Posachedwa, ndimakhala ndikuwonera kanema pomwe yemwe kale anali wa Mboni za Yehova ananena kuti lingaliro lake la nthawi lasintha kuyambira pomwe adasiya Chikhulupiriro. Izi zidakhudza mitima chifukwa ndidawonanso chimodzimodzi mwa ine.

Kuleredwa mu "Choonadi" kuyambira masiku amakedzana kumakhudza kwambiri chitukuko. Ndili mwana, ndisanayambe sukulu ya mkaka, ndimakumbukira amayi anga akundiuza kuti Armagedo inali zaka ziwiri kapena zitatu zisanachitike. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndinakhala wozizira nthawi. Ngakhale zitakhala bwanji, malingaliro anga anali oti zaka 2 - 3 kuchokera pamenepo, zonse zimasintha. Zotsatira zakuganiza kotere, makamaka mzaka zoyambirira zamoyo wamunthu ndizovuta kuzilingalira. Ngakhale nditakhala zaka 2 kuchokera ku Gulu, ndimakumanabe ndi izi, nthawi zina, ndipo ndimayenera kudzilankhulira ndekha. Sindingakhale wopanda nzeru mpaka kuyesa kuneneratu tsiku la Armagedo, koma malingaliro otere ali ngati kusinkhasinkha kwamaganizidwe.

Nditangolowa ku Kindergarten, ndidakumana ndi chipinda chochuluka cha alendo ndipo inali nthawi yoyamba kuti ndikhale mchipinda ndi ambiri omwe sanali a JWs. Popeza ndinachokera ku chipembedzo china, sizosadabwitsa kuti zinali zovuta, koma chifukwa cha malingaliro anga, "okhulupirira dziko lapansi "wa sanayenera kusinthidwa, koma kuti apirire; pambuyo pake, onse adzakhala atapita zaka zina ziwiri kapena zitatu, awonongedwa pa Armagedo. Njira yowonera zinthu yolakwika kwambiri iyi idalimbikitsidwa ndi ndemanga zomwe ndidamva kuchokera kwa a Mboni achikulire m'moyo wanga. A Mboni atasonkhana mwamtendere, zidangotenga nthawi kuti nkhani ya Aramagedo isanayambike, nthawi zambiri ngati mkwiyo pazochitika zaposachedwa, ndikutsatira kukambirana kwanthawi yayitali za momwe izi zikugwirizanira ndi "chizindikiro" cha Armagedo inali pafupi. Zinali zonse zotheka kupeŵa kupanga lingaliro loganiza lomwe limapangitsa kuwonera nthawi modabwitsa.

 Momwe Munthu Amawonera Nthawi

Lingaliro lachihebri la nthawi linali lofanana, pomwe zikhalidwe zina zambiri zakale zimakonda kuganiza kuti nthawi ndi yozungulira. Kusunga Sabata kunkagwiritsa ntchito kufotokoza nthawi munjira yomwe inali yachilendo padziko lapansi nthawiyo. Anthu ambiri sanalotepo za tsiku lopuma isanafike nthawi imeneyo, ndipo panali zabwino zake. Ngakhale kubzala ndi kukolola zinali zofunikira kwambiri pachuma chaulimi ku Israeli wakale, anali ndi gawo lina la nthawi yayitali ndipo anali ndi chikhomo, ngati Paskha. Zikondwerero zolumikizidwa ndi zochitika zakale, monga Paskha, zidawonjezera lingaliro kuti nthawi idutsa, osati kungobwereza. Komanso, chaka chilichonse zimawabweretsa chaka chimodzi pafupi ndi kuwonekera kwa Mesiya, zomwe zinali zofunika kwambiri kuposa chiwombolo chomwe adakumana nacho ku Igupto. Sikunali kopanda cholinga kuti Israyeli wakale adalamulidwa kutero Kumbukirani kupulumutsidwa kumeneku, mpaka lero, Myuda wowonera ayenera kudziwa kuti ndi Pasika zingati zomwe zawonedwa m'mbiri yonse.

Lingaliro la Mboniyo pa nthawi limandichititsa chidwi kwambiri. Pali mbali ina, chifukwa Armagedo ikuyembekezeredwa mtsogolo. Koma palinso chinthu china chokhala ozizira munthawi yobwereza zochitika zomwe onse amatsimikiza kudikirira Armagedo kuti atipulumutse ku zovuta za moyo. Kupitilira apo, panali chizolowezi choganizira kuti mwina awa ndi potsiriza Chikumbutso, Msonkhano Wachigawo, ndi zina zambiri Armagedo isanachitike. Izi ndizolemetsa aliyense, koma mwana akagwidwa ndi malingaliro amtunduwu, amatha kukhala ndi malingaliro okhalitsa omwe angawononge kuthana ndi zovuta zomwe moyo ungatipangitse. Munthu amene wakulira mu “Choonadi” atha kukhala ndi chizolowezi chosakumana ndi mavuto atadalira Armagedo ngati yankho lavuto lililonse lomwe likuwoneka kuti ndi lovuta. Zinanditengera zaka kuti ndigonjetse izi, mwamakhalidwe anga.

Monga mwana wokula mdziko la JW, nthawi inali yolemetsa, mwanjira zina, chifukwa sindimayenera kuganiza zamtsogolo, kupatula momwe zimakhudzira Armagedo. Gawo la kukula kwa mwana limakhudza kubwera pamoyo wawo, komanso momwe zimakhalira m'mbiri. Kuti mudziwe bwino munthawi yake, ndikofunikira kudziwa momwe zidachitikira kuti mudafika ku malo ndi nthawi, ndipo izi zimatithandiza kudziwa zomwe tingayembekezere mtsogolo. Komabe, m'banja la JW, pakhoza kukhala lingaliro lodzitchinjiriza chifukwa kukhala ndi Mapeto pafupi, kumapangitsa mbiri ya banja kuwoneka ngati yosafunikira. Kodi munthu angakonzekere bwanji tsogolo pamene Armagedo idzasokoneza chilichonse, ndipo mwina posachedwa? Kupitilira apo, kutchulidwa konse kwa mapulani amtsogolo kudzakwaniritsidwa ndi chitsimikizo chakuti Armagedo idzakhalapo isanakwane mapulani athu amtsogolo, ndiko kuti, kupatula mapulani okhudzana ndi ntchito za JW, omwe amalimbikitsidwa nthawi zonse.

Zotsatira Zake Pakukula Kwaumwini

Chifukwa chake JW wachichepere amatha kumaliza kukakamira. Chofunika kwambiri kwa wachinyamata wa Mboni ndikuti apulumuke Armagedo ndipo njira yabwino kwambiri yochitira izi, malinga ndi Gulu, ndikulimbikira "ntchito zateokalase" ndikudikirira Yehova. Izi zingalepheretse munthu kuyamikira kutumikira Mulungu, osati chifukwa choopa kulangidwa, koma chifukwa chomukonda monga Mlengi wathu. Palinso chisonkhezero chobisika chopewa chilichonse chomwe chingamuwonetsere munthu zovuta zenizeni za "Dziko". Achinyamata ambiri a Mboni amayembekezeredwa kukhalabe oyera momwe angathere kulowa mu New System ngati osalakwa, osakhudzidwa ndi zenizeni za moyo. Ndimakumbukira bambo wina wa JW yemwe adakhumudwa kwambiri kuti mwana wake wamkulu, komanso wamwamuna wodalirika, adatenga mkazi. Ankayembekezera kuti adikira mpaka Armagedo. Ndikudziwa wina yemwe adakwiya kuti mwana wake wamwamuna, wazaka za makumi atatu panthawiyo, sanafune kupitiliza kukhala m'nyumba ya kholo lake, kudikirira mpaka Armagedo asanakhazikitse banja lake.

Kubwereranso ku zaka zanga zakubwana, ndidazindikira kuti ocheperako pakati pa anzanga amakonda kuchita bwino m'mbali zambiri zamoyo kuposa zomwe zimadziwika kuti ndi zitsanzo zowala. Ndikuganiza kuti zimangopitilira bizinesi yamoyo. Mwinanso "kusowa kwawo changu" inali nkhani yongoyerekeza chabe moyo, kukhulupirira Mulungu, koma osatsimikiza kuti Armagedo iyenera kuchitika nthawi ina iliyonse. Chotsutsana ndi ichi chinali chodabwitsa chomwe ndidawona kangapo, kwazaka zambiri; ma JWs achichepere omwe amawoneka ngati achisanu, pokhudzana ndi kupita patsogolo m'miyoyo yawo. Ambiri mwa anthuwa amatha nthawi yawo yambiri akulalikira, ndipo panali misonkhano yayikulu pakati pa anzawo. Panthawi yochedwa ntchito, ndimapita kokalalikira nthawi zambiri ndi gulu limodzi la anthu, ndipo kuti ndimafuna ntchito yanthawi zonse, imawoneka ngati lingaliro loopsa. Nditapeza ntchito yodalirika, yanthawi zonse, sindinalandiridwenso pakati pawo, pamlingo womwewo.

Monga ndanenera, ndaziwona zodabwitsazi kangapo, m'mipingo ingapo. Ngakhale wachichepere yemwe si Mboni amatha kuyeza kupambana kwawo m'njira yothandiza, a Mboni achinyamatawa adayesa kupambana kwawo makamaka potengera ntchito za Mboni. Vuto la izi ndikuti moyo ukhoza kukudutsani ndipo posakhalitsa, mpainiya wazaka 20 amakhala mpainiya wazaka 30, kenako mpainiya wazaka 40 kapena 50; yemwe chiyembekezo chake chimalephereka chifukwa chambiri pantchito zonyozeka komanso maphunziro ochepa. Zachisoni, chifukwa anthu oterewa amayembekezera Armagedo mphindi iliyonse, atha kulowa mpaka kukhala achikulire osalemba njira iliyonse pamoyo wawo, kupitilira kukhala "mtumiki wanthawi zonse". Ndizotheka kuti munthu amene ali mumkhalidwewu adzipeze ali ndi zaka zapakati komanso alibe luso logulitsa. Ndimakumbukira momveka bwino bambo wina wa JW yemwe anali kugwira ntchito yolemetsa yopachika zowuma pazaka zomwe amuna ambiri adapuma pantchito. Tangoganizirani za bambo wazaka makumi asanu ndi limodzi atachotsa mapepala owuma kuti apeze ndalama. Ndizomvetsa chisoni.

 Nthawi Monga Chida

Lingaliro lathu la nthawi ndilolosera zam'mbuyomu pakupeza moyo wosangalala komanso wopindulitsa. Moyo wathu suli zaka zingapo zobwerezabwereza koma m'malo mwake ndi magawo osakwanira obwereza. Ana zimawavuta kwambiri kuphunzira zilankhulo ndi kuwerenga kuposa munthu wamkulu yemwe amayesa kuphunzira chinenero china kapena kuphunzira kuwerenga. Ndizachidziwikire kuti Mlengi wathu ndi amene anatipanga motero. Ngakhale ungwiro, pali zochitika zazikulu. Mwachitsanzo, Yesu anali ndi zaka 30 asanabatizidwe ndipo anayamba kulalikira. Komabe, Yesu sanali kuwononga zaka zake mpaka nthawi imeneyo. Atakhala ku kachisi (ali ndi zaka 12) ndikutengedwa ndi makolo ake, Luka 2:52 akutiuza "ndipo Yesu adakulabe mu nzeru ndi msinkhu, ndi kukondedwa ndi Mulungu ndi anthu". Sakanamkondera ndi anthu, akadakhala kuti adakhalabe wachinyamata mopanda phindu.

Kuti tichite bwino, tiyenera kukhazikitsa maziko m'miyoyo yathu, kudzikonzekeretsa kulimbana ndi zovuta zopezera ndalama, ndikuphunzira momwe tingachitire ndi anzathu, anzathu ogwira nawo ntchito, ndi zina zotero. Izi sizinthu zosavuta kuzichita, koma ngati tiwona moyo wathu ngati ulendo wopita munthawiyo, tidzakhala opambana koposa ngati tingoyambitsa zovuta zonse pamoyo wathu, tikukhulupirira kuti Armagedo idzathetsa mavuto athu onse. Kungolongosola, ndikamanena zakupambana, sindikunena za kudzikundikira chuma, koma kukhala mokhulupirika komanso mosangalala.

Pamlingo winawake, ndimawona kuti ndakhala ndikuvutika modabwitsa kuvomereza kupita kwa nthawi, m'moyo wanga wonse. Komabe, kuyambira pomwe adasiya ma JWs, izi zidachepa. Ngakhale sindine katswiri wazamaganizidwe, kukaika kwanga ndikuti kukhala kutali ndi ng'oma yokhazikika ya "Mapeto" kukhala pafupi, ndiye chifukwa chake. Mkhalidwe wadzidzidziwu utakhala kuti sunali gawo la moyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku, ndidapeza kuti nditha kuyang'ana moyo mozama kwambiri, ndikuwona kuyesetsa kwanga, osati kungopulumuka mpaka Kutha, koma ngati gawo la zochitika zomwe zachitika kupitiriza ndi miyoyo ya makolo anga ndi anzanga anzawo. Sindingathe kuwongolera Armagedo ikadzachitika, koma ndimakhala ndi moyo wabwino ndipo nthawi iliyonse Ufumu wa Mulungu ukabwera, ndidzakhala nditapanga nzeru zambiri komanso zokumana nazo zomwe zingakhale zothandiza zivute zitani.

Kutaya Nthawi?

Ndizovuta kulingalira kuti zinali zaka 40 zapitazo, koma ndili ndi chikumbukiro chapadera chogula tepi ya kaseti ya konsati ya Eagles ndikudziwitsidwa nyimbo yomwe idatchedwa Nthawi Yotayika, yomwe inali yokhudza mayendedwe a "maubwenzi" mu libertine iyi yogonana. Nthawi ndikuyembekeza kuti tsiku lina otchulidwa munyimboyo akhoza kuyang'ana mmbuyo ndikuwona kuti nthawi yawo sinatayidwe, pambuyo pake. Nyimbo ija yandigwira kuyambira nthawi imeneyo. Kuchokera pazaka 40 motero, ndili ndi zambiri kuposa momwe ndinalili nthawi imeneyo. Luso lothandiza kwambiri, maphunziro owonjezera, katundu wolimba, komanso chilungamo m'nyumba. Koma ndilibe nthawi yochulukirapo kuposa momwe ndinalili nthawi imeneyo. Zaka makumi angapo zomwe ndidakhala ndikuzengereza chifukwa ndikuwona kuyandikira kwa Aramagedo ndikutanthauza kutaya nthawi. Chofunika kwambiri, kukula kwanga kwauzimu kudathamangira nditachoka ku Gulu.

Ndiye kodi izi zikutisiya kuti, monga anthu omwe adatengera zaka mu JW Organisation? Sitingabwerere mmbuyo munthawi yake, ndipo njira yothandizira kuwononga nthawi sikuwononga nthawi yochulukirapo ndikudandaula. Kwa aliyense amene akulimbana ndi mavuto ngati amenewa, ndingaganize kuti ndiyambe ndikudutsa nthawi, ndikudziwa kuti Armagedo idzafika nthawi ya Mulungu osati ya munthu aliyense, ndiye yesetsani kukhala moyo womwe Mulungu wakupatsani tsopano, ngakhale Aramagedo ndi pafupi, kapena kupitirira nthawi ya moyo wanu. Ndinu amoyo tsopano, mudziko lakugwa lodzala ndi zoipa ndipo Mulungu akudziwa zomwe mukukumana nazo. Chiyembekezo cha chipulumutso ndi kumene kwakhala, m'manja mwa Mulungu, pa lake nthawi.

 Chitsanzo kuchokera m'Malemba

Lemba limodzi lomwe landithandiza kwambiri, ndi Yeremiya 29, malangizo a Mulungu kwa andende omwe adatengedwa kupita ku Babulo. Panali aneneri abodza oneneratu kuti abwerera ku Yuda msanga, koma Yeremiya adawauza kuti ayenera kupitiliza ndi moyo ku Babulo. Anawalangiza kumanga nyumba, kukwatira, ndikukhala moyo wawo wonse. Yeremiya 29: 4 “Atero Yehova wa makamu, Mulungu wa Israeli, kwa anthu onse amene anatengedwa ndende, amene ndawatumiza ku ukapolo ku Babulo kuchokera ku Yerusalemu. 'Mangani nyumba kuti mukhale ndi moyo mwa iwo; Limani minda ndi kudya zipatso zake. Tengani akazi ndipo mubereke ana aamuna ndi aakazi, ndi kukwatira ana anu aamuna, ndipo ana anu aakazi muwapatse amuna kuti adzabereke ana aamuna ndi aakazi. ndikuchulukira kumeneko osachepetsa. Funafunani bwino mzinda umene ndakutumizani ku ukapolo, ndipo muupempherere kwa Yehova; pakuti m'kulemera kwake udzapambananso. ” Ndikupangira mwamphamvu kuti muwerenge chaputala chonse cha Yeremiya 29.

Tili m'dziko lapansi lakugwa, ndipo moyo suli wophweka nthawi zonse. Koma titha kugwiritsa ntchito Yeremiya 29 pakadali pano, ndikusiya Armagedo m'manja mwa Mulungu. Malinga ngati tikhalebe okhulupirika, Mulungu wathu adzatikumbukira nthawi yake ikafika. Samayembekezera kuti tiziundana tokha munthawi yake kuti timusangalatse. Aramagedo ndi chipulumutso chake ku zoipa, osati Lupanga la Damocles lomwe limatizizira.

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