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Ndakaberekerwa uye ndakakurira muchechi yeDutch reformed, yakatangwa muna 1945. Nekuda kwehumwe unyengeri hwacho, ndakasiya ndava nemakore 18, ndichipika kuti handichazova muKristu. Pakatanga kutaura neni maJWs muna Nyamavhuvhu 2011, zvakatora mwedzi yakati kuti ndisati ndabvuma kuva neBhaibheri, uyezve mamwe makore mana ekufunda nekutsoropodza, ndichibva ndabhabhatidzwa. Ndichiri kunzwa kuti chimwe chinhu chakanga chisina kumira zvakanaka kwemakore, ndakaisa pfungwa dzangu pamufananidzo mukuru. Zvakazoitika kuti ndakanga ndiine maonero akanaka zvakanyanyisa mune dzimwe nzvimbo. Pane akati wandei, nyaya yekushungurudzwa kwevana pabonde yakauya kwandiri, uye kutanga kwa4, ndakapedzisira ndaverenga chinyorwa chenhau nezve tsvakiridzo yakarairwa nehurumende yeDutch. Zvakandirovesa nehana, uye ndakasarudza kuchera zvakadzika. Nhau yacho yaibatanidza nhau yedare muNetherlands, uko Zvapupu zvakanga zvaenda kudare kuti zvivhare mushumo wacho, pamusoro pokubatwa kwokubatwa zvisina kufanira kwavana muvatano pakati peZvapupu zvaJehovha, wakanga warayirwa negurukota Rinoona Nezvekuchengetedzwa Kwemutemo uyo paramende yeNetherlands yakanga yakumbira nokubvumirana. Hama dzakanga dzarasikirwa nenyaya yacho, uye ndakadhaunirodha ndokuverenga mushumo wacho wakazara. SeChapupu, ndaisagona kufungidzira chikonzero nei munhu aizorangarira iri gwaro sokuratidzirwa kwokutambudzwa. Ndakasangana neReclaimed Voices, sangano reDutch rinopa rubatsiro kunyanya kune maJWs akasangana nekushungurudzwa kwepabonde musangano. Ndakatumira hofisi yebazu yechiDutch tsamba ine mapeji 2020, ndichinyatsotsanangura zvinotaura Bhaibheri nezvezvinhu izvi. Shanduro yeChirungu yakaenda kuDare Rinodzora muUnited States. Ndakagamuchira mhinduro kubva kuhofisi yebazu yeBritain, ichindirumbidza pamusoro pokubatanidza Jehovha muzvisarudzo zvangu. Tsamba yangu haina kufarirwa zvakanyanya, asi pakanga pasina kana mibairo inooneka. Ndakazopedzisira ndava kudziviswa zvisina kurongwa pandakaratidza pamusangano weungano kuti Johani 16:13 inobatana sei neushumiri hwedu. Kana tikapedzera nguva yakawanda muushumiri hwapachena kupfuura tiri tose, tinenge tichirasisa rudo rwedu. Ndakaona kuti mukuru aindigamuchira akaedza kunyararidza maikorofoni yangu, haana kuzombowana mukana wokupindura zvakare, uye akanga aparadzaniswa neungano yose. Kuve akananga uye ane shungu, ndakaramba ndichitsoropodza kudzamara ndaita musangano wangu weJC muna 34 uye ndikadzingwa, kusazodzoka zvakare. Ini ndanga ndichitaura nezve danho iri richiuya nenhamba yehama, uye ndinofara kuona kuti vakati wandei vachiri kundikwazisa, uye vaitotaura (muchidimbu), kunyangwe kunetseka kwekuonekwa. Ndinoramba ndichivakwazisa nemufaro mumigwagwa, ndichitarisira kuti kusanzwanana kuri kudivi ravo kungavabatsira kufunga patsva zvavari kuita.
