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Ndikhulupirira kuti tonse (omwe ndi Mboni zakale) timagawana zofanana, kumva, kulira, kusokonezeka, komanso mawonekedwe ena osiyanasiyana pamalingaliro athu pakukweza kwathu. Ndaphunzira zambiri kuchokera kwa inu komanso anzanga okondedwa omwe adalumikizidwa ndi masamba anu. Kudzuka kwanga kunali kachitidwe pang'onopang'ono. Pali zifukwa zofananazo zomwe timagawana nawo podzuka kwathu.
Ziphunzitso za 1914 zinali zovuta kwa ine. Nditafufuza mozama za nkhaniyi, ndinazindikira kuti panali chifukwa chimodzi chachikulu chophunzitsira mibadwo yambiri, ndiye kuti Bungwe Lolamulira liyenera kuti ligwire ntchito. Popanda iyo, sipangakhale kuyesedwa mu 1918, chifukwa chake palibe Bungwe Lolamulira. Chifukwa chake, ndikofunikira kuti igwire ntchito.
Ili linali gawo lalikulu pakudzuka kwanga, koma osati gawo lalikulu kwambiri. Ndinaderanso nkhawa kwambiri pang'onopang'ono pang'onopang'ono pamakonzedwe ochepa a nkhani, magawo pamisonkhano, ziwonetsero zolembedwa, zonse kuti zikwaniritse zomwe Bungwe Lolamulira linatiuza. Kwa zaka zambiri, ndimawona kuti zimakankhira pambali mawu achikhulupiriro a anzanga. Izi zinandikhudza mtima kwambiri, popeza chidwi changa chinali choti ndizinena komanso kupereka nkhaniyo ndendende momwe utsogoleri udafunira. Kodi chikhulupiriro chathu chinali kuti? Icho chidasowa pang'onopang'ono. Ndinali lingaliro langa, ndisanaleke kupezeka pamisonkhano mu 2016, kuti nthawi ikubwera yomwe tikhala tikunena, zolembedwa, ndendende zomwe Bungwe Lolamulira linafuna kuti tinene pakhomo pakhomo, pafupifupi mawu amodzi.
Ndikukumbukira nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidagwira ntchito ndi Woyang'anira Dera. (Sindinayambe ndagwirapo ntchito ndi wina.) Kunali kugwa kwa 2014. Ndinapita naye khomo ndikugwiritsa ntchito Baibulo lokha — zomwe ndimakhala ndikuchita nthawi zina (zitseko 20-30 zilizonse pafupifupi). Titafika panjira, adandiimitsa. Amayang'ana molunjika m'maso mwake, ndipo adandifunsa mokwiya, "Bwanji sunagwiritse ntchito mwayiwu?"
Ndinamufotokozera kuti nthawi zina ndimangogwiritsa ntchito Baibulo kuti ndizikumbukira malembo. Iye anati, “Muyenera kutsatira malangizo a Bungwe Lolamulira.”
Kenako anatembenuka nachoka pa ine. Ndinali wamisala. Ndinali nditangodzudzulidwa chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito Mawu a Mulungu pakhomo. Izi zinali zazikulu kwa ine! Zinali chothandizira chachikulu kuti ndichoke.
Nditha kudziwa kudzutsidwa kwanga pazinthu ziwiri zovuta. Kwa ine, zinali zazikulu. . . kuyankhula mwamalemba. Mu Seputembala wa 2016, mkazi wanga ndi ine tidapatsidwa ulendo wapadera ku Warwick ndi mlamu wanga ndi mlongo. Tinatilandira kuulendo wapadera wa m'chipinda cha msonkhano wa Bungwe Lolamulira. Ambiri samawona izi. Komabe, mulamu wanga amagwira ntchito limodzi ndi Bungwe Lolamulira. Ofesi yake imakhala moyang'anizana ndi mamembala ena a Bungwe Lolamulira, ndipo, kwenikweni, amakhala kuchokera kwa m'bale Shaeffer (sp?), Mthandizi wa Bungwe Lolamulira.
Titalowa mchipinda chochitiramo msonkhano, panali ma TV akuluakulu awiri okhala mosanjikizana mbali ya khoma lakumanzere. Panali tebulo lalikulu kwambiri pamsonkhano. Kumanja, kunali mawindo omwe ankayang'ana kunyanjako. Iwo anali ndi khungu lapadera lomwe linatseka ndikutsegulidwa ndi mphamvu yakutali. Panali desiki la membala wa m'Bungwe Lolamulira m'mbuyomu - sindikukumbukira kuti ndi liti. Unakhala nthawi yomweyo kumanja kwa chitseko pamene umalowa. Molunjika kutsidya kwa khomo lakumaso, moyang'anizana ndi gome la msonkhano, panali chithunzi chachikulu, chokongola cha Yesu atagwira nkhosa ndi nkhosa zina momuzungulira. Ndimakumbukira ndikuchitira ndemanga, china chake, "Ndi chithunzi chokongola bwanji cha Khristu atagwira nkhosa. Amatisamalira tonsefe. ”
Anandiuza kuti zojambulazo zidachitidwa ndi membala wa Bungwe Lolamulira yemwe tsopano wamwalira. Iye anafotokoza kuti chinkaimira nkhosa zomwe zinali m'manja mwa Yesu zikuimira odzozedwa a Mboni za Yehova. Nkhosa zina zonse zinkaimira khamu lalikulu.
Pomwe amalankhula mawu amenewa, ndinamva kuti ndili ndi matenda omwe sindingathe kufotokoza. Iyo inali nthawi yoyamba komanso YEKHA yomwe ine ndinayamba ndakhalapo, mzaka zonse ndi maulendo omwe tidawatenga, timakhala ngati ndikufunika kutuluka nthawi yomweyo. Zinandigunda ngati matani a njerwa! Nditaphunzira kwambiri, ndidayamba kuzindikira maziko a chiphunzitsocho. Nkhani ina yomwe idapangitsa kudzutsidwa kwanga, ndikukhulupirira, inali yosavuta kwambiri kuposa china chilichonse, chifukwa sizinkafunika nthawi yanga yowerengera. . . kulolera chabe. Kwa zaka zambiri, ndawonapo anthu ambiri, ambiri, oopa Mulungu, achikondi omwe ali m'gululi achoka. Panali zifukwa zambiri komanso zosiyanasiyana zosamuka. Ena adachoka chifukwa chophunzira mwakuya komanso kusagwirizana ndi chiphunzitso. Ndikudziwa ambiri omwe adachoka chifukwa cha momwe amachitidwira ndi ena mumpingo.
Pali mlongo wina amene ndimamukumbukira, mwachitsanzo, yemwe ankakonda Yehova kwambiri. Iye anali asanakwanitse zaka makumi atatu. Anachita upainiya, analimbikira gulu. Anali modzicepetsa ndipo nthawi zonse amakhala ndi nthawi yoyenda ndikulankhula ndi abwenzi angapo omwe nthawi zambiri amakhala pansi chete misonkhano isanachitike. Amamkondadi Mulungu, ndipo anali munthu wolungama kwambiri. Ndikudziwa apainiya ochepa mu mpingo wake omwe amamuthamangitsa. Chifukwa chiyani? Mwamuna wake, yemwe anali ngati iye, anayamba kukayikira ziphunzitso zake. Anakula ndevu, koma amapitabe kumisonkhano. Ndidali m'magulu agalimoto pomwe abwenzi, kumbuyo kwake, amakanena zopanda pake komanso zopanda pake za ndevu zake. Anakakamira kukalankhula ndipo anasiya kupita. Ndinakwiya kwambiri kwa apainiya pochita izi. Ndiyenera kuti ndalankhula, koma ndidakhala chete. Zinali m'ma 90s. Apainiyawo adamchitira nkhanza, chifukwa anali wokwatiwa ndi iye; palibe chifukwa china! Ndimakumbukira zonse bwino. M'bale wina mpainiya anandiuza za gulu la apainiyawo kuti, “Ndagwira ntchito ndi alongo kumapeto a sabata lapitayi, ndipo sindidzagwiranso ntchito limodzi! Ndipita ndekha, ngati palibe abale oti tigwire nawo ntchito. ”
Ndinamvetsetsa kwathunthu. Apainiya amenewo anali ndi mbiri yabwino yonena za miseche. Komabe, mlongo wodabwitsayu adatenga chipongwe ndi miseche, koma adakhalabe kwa zaka zochepa. Ndinafika kwa m'modzi mwa apainiyawo ndikumuwopseza kuti ndikalankhula ndi oyang'anira ngati misecheyo siyimatha. Mmodzi wa iwo adangoponya maso ndikundichokera.
Mlongo wokoma mtima ameneyu anasiya kupita kumisonkhano ndipo sanawaonenso. Iye anali mmodzi wa alambiri a Mulungu achikondi kwambiri ndi owona amene ndadziŵapo. Inde, gawo langa lalikulu kwambiri lodzutsidwa linabwera kuchokera pakuwona ambiri a abwenzi achikondi awa akuchoka mgululi. Koma malinga ndi zomwe Bungwe Lolamulira limaphunzitsa, ali pachiwopsezo chotaya miyoyo yawo popeza salinso mgulu. Ndinadziwa kuti izi zinali zolakwika, komanso zosagwirizana ndi Malemba. Ndinadziwa kuti sizinangophwanya malingaliro a Ahebri 6:10, komanso malembo ena. Ndinadziwa kuti onsewa angakhale ovomerezeka kwa Ambuye wathu wokondedwa, Yesu popanda gulu. Ndinadziwa kuti chikhulupirirocho chinali cholakwika. Nditachita kafukufuku wakuya kwakanthawi, ndidatsimikiza. Ndinali kulondola. Nkhosa zokondedwa za Khristu zimapezeka padziko lonse lapansi, m'mipingo yambiri yachikhristu ndi m'mipingo padziko lonse lapansi. Ndiyenera kuvomereza izi ngati zoona. Ambuye wathu adalitse onse amene amamukonda ndi kudzuka ku choonadi.
Umboni wodabwitsa. Sindingavomereze zambiri. Ndakhala JW kuyambira 1970 ndipo monga momwe mwawonera zosintha zambiri. Popeza maso anga atsegulidwa ndimamvetsetsa bwino kwambiri Lemba komanso chikondi chomwe Khristu ali nacho pa tonsefe. Chachikulu kwambiri chomwe chanditsegula maso ndichizolowezi chosemphana ndi Malemba chopewa mabanja komanso kupewa ena omwe "mlandu" wawo wokhawo ndi wosagwirizana ndi bungweli. Kenako ndinawerenga buku la Crisis of Conscience ndi In Search of Christian Freedom lolembedwa ndi Ray Franz. Ray akufotokoza malingaliro anga ndendende! Ambuye wathu apitilize kukudalitsani!
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Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa cha mawu anu. Zopanda pake mokwanira, zokumana nazo zanga, ngakhale zili ndi tsatanetsatane wosiyana, ndizofanana ndi zanu. Ndikuganiza kuti pali ena ambiri monga ife. Zambiri zomwe zimadzutsa, kuwerenga zomwe zinakuchitikirani ngati zanu kumatha kukhala kolimbikitsa kwambiri kuthandiza ena podzuka. Chisomo ndi Mtendere kwa inu.
Zikomo popereka zokumana nazo zanu. Zomwe mudakumana nazo zidandikumbutsa zambiri zomwe ndidakonda komanso kulemekeza m'mipingo. Omwe inu mumamudziwa amakonda Yehova komanso omwe zolinga zawo zinali zoyera. Sanafune kuzindikiridwa. Amangokonda zomwe timadziwa kuti ndi "Choonadi" komanso anthu. Ndanyamuka nthawi ngati yomwe inu ndi ine timasowa kwambiri amenewo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti m'kupita kwanthawi onsewa atha kulumikizanso.