye Yesu? Zachisoni, ayi.
Ndidapempha kuti mchimwene wanga alankhule ndi Woyang'anira Dera, popeza amadziwa za nkhaniyi, ndipo kuti nthawi ikakwana, mchimwene wanga adziwe chifukwa chomwe wachotseredwa ngati mtumiki wothandiza. Mchimwene wanga analankhula ndi Woyang'anira ndikumuuza za zokambirana zomwe akulu anali nazo komanso abale omwe adazimva. Woyang'anira adamuwuza kuti sakhulupirira kuti akuluwo amatero, koma kuti akhale tcheru kuti awone zomwe zinachitika pakubwera kwina kwa mpingo. Ndikukhumudwa kuti ndamuuza woyang'anira momwe zinthu ziliri, mchimwene wanga anapitilizabe kutsatira zomwe anapatsidwa.
M'kupita kwa nthawi, anamupatsa iye zokamba zochepa; samapitanso kawirikawiri kukayankha pamisonkhano; ndipo adalimbikitsidwa. Mwachitsanzo, ankamunyoza chifukwa chakuti akulu sankawaona Loweruka. (Mchimwene wanga amagwira ntchito ndi ine, koma amapita kukalalikira masana ambiri mkati mwa sabata. Koma Loweruka, zinali zosatheka kutuluka kukalalikira, chifukwa makasitomala athu ambiri amakhala kunyumba Loweruka, ndipo amangoti angangotilemba ntchito Loweruka.) Akuluwo ankapita kukalalikira kuderalo Loweruka ndi Lamlungu, koma mkati mwa sabata anali owonekera poti sanapezekepo. Chifukwa chake, popeza samamuwona mchimwene wanga Loweruka mu ntchito yolalikira, ndipo ngakhale lipoti lake la mwezi uliwonse limakhala lopitilira ziwerengero ziwiri, ndipo ngakhale amawalongosolera momwe zinthu ziliri, anali opanda nzeru.
M'malo mwake, miyezi iwiri woyang'anira asanachezere, mchimwene wanga adachita ngozi akusewera mpira, adagundana ndi mutu ndikuthyola chigaza chake. Komanso, adadwala sitiroko yomwe idapangitsa kuti akumbukire kwakanthawi, photophobia, ndi migraines. Kwa mwezi umodzi sanapite kumisonkhano,… mwezi womwe akulu amadziwa za vutoli (chifukwa amayi anga amaonetsetsa kuti auza akulu, m'modzi m'modzi, zomwe zachitika), koma palibe amene adayimilira mukamuyendere, osati kuchipatala kapena kunyumba. Sanamuimbire foni kapena kulemba khadi kapena kalata yolimbikitsa. Sanali ndi chidwi ndi iye. Atakwanitsa kupezekanso pamisonkhano, mutu komanso kujambula zithunzi zidamupangitsa kuti achoke pamisonkhano isanathe.
Ulendo wa Woyang'anira Dera udafika ndipo akulu adapempha kuti achotsedwe ngati mtumiki wothandiza wa mchimwene wanga. Akulu awiri (yemweyo omwe adamupangira chiwembu) ndi Woyang'anira adakumana kuti amuuze kuti sadzakhalanso mtumiki wotumikira. Mchimwene wanga sanamvetse chifukwa chake. Amangomufotokozera kuti ndichifukwa choti analibe "kulankhula mosabisa", chifukwa samapita kukalalikira Loweruka, komanso chifukwa samapita kumisonkhano pafupipafupi. Kodi anali chitsanzo chotani kuti akwere papulatifomu ndikuuza abale kuti apite kukalalikira ndikupita kumisonkhano ngati satero? Anamupempha kuti anene mosapita m'mbali pomwe iwonso sanalankhule mosapita m'mbali kapena iwonso sanalankhule mosapita m'mbali. Ndi kulunjika kotani komwe anganene kuchokera papulatifomu kuti ayenera kukhala odzichepetsa ndikuzindikira zolakwa zawo ngati sakanachita okha? Kodi angalankhule bwanji za chikondi kwa abale ngati sakuwonetsa? Kodi angalimbikitse bwanji mpingo kukhala wachilungamo ngati sichoncho? Kodi angauze bwanji ena kuti ifenso tiyenera kukhala ololera ngati sanatero? Kumveka ngati nthabwala.
Anawafotokozeranso kuti ngati samamuwona Loweruka ndikulalikira, ndichifukwa choti amagwira ntchito, koma amalalikira sabata sabata. Ndipo, samatha kupita kumisonkhano nthawi zonse chifukwa cha ngozi yomwe iwowo amadziwa. Munthu aliyense wololera amvetsetsa izi. Kuphatikiza apo, Woyang'anira Dera, yemwe analipo komanso anali nawo, amadziwa bwino kuti ichi sichinali chifukwa chenicheni chomuchotsera. Chodabwitsa mchimwene wanga, a CO amathandizira akulu ndikulimbikitsa kuti achotsedwe. Tsiku lotsatira, a CO adapempha kuti apite kukalalikira ndi mchimwene wanga ndipo adalongosola kuti akudziwa chifukwa chenicheni chomwe akulu amalimbikitsira kuti achotsedwe, zomwe zidachitika paulendo wapitawu, koma sangachite motsutsana ndi akulu. (Panokha ndikuganiza kuti sanachite chilichonse chifukwa sakufuna. Iye anali ndi ulamuliro.) Anauza mchimwene wanga kuti azitenge ngati zokumana nazo, ndikuti mtsogolo akadzakalamba, adzakumbukira zomwe akulu adachita iye, ndikuti aseka, ndipo monga timanenera nthawi zonse, "Siyani zinthu m'manja a Yehova."
Patsiku la kulengeza, abale onse (mpingo wonse kupatula akulu) omwe amadziwa bwino momwe zinthu ziliri zopanda chilungamo, adabwera kwa mchimwene wanga kudzamuuza kuti adekhe, kuti adziwa zomwe zidachitikadi. Chikondi cha abale chija chidamusiya ndi chikumbumtima choyera kuti zonse zomwe zidachitika zidachitika chifukwa chochita zoyenera pamaso pa Yehova.
Mwini, ndinakwiya nditamva za izi - momwe akulu, "abusa achikondi omwe amafuna zabwino zankhosa nthawi zonse", amatha kuchita izi osalangidwa? Kodi woyang'anira woyendayenda, yemwe ali ndi udindo wowona kuti akulu akuchita zoyenera, komanso podziwa momwe zinthu ziliri, sangachite chilichonse kuteteza wolungamayo, kuti chilungamo cha Yehova chipambane, kuwonetsa aliyense kuti palibe amene ali pamwamba pa Mulungu miyezo yolungama? Zitha kuchitika bwanji mkati mwa "anthu a Mulungu"? Choipa kwambiri chinali chakuti anthu ena ochokera m'mipingo ina atazindikira kuti mchimwene wanga salinso mtumiki wothandiza ndikufunsa akulu, adauza ena kuti ndichifukwa amasewera masewera achiwawa achiwawa, ena adati ndichifukwa mchimwene wanga anali wokonda zolaula komanso kuti mchimwene wanga wakana "thandizo lomwe adamupatsa". Mabodza achipongwe apangidwa ndi akulu! Tikadziwa kuti kuchotsa kumayenera kusamalidwa mwachinsinsi. Nanga bwanji za chikondi ndi kutsatira ndondomeko za gulu zomwe akulu amayenera kuwonetsa? Izi ndizomwe zidakhudza kwambiri malingaliro anga ponena za bungwe.
Wawa, mphunzitsi wotchuka wa mpira Bill Parcels adati, "Ndinu omwe mbiri yanu imati ndinu." Ndikutha kumvetsetsa kupanda ungwiro kwaumunthu komwe kumabweretsa mavuto pano ndi apo ndipo ndikutha kupereka chifukwa. Vuto kwa ine ndikuti ndadzionera ndekha maulendo opitilira amodzi ndipo ndili ndi umboni wa anthu ambiri akutali m'malo ambiri achinyengo, kuponderezana, kupusitsana, kuponderezana, kusalingalira, ndi zina zambiri. Sindikutanthauza mavuto a ogwira ntchito ayi. Zambiri mwaziphunzitso zamabungwe zimawerengedwa kuti zikusocheretsa kotero kuti zina zake zimadalira bodza lenileni. Izi si zolakwa zosavuta;... Werengani zambiri "
Zotsutsana zabwino kwambiri, New Englander.
Wokondedwa m'bale wokondedwa, zikomo potifotokozera nkhani yanu. Ndikamawerenga zomwe mudakumana nazo, ndimamva kupweteka kwanu mumtima, chifukwa ndidadzionera ndekha zotere kuchokera kwa akulu am'deralo. Ndipo ndizowona kuti woyang'anira dera, ndipo. Oyang'anira mabungwe ena (momwe ndimamutchulira) samachita chilichonse. Izi zikundikumbutsa Watch-Tower Study yamlungu uno, kuti Eli sanalangize ana ake: Ofni ndi Fineaz. Zachisoni, izi zimachitika mgulu la JW. Koma ndine wokondwa kumva kuti zokumana nazo izi zakupangitsani kulingalira mozama, za dongosolo la kayendetsedwe ka gulu poyerekeza ndi chiyani... Werengani zambiri "
Zikomo Felix ndikutsanulira zakukhosi kwanu komanso momwe mumamvera pazomwe mudakumana nafe. Ndikudziwa ndendende momwe mudamvera pazaka zambirizo. Ndikuganiza kuti munali m'gulu la Yehova, kuti munali mzimu wa Mulungu, kuti akulu ndi aliyense amene mumachita naye anali ndi mzimu wa Mulungu ndipo chifukwa chake inu ndi banja lanu mudali ndi ziyembekezo zina zomwe zidaperewera pazomwe zimayenera kuyembekezeredwa. Ndikulingalira kukhumudwa kwanu posamvetsetsa chifukwa chake zinthu zimachitika momwe zimakhalira. Kupemphera mochokera pansi pa mtima kuti Mulungu ayankhe mapemphero anu,... Werengani zambiri "
Mukakhala ndi makonzedwe ngati nsanja yolondera yomwe imayesa kupita patsogolo ndi manambala kenako zachisoni, ma cog ang'onoang'ono mumakina amathyoledwa, adadulidwa mano koma makinawo amangoyenda. Mafuta achikondi ndi okoma mtima samayang'aniridwa kawirikawiri, monga momwe zimakhalira pagalimoto, mavuto amayamba. Monga mkulu m'malo osiyanasiyana padziko lapansi ndawona nkhanza izi zimachitika nthawi zambiri kwa ozunzidwa angapo, komanso zimandichitikira. Nditazindikira, monga ambiri a ife pano, kuti ndimatha kupembedza Mulungu popanda Sosaite ngati... Werengani zambiri "
Felix, zomwe mchimwene wako adakumana nazo ndi akulu sizachilendo. Ena omwe amawerenga izi atha kuganiza kuti izi zidali zosiyana, koma pazaka 40 zogwira ntchito ngati mkulu m'maiko atatu ndikudziwa kuti ndizosowa kwambiri kwa woyang'anira dera kapena ofesi yanthambi kuyimirira wamng'ono motsutsana ndi akulu. M'malo mwake, sindingaganize za kamodzi komwe izi zachitika, koma ndilibe zala zokwanira kuwerengera nthawi zomwe ndawona zochitika zofanana kwambiri ndi zomwe m'bale wanu adakumana nazo.