Balkan Mukomana

Imwe yendangariro dzangu dzapakuvamba zvikurusa yakanga iri yokurava bhuku rinonzi “Bhuku Rangu Renhau dzeBhaibheri,” chipo chakabva kuna mainini vangu avo vakanga vachangobva kuva Chapupu. Wakanga uri muenzaniso wake wakandisunda kudzidza, kutsaurira upenyu hwangu kuna Jehovha, uye pakupedzisira kubhapatidzwa pazera ramakore 19. Tisati taita kudaro, wakanga uri mufaro wedu kunyora tsamba kuchechi yeKaturike tichitsanangura kuzviparadzanisa kwangu nemhaka yetsika dzavo dzisiri dzomumagwaro. Upenyu mu“zvokwadi” hwakanga hwakanaka kwazvo kwandiri; rakanga rakazadzwa nebasa rine revo, shamwari, uye nzendo dzokuenda kunzvimbo dzinofadza kundopinda kokorodzano namagungano. Ndakashanda soMushumiri Anoshumira kweanenge makore masere, uye ndakaita upiyona hwenguva dzose kwemakore matanhatu. Zvakanyanya kuunza revo huru nepfungwa yokuita kuti nditsigire boka idzva romutauro wechiRussian muguta rangu, uye kuriona richikura kuva Ungano yakazara. Takava mhuri mukudzidza nokushandisa mutauro mutsva, uye kuenda savafundisi sokune imwe nyika, kunyange zvazvo tiri munharaunda dzedu timene. Muna Zvita 2016, ndakateerera purogiramu yeredhiyo kubva ku "Reveal" inonzi "Secrets of the Watchtower". Ndingadai ndakaidzima nekukasira sezvo ndaitya madhimoni akatsauka, zvisinei ndakanga ndichiteerera kuchikwata ichi chevatapi venhau zvino kwerinopfuura gore uye ndine chivimbo chakati kuti chakaiswa mavari. Ndakakatyamadzwa kuziva kuti Watchtower panguva iyoyo yaizvidza Dare Repamusorosoro reCalifornia, ichibhadhara faindi ye$4,000 pazuva pamusana pokuramba kwavo kwemwedzi wose kupa runyorwa rwavo rwevanhu 23,000 vanozivikanwa vanoshinha nevana muUS. Ndakanetseka neruzivo urwu, ndakafunga kuti inzvimbo yehupenzi kuti mipiro yangu yandakawana zvakaoma ipere. Kunyange zvakadaro ndakabvuma kumirira Jehovha sezvo ndaivimba kuti zvinhu zvose zvaizobudirira pakupedzisira. Ndakaregerera chiito ichi kune kuoma kwehurongwa hwemutemo. Zvisinei, chitarisiko chakachena chandaiva nacho chesangano chakanga chapera. Uye naro, nzwisiso yokuti, pane dzimwe nyaya, kwakanga kune zvakawanda kusangano redu kupfuura zvaingova pajw.org. Makore maviri gare gare, Chidzidzo cheMay 2019 cheKushungurudzwa Kwevana Bonde chakabuda. Kuverenga ndima 13 ("Vakuru vanotevedzera mitemo yenyika nezve kumhan'ara kushungurudzwa kwevana kune vane masimba? Hongu.”) Ndaiziva kuti uku kwaiva kunyengera chaiko, asi nhema dzakanyanya. Ndakanga ndaonawo zvakarekodhwa eAustralian Royal Commission muInstitutional Responses to Child Sexual Abuse. Ndakakatyamadzwa, zvakare, kuziva kuti, pakati pavaparidzi 70,000 1,006 muAustralia makanga mune 1,800 XNUMX vaipomerwa kubata vana navananyajambwa vane XNUMX XNUMX. Hapana kana mumwe chete akanga ashumwa kuvakuru vakuru venyika. Musi wa8 Kurume 2020, Zuva Revanhukadzi Renyika Dzepasi Pose, ndakaona vhidhiyo inonzi "Zvapupu zvaJehovha uye Kushungurudzwa Kwevana Mupabonde: Nei Zvapupu Zviviri Zvichitonga Sechitsvuku?" naBeroean Pickets. Zvakaratidza kwandiri zvandainzwa - kuti chinzvimbo cheWatchtower chekusazviisa pasi pezviremera zvenyika chakanga chiri, chingotaurwa, chisiri cheMagwaro, chisina rudo, uye chisiri chechiKristu. Mangwana acho, ndakanyorera Body of Elders vangu tsamba ndichivazivisa kuti handichakwanisa kuva nechinzvimbo musangano kana kuva mumiriri waro neveruzhinji nekuda kwenyaya idzi. Ndakatsanangura kuti (1) zvakanga zvisina kururama kuti isu sevaparidzi tirege kuudzwa chokwadi nezvenyaya yacho sezvinoitwa neveruzhinji, uye (2) kuti vakuru vanomanikidzwa kutevedzera mitemo isiri yomuMagwaro. Ndakava munhu anoramba kupinda muchiuto nemhaka yehana yangu kuchitendero chandaida kwemakumi emakore. Nhasi, ndiri kuona rudo rusingaenzaniswi, rugare, uye mufaro murusununguko rwechiKristu.