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Musangano wekutanga weungano weZvapupu zvaJehovha wandakapinda nemhuri yangu wakaitirwa mukamuri repasi peimba izere nemacheya mazhinji. Kunyangwe ndaingova nemakore gumi chete, ndakazviona zvichinakidza. Mukadzi wechidiki wandakanga ndakagara parutivi akasimudza ruoko rwake ndokupindura mubvunzo kubva mumagazini yeNharireyomurindi. Ndakazevezera kwaari, "Chiite futi." Akadaro. Saka ndipo pandakatanga kunyudzwa zvakakwana muchitendero chinozivikanwa seZvapupu zvaJehovha.

Baba vangu ndivo vekutanga mumhuri medu vakatanga kufarira chitendero ichi, zvimwe nekuti mukoma wavo aive atova mumwe weZvapupu zvaJehovha. Amai vangu vakabvuma kudzidza Bhaibheri chete kuti Zvapupu zvinyorwe. Isu vana vana takazvuzvurudzwa mukati kubva panguva yedu yekutamba panze uye nekuzeza takagara pachidzidzo chevhiki nevhiki, kunyangwe hurukuro dzaiwanzo kupfuura kunzwisisa kwedu uye dzimwe nguva taigutsurira.

Asi ini ndinofanira kunge ndawana chimwe chinhu kubva mune izvo zvidzidzo. Nekuti ini ndakatanga kutaura neshamwari dzangu nezve nyaya dzeBhaibheri nguva zhinji. Kutaura zvazviri, ndakanyora bepa rebepa mugiredhi re8 rakanzi: "Uri Kutya Negehena?" Izvi zvakakonzera nyonganiso pakati pevandaidzidza navo.

Paive zvakare pandakanga ndava nemakore gumi nematatu ekuberekwa apo ndakapinda mugakava nasaimba, uyo sezviri pachena aiziva zvakawanda nezveBhaibheri kupfuura ini. Pakupedzisira, ndakapererwa, ndikati: “Ehe, tingangotadza kugadzirisa zvinhu zvese, asi zvirinani kuti tiri pano tichiparidza!”

Tese tiri vatanu mumhuri takabhapatidzwa mukati memakore mashoma emumwe neumwe. Zuva rangu rekubhabhatidza raive raApril 26, 1958. Ndakanga ndisiri wemakore gumi nematanhatu. Sezvo mhuri yangu yese yaibuda uye ichiita giraidzo, zvakange zvakati nyore kwatiri kugogodza pamusuwo ndokutanga kutaura nevanhu nezveBhaibheri.

Ini nehanzvadzi yangu tese takatanga kupayona nguva dzese tichangopedza chikoro chepamusoro mumakore ekutanga ema60. Nekuda kweidi rekuti ndingadai ndakagadzira piyona wenguva dzose wechisere muungano yekumba kwedu, takasarudza kuenda kwaive ne "kudiwa kukuru". Circuit Servant yakakurudzira kuti isu tibatsire imwe ungano iri Illinois mamaira makumi matatu kubva kumba kwedu kwehudiki.

Pakutanga takagara nemhuri inodiwa yeZvapupu, iyo yakazova mitanhatu. Saka takawana imba yekugara ndokukoka hanzvadzi mbiri dzekuungano yedu yekutanga kuti vagare nekupayona nesu. Uye tibatsire isu nemari! Isu takazviseka tichizviti 'Vanasikana vaJefta'. (Nekuti takafunga kuti tese tinogona kuramba tisina kuroora.) Takave nenguva dzakanaka pamwe chete. Kunyangwe zvaive zvakafanira kuverenga mari yedu, ini handina kumbonzwa sekunge taive varombo.

Kudzoka mukutanga kwema60's, ndinofunga nezve 75% yavanasaimba mundima yedu chaizvo vaive pamba uye vaizopindura suo ravo. Vazhinji vainamata uye vaida kutaura nesu. Vazhinji vaishushikana kudzivirira zvavanotenda. Sezvatakanga tiri! Taikoshesa chaizvo ushumiri hwedu. Mumwe nemumwe wedu aive nezvidzidzo zveBhaibheri zvishoma zvenguva dzose. Taishandisa bhukwana ra “Mashoko Akanaka” kana kuti “Mwari Ngaave Wechokwadi”. Pamusoro pezvo, ndakaedza kuisa chikamu chemaminetsi mashanu kusvika pakupera kwechidzidzo chega chega icho chakapihwa zita remadunhurirwa rekuti “DITTO”.

Mukati meungano, takanga takabatikana. Sezvo ungano yedu nyowani yaive idiki paine vashoma hama dzaikodzera, ini nasisi vangu takapihwa kuzadza nzvimbo dze "vashandi", senge "Muranda weDunhu". Isu taitofanira kuitisa Chidzidzo Chebhuku Cheungano dzimwe nguva nyangwe hama yakabhapatidzwa yaivepo. Izvo zvaive zvishoma kusagadzikana.

Muna 1966, ini nomunun'una wangu takanyorera basa roupiyona chaihwo uye takagoverwa kuungano diki muWisconsin. Panenge panguva iyoyo vabereki vangu vakatengesa imba yavo uye yekubheka ndokutamira kuMinnesota semapiyona. Vakazopinda basa redunhu. Nezita rekupedzisira raChangamire. vanopinda mukati chaimo.

Ungano yedu muWisconsin yaive zvakare idiki, vanenge vaparidzi makumi matatu nemashanu. Semapiyona chaiwo, taipedza maawa zana nemashanu pamwedzi mubasa romumunda uye mumwe nemumwe aigamuchira madhora makumi mashanu pamwedzi kubva kuSosaiti, ayo aifanira kubhadhara rendi, chikafu, chekufambisa uye zvinhu zvinokosha. Isu zvakare takaona kuti zvaive zvakafanira kuchenesa dzimba hafu yezuva vhiki rega rega kuti tiwedzere mari yatiri kuwana.

Dzimwe nguva ndaishuma zvidzidzo zveBhaibheri zvisere kana zvipfumbamwe mwedzi wega wega. Iyoyo yakanga iri iropafadzo uye zvakatiomera. Ndinogona kurangarira kuti pane imwe nguva yehushumiri hwangu, vadzidzi vangu vakati wandei vakashungurudzwa mudzimba. Makore gare gare, vazhinji vevadzidzi vangu vaive vakadzi vakuru vane dementia yekutanga. Pakanga pari panguva iyoyo yekupedzisira apo vadzidzi vangu veBhaibheri vashanu vakabvuma gore rimwe chete kuti vauye kuzochengeta kwedu Kudya kwaShe Kwemanheru paImba yoUmambo. Sezvo ini ndakanga ndisingakwanise kuita kuti vese vashanu vevakadzi vacho vagare padhuze neni, ndakakumbira mumwe wevanin'ina vedu vakuru kuita hushamwari uye kubatsira mumwe wevadzidzi. Fungidzira kushungurudzika kwangu apo mumwe munhu akazevezera munzeve dzangu kuti mudzidzi wangu atora chingwa uye hanzvadzi yedu yakura yaive mudhiri.

Sezvo makore akafamba, ini ndakashandiswa pane akati wandei matunhu egungano uye kubvunzurudzwa nezvezviitiko zvangu zvekupayona uye hupenyu hwakareba seChapupu. Idzi nhengo dzaive ropafadzo dzakakosha uye ndainakidzwa nadzo. Ini ndinotarisa kumashure izvozvi ndobva ndaziva kuti ndiyo nzira inoshanda yekusimbisa chishuwo chemunhu cheku'ramba ari munzira '. Kunyangwe kana izvo zvichizoreva kuregeredza zvisungo zvemhuri sekubika kudya kunovaka muviri, kuita zvinodiwa mumba kuchengetedza, uye kunyatso tarisa kune zviri kuitika muwanano yako, hupenyu hwevana vako, kana kunyange hutano hwemunhu.

Semuenzaniso, isiri nguva refu yapfuura, ndanga ndichimhanyisa kunze kwemukova kuti ndiende kuImba yoUmambo nenguva. Pandakanga ndichidzokera munzira, ndakanzwa kubatwa baya. Kunyangwe ndaive ndanonoka, ndakafunga kuti zvirinani nditarise kana paine chipingamupinyi munzira. Paivapo. Murume wangu! Akange ave kukotama kuti atore pepanhau. (Ndakanga ndisingazive kuti akatombobuda mumba.) Mushure mekunge ndamubatsira kusimuka kubva simende, ndichikumbira ruregerero zvakanyanya, ndakamubvunza nezve manzwiro aaiita. Haana kana kutaura. Ndakanga ndoshaya kuti ndoita zvipi zvinotevera. Enda kunoshumira? Kumunyaradza? Akaramba akangoti, "Enda. Enda. ” Saka ndakamusiya achijairira kupinda mumba ndokukurumidza kuenda. Kunzwira tsitsi, handizvo here?

Saka zviripo: anopfuura makore makumi matanhatu nemashanu ekupa mushumo mwedzi yega yega; Makore makumi maviri mune wenguva dzose uye chaiwo piyona basa; pamwe nevazhinji, yakawanda mwedzi yakawanda yekuzorora / upiyona hwebetsero. Ndakakwanisa kubetsera vanhu vanenge gumi nevaviri kuti vatsaurire hupenyu hwavo kuna Jehovha. Ndainzwa ndine rombo rakanaka kuvatungamira mukukura kwavo pamweya. Asi mumakore achangopfuura, ndakatanga kunetseka kana ndakanga ndazvitsausa.

The Awakening

Ndinotenda kuti ruzhinji rweZvapupu zvaJehovha vanhu vakazvipira, vane rudo, uye vanozvipira. Ndinoyemura uye ndinovada. Ini HANDINA kuuya kuchisarudzo changu chekuparadzana nesangano zvakapusa kana zvachero; kana nekuda kwekuti mwanasikana wangu nemurume wangu vanga vatove "vasingashande". Kwete, ndakashungurudzika nekusiya hupenyu hwangu hwekare kwenguva yakareba. Asi mushure mekudzidza kukuru, kuferefeta nekunamata, ndizvo zvandakaita. Asi nei ndakafunga kuita sarudzo yangu pachena?

Icho chikonzero ndechekuti chokwadi chakakosha kwazvo. Jesu akataura pana Johane 4:23 kuti "vanamati vechokwadi vachanamata Baba mumweya nezvokwadi". Ini ndinotenda nesimba kuti chokwadi chinogona kumira mukuongororwa.

Imwe dzidziso yakazove inhema inoshamisa yaive kufembera kweNyika kuti Amagedhoni ichatsvaira vakaipa vese muna 1975. Ini ndaitenda dzidziso iyoyo panguva iyoyo? Hongu! Ndaita. Ndinoyeuka Mushandi wedunhu achitiudza kubva papuratifomu kuti kwangosara nemwedzi makumi mapfumbamwe kusvika 90. Ini naamai vangu takafara nezve chokwadi chekuti hatizombofa takatenga imwe mota; kana imwe nyowani! Ndinoyeukawo kuti muna 1975, takagamuchira bhuku, Chokwadi Chinotungamira kuHupenyu Husingaperi. Isu takarairwa kuti tipe bhuku rose mumwedzi mitanhatu nevadzidzi vedu veBhaibheri. Kana paine akakundikana kuramba achimhanya, taifanira kumakanda toenderera kune anotevera munhu. Kazhinji ini ndini ndakakundikana kuramba ndichimhanya!

Sekuziva kwedu tese, tsika yakaipa yezvinhu haina kupera muna 1975. Yakanga isiri nguva refu gare gare ndipo pandakavimbika ndokuzvibvunza kuti: Tsananguro yemuporofita wenhema munaDhuteronomi 18: 20-22 yaizotorwa seyakakomba, kana kwete?

Kunyangwe ini ndakazvisimbisa kuti ndakanga ndisiri kubatira Jehovha kusvika kunguva yakati, ndinoona kuti maonero angu enyika akachinja sezvo 1975 yakapera. MunaJanuary 1976, ndakarega kupayona. Chikonzero changu panguva yaive nyaya dzehutano. Zvakare, ndaida kuva nevana ndisati ndakura zvakanyanya. MunaSeptember 1979, mwana wedu wekutanga akaberekwa mushure memakore gumi nemaviri ekuroora. Ini ndaive 11 uye murume wangu aive makumi mana nemasere.

Kwakatanga kusangana chaiko nezvandaitenda kwakauya mugore ra1986 .Murume wangu weJW akauya nebhuku Dambudziko rehana kupinda mumba. Ndakamutsamwira kwazvo. Taiziva kuti munyori, Raymond Franz, aive mukuramba kutenda. Kunyangwe anga ave ari nhengo yeDare Rinodzora reZvapupu zvaJehovha kwemakore mapfumbamwe.

Ini ndanga ndotya kuverenga bhuku racho. Asi kuda kuziva kwangu ndiko kwakanyanya kundibata. Ini chete ndakaverenga chitsauko chimwe. Yaive yakanzi, "Double Standards". Yakarondedzera chitambudzo chinotyisa icho hama dzakatambura munyika yeMalawi. Zvakandiita kuti ndicheme. Zvese nekuda kwekuti Dare Rinodzora rakaraira hama dzeMalawi kuti dzimire dzakasimba, varambe vasina kwavakarerekera mune zvematongerwo enyika uye vachiramba kutenga kadhi rebato rezvematongerwo enyika.

Zvino chitsauko chimwe chete chiri mubhuku raFranz chinopa humbowo hwakanyorwa, kusanganisira mafotokopi etsamba dzeWatchtower dzakatumirwa neHofisi Huru kuNew York kuBazi reMexico, nezvenyaya iyi yekusarerekera mune zvematongerwo enyika. Ivo vakanyora kuti hama muMexico dzinogona "kutevera hana dzadzo" kana dzichida kutevedzera tsika yakajairika yekupa chiokomuhomwe kuvakuru veMexico kuti ivape "humbowo" hwekuti hama dzakazadzisa zvinodiwa kuti vawane Chitupa (Cartilla) cheMauto Sevhisi. Cartilla yakaita kuti vakwanise kuwana mabasa anobhadhara zvirinani uye mapasipoti. Aya mavara aive akanyorwa mu'ma60s zvakare.

Nyika yangu yakachinjika muna 1986. Ndakapinda mukushushikana kwakadzikira kwemavhiki akati wandei. Ndakaramba ndichifunga, "Izvi hazvina kunaka. Izvi hazvigone kuve zvechokwadi. Asi zvinyorwa zviripo. Izvi zvinoreva here kuti ndinofanira kusiya chitendero changu? !! ” Panguva iyoyo, ini ndaive amai vepakati nepakati mwana uye ane makore mashanu ekuberekwa. Ndine chokwadi chekuti izvi zvakabatsira mukusundidzira uku kuzarurirwa kuseri kwepfungwa dzangu uye kugumburazve pane zvandakajaira.

Bogolins naAli

Nguva yakafambiswa. Vana vedu vakakura vakaroora uye vaishumirawo Jehovha vaine vavakaroora. Sezvo murume wangu anga asingachaiti basa kwemakumi emakore, ndakasarudza kudzidza chiSpanish ndiine makore 59 uye kuchinjira kuungano yeSpanish. Zvaikurudzira. Vanhu vaishivirira neangu nyowani mashoma mazwi, uye ini ndaida tsika. Ini ndaida ungano. Ndakafambira mberi sezvandaidzidza mutauro, uye ndakatangazve basa roupiyona. Asi mugwagwa wakamanikana wakanangana neni.

Mugore ra2015, ndakadzokera kumba kubva kumusangano wepakati pevhiki wevhiki uye ndakashamisika kuona murume wangu achiona Mukoma Geoffrey Jackson paTV. Australia Royal Commission yaive ichiongorora kubata / kusabatwa zvakanaka nemasangano ezvitendero akasiyana siyana ezvinhu zvekushungurudzwa pabonde pakati pavo. ARC yakanga yachaidza Hama Jackson kuti vape humbowo vakamirira Watchtower Society. Sezvingatarisirwa, ndakagara pasi ndokuteerera. Pakutanga ndakafadzwa nekudzikama kwaHama Jackson. Asi pavakabvunzwa neGweta, Angus Stewart, kana Dare Rinodzora reWatchtower raive iro chete nzira iyo Mwari aishandisa muzuva redu kutungamira vanhu, Hama Jackson havana kunyatsogadzikana. Mushure mekuyedza kunzvenga mubvunzo uyu zvishoma, iye akazoti: "Ndinofunga kuti kungave kuzvidemba kuti nditaure izvozvo." Ndakashamiswa! Kuzvikudza?! Tisu taive isu chechokwadi chechokwadi, kana kwete?

Ini ndakadzidza kubva mukuferefetwa kweKomisheni iyi kuti kwaive nezana remazana nemazana matanhatu emakumi emazana evanokanganisa kubatwa kwevana muAustralia chete pakati peZvapupu zvaJehovha. Asi izvo hazvo HAPANA mumwe akange amhan'arwa kuvakuru, uye kuti vazhinji vevapomeri mhosva havana kana kurangwa neungano. Izvi zvaireva kuti zvimwe Zvapupu uye vana vasina mhosva vaive panjodzi huru.

Chimwe chinhu chakaratidzika kuva chisingadaviriki icho chakasvika kungwariro yangu yaive chinyorwa paInternet, mupepanhau reLondon rainzi "The Guardian", nezve kubatana kweNharireyomurindi neUnited Nations kwemakore gumi senhengo yeNGO! (Asiri-Hurumende Sangano) Chero chii chakaitika kune yedu isingaregi kumira kwedu kwekusarerekera mune zvematongerwo enyika?!

Maive muna 2017 umo ndakazopedzisira ndazvipa mvumo yekuverenga Dambudziko rehana naRaymond Franz. Chinhu chose. Uye bhuku rake, Mukutsvaga Rusununguko rwechiKristu.

Panguva iyi, mwanasikana wedu Ali anga achingoita ongororo yake yeBhaibheri zvakadzama. Aiwanzouya achiroja mumba nemibvunzo yake. Ndaiwanzova nemarongedzero akajeka eChinyorwa cheNext chechikamu chakamuita bay-kwechinguva.

Pane zvakawanda zvinogona kutaurwa pamusoro pedzimwe dzidziso dzeNharireyomurindi. Kufanana: iyo "Kupindirana / Kuzodzwa! Chizvarwa ”, kana kuvhiringidzika kwandinonzwa pamusoro pokuramba kuwedzerwa ropa chero zvodii — kunyangwe hupenyu hwemunhu — asi, 'zvikamu zvidiki zveropa' zvakanaka?

Zvinondiitira hasha kuti Horo dzoUmambo dziri kutengeswa dzichibva pasi petsoka dzeungano dzakasiyana siyana uye maakaundi eDunhu redunhu haana kujeka kuti mari inoenda kupi. Chaizvoizvo? Zvinoda madhora zviuru gumi kana kudarika kubhadhara mari yegungano rezuva rimwe muchivako chakabhadharwa kare ??! Asi chakaipisisa chakanga chisati chaziviswa.

Jesu Kristu ndiye Murevereri wevane zana nemakumi mana nemana chete anotaurwa muna Zvakazarurwa 144,000: 14. Ndozvinodzidziswa neNharireyomurindi. Pahwaro hwedzidziso iyi, Sosaiti inoti ivo vane zviuru zana nemakumi mana chete ndivo vanofanirwa kudya zviratidzo panguva yekupemberera Kudya kwaShe Kwemanheru. Nekudaro, dzidziso iyi inopesana yakanangana nemashoko aJesu munaJohani 1,3:144,000 apo anoti: "Ndinokuudza chokwadi, kunze kwekunge iwe ukadya nyama yeMwanakomana wemunhu nekunwa ropa rake, hauna hupenyu mauri."

Kwaive kuziva uku nekutambira mazwi aJesu nekukoshesa zvakaita kuti zvisafunge kwandiri muchirimo cha2019 kukoka vanhu kuChirangaridzo. Ndakafunga kuti, 'Sei tichifanira kuvakoka kuti vauye tobva tavaodza mwoyo kuti vasabvume kukokwa kwaJesu?'

Ini ndangotadza kuzviita zvakare. Ndipo pakaperera basa rangu rekuparidza paimba neimba. Mukuzvininipisa nekutenda, ndakatanga zvakare kudya zviratidzo.

Imwe yemirawo inosuruvarisa kubva kuDare Rinodzora iseti yemitemo iri chikamu chehurongwa hwekutonga hweungano. Kunyangwe kana munhu akareurura kutadza kwake kune mukuru kuti abatsirwe uye abatsirwe, vakuru vatatu kana vanopfuura vanofanira kugara mukutonga munhu iyeye. Kana vakagumisa kuti "mutadzi" (hatisi tese ??) haasi kutendeuka, vanotungamirwa- nebhuku rakavanzika, rakachengetedzwa kwazvo iro rinogamuchirwa nevakuru chete - kuti vadzinge munhu kubva muungano. Izvi zvinonzi 'kudzinga'. Ipapo chinyararire chinoziviswa kuungano kuti “Nhingi haasisiri mumwe weZvapupu zvaJehovha.” Kufungidzira kwemusango uye makuhwa anotevera zvinonzwisisika sezvo ungano irizhinji isinganzwisise chero chinhu nezve chiziviso kunze kwekunge vasisina hukama neuyo akaziviswa. Mutadzi anofanira KUVHUNZWA.

Aya mabatiro ehutsinye uye asina rudo ndiwo akasangana nemwanasikana wangu - ari kuitika. Mumwe anokwanisa kunzwa musangano wese weake ((asiri) Ekutongwa neVakuru veZvapupu zvaJehovha vana ”panzvimbo yake yeYouTube inonzi “Chigunwe chikuru chaAli”.

Tinowana here tsika ino yakanyorwa muMagwaro? Aya ndiwo maitiro aiita Jesu gwai here? Jesu akamboramba munhu here ?? Mumwe anofanira kuzvisarudzira.

Saka ndezvekuti pane musiyano mukuru wekuvimbika pakati pezvinhu zviri kuburitswa neDare Rinodzora pachena nezvinotaurwa neBhaibheri. Dare Rinodzora revarume vasere vakazvisarudzira chinzvimbo ichi muna 2012. Jesu haana kugadzwa semusoro weungano makore 2000 apfuura here?

Zvine basa here kuZvapupu zvaJehovha kuti chirevo "Dare Rinodzora" hariwaniki muBhaibheri? Zvine basa here kuti mutsara wakapfeka zvakanaka muzvinyorwa zveWT, "muranda akatendeka akangwara", unongowanikwa kamwe chete muBhaibheri? Uye izvo zvinoita sekutanga semifananidzo mina iyo Jesu anopa muchitsauko 24 chaMateu? Zvine basa here kuti kubva parugwaro rumwe chete rweBhaibheri kwaunza tsananguro yekuzvida kuti boka diki revarume zviridzwa zvakasarudzwa naMwari zvinotarisira kuteerera nekuvimbika kubva kuboka repasirese?

Zvese zvataurwa pamusoro hazvisi zvidiki zvinhu. Idzi ndidzo nyaya dzinogadziriswa nevakuru-kunge makaunzi, kudhinda mabhuku iwayo mumabhuku avo, uye kutarisira kuti nhengo dzivatevere kune tsamba. Mamirioni avanhu, ane hupenyu hwakakanganisika munzira dzakawanda dzakaipa, nekuti ivo vanofunga kuti vari kuita izvo Mwari anoda kuti vaite.

Idzi ndedzimwe nyaya dzakandimanikidza kuti ndisabvunze dzidziso dzakawanda uye nemitemo yandakanga ndichigamuchira kwemakumi emakore nekudzidzisa se “zvokwadi”. Nekudaro, mushure mekutsvagisisa uye kudzidza kwakadzama kweBhaibheri uye munyengetero, ndakasarudza kubva pasangano randakanga ndada uye umo ndakabatira Mwari nemufaro kwemakore makumi matanhatu nemashanu. Saka ndozviwana kupi nhasi?

Hupenyu zvirokwazvo hunotendeuka zvinoshamisa. Ndiripi nhasi "Kugara Uchidzidza". Uye saka, ndiri padyo naIshe wangu Jesu Kristu, Baba vangu, uye neMagwaro kupfuura kare muupenyu hwangu; Rugwaro rwakandizarurira nenzira dzinoshamisa uye dzinoshamisa.

Ndiri kubuda mumumvuri wekutya kwangu sangano iro, mukuita, rinoodza moyo vanhu kukudziridza hana dzavo. Zvakatoipisisa, sangano apo ivo varume vasere vari kuzvitsiva ivo pachavo nekuda kwehumusoro hwaKristu Jesu. Itariro yangu kunyaradza uye kukurudzira vamwe vari kutambura nekuti vanotya kubvunza mibvunzo. Ndiri kuyeuchidza vanhu kuti JESU ndiye "nzira, nezvokwadi, neupenyu", kwete sangano.

Pfungwa dzehupenyu hwangu hwekare dzichineni. Ini ndasuwa shamwari dzangu musangano. Vashoma zvikuru vakauya kwandiri, uye kunyange ipapo, chete pfupi.

Ini handivape mhosva. Nguva pfupi yapfuura chete mazwi ari muna Mabasa 3: 14-17 akandivhundutsa nekurehwa kwemashoko aPetro kumaJuda. Mundima 15, Peter akataura pachena kuti: "Iwe wakauraya Mumiriri weupenyu." Asi ipapo mundima 17 akaenderera mberi achiti, "Uye zvino, hama, ndinoziva kuti makaita nekusaziva." Wow! Aive nemutsa zvakadii?! Petro ainzwira tsitsi vamwe vake vechiJudha.

Iniwo ndakaita nekusaziva. Anopfuura makore makumi mana apfuura, ndakadzivisa hanzvadzi yandaida zvirokwazvo muungano. Aive akangwara, anosetsa, uye anokwanisa kudzivirira Bhaibheri. Ipapo, kamwe kamwe, akarongedza mabhuku ONSE ake eWatchtower ndokuasiya; kusanganisira Shanduro yeNyika Itsva yeBhaibheri. Handizivi kuti sei akaenda. Handina kumbomubvunza.

Zvinosuruvarisa, ndakadzivisa imwe shamwari yakanaka makore makumi maviri apfuura. Aive mumwe wevatatu ve “Vanasikana vaJepthah” vandakapayona navo makore mazhinji apfuura. Akaenderera mberi ari piyona chaiye kwemakore mashanu muIowa, uye takava netsamba inonakidza uye inonakidza kwemakore. Ipapo ndakaziva kuti akanga asisiri kuenda kumisangano. Akanyora kundiudza dzimwe dzenyaya dzake nedzidziso dzeWatchtower. Ndakaaverenga. Asi ndakavadzinga ndisina kufunga zvakanyanya, ndikacheka tsamba yangu naye. Mune mamwe mazwi, ini ndaimudzivisa. 🙁

Sezvo ini ndakanga ndichimutsa kune dzakawanda pfungwa idzva, ndakatsvaga tsamba yake yekutsanangurira kwandiri. Pandakachiwana, ndakatsunga kukumbira ruregerero kwaari. Nekuedza kwakati, ndakawana nhamba yake yenhare ndikamufonera. Akakurumidza uye akabvuma ruregerero hwangu. Isu kubva isu tave nemaawa asingaperi ekukurukurirana kwakadzama kweBhaibheri uye kuseka pamusoro pekuyeuka kukuru kwemakore edu pamwechete. Nenzira, hapana kana weava shamwari mbiri akadzingwa muungano kana kurangwa munzira ipi neipi. Asi ini ndakaizvitora kuti ndivabvise.

Zvakaipisisa zvakadaro, uye zvinorwadza kupfuura zvese, ndakadzivisa wangu mwanasikana makore 17 apfuura. Zuva rake remuchato raive rimwe remazuva anosiririsa muhupenyu hwangu. Nekuti ini ndaisakwanisa kuve naye. Kurwadziwa uye dissonance yekuziva inoenda nekutambira mutemo iwoyo yakanditambudza kwenguva yakareba. Asi izvo zvakareba kumashure kwedu ikozvino. Ndinodada naye. Uye isu tine hukama hukuru ikozvino.

Chimwe chinhu chinondiunzira mufaro mukuru mavhiki maviri evhiki e-online ekudzidza Bhaibheri nemapoka kubva kuCanada, UK, Australia, Italy nedzimwe nyika muUS Mune imwe yatiri kuverenga Mabasa ndima nendima. Mune imwe yacho, VaRoma, ndima nendima. Isu tinofananidza maBhaibheri neshanduro. Hatibvumirane pane zvese. Uye hapana munhu anoti isu tinofanira. Vatori vechikamu ava vave hama dzangu nehanzvadzi, uye shamwari dzangu dzakanaka.

Ini ndadzidzawo zvakanyanya kwazvo kubva kune YouTube saiti inonzi Beroean Pickets. Zvinyorwa zvezvinodzidziswa neZvapupu zvaJehovha zvichienzaniswa nezvinotaurwa neBhaibheri zvakatanhamara.

Pakupedzisira, ndiri kufara ndiri kushandisa yakawanda nguva pamwe nemurume wangu. Akauya kune akawanda mhedzisiro makore makumi mana apfuura ayo ini ndichangobva kugamuchira. Akave asingashande kweayo mamwe makore makumi mana, asi haana kugovana zvakawanda neni panguva iyoyo nezve zvaakawana. Zvichida nekuda kwekuremekedza kushamwaridzana kwangu nekushingaira nesangano; kana pamwe nekuti ndakamuudza makore mazhinji apfuura apa ini misodzi yakanga ichiyerera nematama angu kuti ndaisafunga kuti achakwanisa kubudikidza neAmagedhoni. Iye zvino chinofadza "kutora uropi hwake" uye kuva nehurukuro dzedu dzakadzika dzeBhaibheri. Ini ndinotenda imhaka yehunhu hwake hwechiKristu kupfuura hwangu kuti takagara takaroora kwemakore makumi mashanu nerimwe.

Ini ndinonamatira nemoyo wose mhuri yangu uye shamwari dzichiri dzakazvipira ku "muranda". Ndapota, munhu wese, ita zvako tsvaga uye kuongorora. CHOKWADI CHINOGONA NEZVINOGONESA ISRRUTINY. Zvinotora nguva, ndoziva. Zvisinei, ini pachangu ndinofanira kuteerera yambiro inowanikwa mu Mapisarema 146: 3 "Usavimbe nemachinda, kana mumwanakomana womunhu, usingagoni kuunza kuponeswa." (NWT)

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