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Ndazalelwa ndaza ndakhulela kwicawa ehlaziyiweyo yamaDatshi, eyasekwa ngowe-1945. Ngenxa yolunye uhanahaniso, ndemka malunga neminyaka eyi-18, ndifunga ukuba andisayi kuba ngumKristu. Xa iiJWs zaqala ukuthetha nam ngo-Agasti ka-2011, kwathatha iinyanga ngaphambi kokuba ndamkele ukuba neBhayibhile, emva koko eminye iminyaka emi-4 yokufunda nokugxeka, emva koko ndabhaptizwa. Ngelixa ndivakalelwa kukuba kukho into engalunganga iminyaka, ndahlala ndigxile kumfanekiso omkhulu. Kwafumaniseka ukuba bendinesimo sengqondo esihle ngokugqithiseleyo kwezinye iindawo. Ngamanqaku aliqela, umba wokuxhatshazwa kwabantwana ngokwesondo weza kum, kwaye ekuqaleni kuka-2020, ndaye ndagqiba ukufunda inqaku leendaba malunga nophando oluyalelwe ngurhulumente waseDatshi. Yandothusa ngandlel’ ithile, yaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndimbe nzulu ngakumbi. Lo mbandela wawubandakanya ityala lasenkundleni eNetherlands, apho amaNgqina aye angena enkundleni ukuze avale ingxelo, engokusingathwa kokuxhatshazwa kwabantwana ngokwesini phakathi kwamaNgqina kaYehova, ngokomyalelo womphathiswa woKhuseleko Lomthetho owawucelwe yipalamente yaseDatshi ngamxhelo-mnye. Abazalwana babephulukene netyala, yaye ndakhuphela ndaza ndayifunda ingxelo epheleleyo. NjengeNgqina, ndandingasiqondi isizathu sokuba ubani agqale olu xwebhu njengembonakaliso yentshutshiso. Ndinxibelelane neReclaimed Voices, isisa samaDatshi ngakumbi kwiiJWs ezithe zafumana ukuxhatshazwa ngokwesondo embuthweni. Ndathumelela iofisi yesebe yaseDatshi ileta enamaphepha ali-16, ndiyichaza ngenyameko oko kuthethwa yiBhayibhile ngezi zinto. Inguqulelo yesiNgesi yasiwa kwiQumrhu Elilawulayo eUnited States. Ndafumana intsabelo evela kwiofisi yesebe yaseBritani, indincoma ngokuquka uYehova kwizigqibo zam. Ileta yam ayizange ixatyiswe kakhulu, kodwa akuzange kubekho miphumo iphawulekayo. Ekugqibeleni ndangavunyelwa ngokungacwangciswanga xa ndachaza, ebudeni beentlanganiso zebandla, indlela uYohane 13:34 anxibelelana ngayo nobulungiseleli bethu. Ukuba sichitha ixesha elingakumbi kubulungiseleli basesidlangalaleni kunokuba sichitha ixesha kunye nomnye, ngoko siyalulahlekisa uthando lwethu. Ndafumanisa ukuba umdala osingethe lo mhlangano wazama ukuwuvala umlomo umbhobho wam, akazange aphinde alifumane ithuba lokugqabaza, yaye wayekheswa kulo lonke ibandla. Ukuthe ngqo kunye nokuba nomdla, ndaqhubeka ndigxeka de ndaba nentlanganiso yam ye-JC ngo-2021 ndaza ndasuswa kubudlelane, andizange ndiphinde ndibuye. Bendithetha ngeso sigqibo siza neqela labazalwana, kwaye ndiyavuya ukubona ukuba inani elininzi lisandibulisa, kwaye linokuthetha (ngokufutshane), ngaphandle koxinzelelo lokubonwa. Ndihlala ndiwangawangisa ngesandla ndize ndibabulise esitratweni, ngethemba lokuba ukungonwabi xa besecaleni kwabo kunokubanceda ukuba bacinge kwakhona ngale nto bayenzayo.
