[La ngamava abuhlungu kwaye achukumisayo uCam andinike wona imvume yokwabelana. Kuvela kumbhalo we-imeyile awandithumelela wona. -Meleti Vivlon]
Ndiwashiyile amaNgqina kaYehova kwisithuba esingaphezulu konyaka odlulileyo, emva kokuba ndibone intlekele, kwaye ndifuna ukunibulela ngamanqaku enu akhuthazayo. Ndibukele eyakho Udliwanondlebe lwakutsha nje noJames Penton kwaye ndiyasebenza kuthotho olwenzileyo.
Ukuze nje ndikwazise ukuba kuthetha ntoni na kum, ndinokuchaza ngokufutshane imeko yam. Ndikhule ndiliNgqina. Umama wabona ezinye iinyaniso zicofa njengokuba wayefunda. Utata wemka ngeli xesha, ngokuyinxenye kuba wayengafuni ukuba afunde iBhayibhile. Ibandla yayikuphela kwento esinayo, kwaye ndabhaptizwa ebandleni. Ndatshata usisi kuba ndicinga ukuba unomoya kwaye ndicwangcisa usapho naye. Emva komtshato wethu, ndafumanisa ukuba akafuni abantwana phofu, uyathanda ukuhleba, ukhetha inkampani yabasetyhini (abathandana besini esinye) kwaye xa wandishiya kwiminyaka embalwa kamva, ndafumana umbono wendlela abo "bomoya" Ibandla lamnceda ekushiyeni, kwaye kwabangela iyantlukwano ebandleni. Abo ndandicinga ukuba ngabahlobo bam bafulathela, kwaye le nto yandibetha kakhulu. Kodwa bendisemva koMbutho.
Ukugqibela kwam ukudibana nosisi omnandi eChicago endathandana naye ndatshata. Wayengakwazi ukuba nabantwana ngenxa yemicimbi yezempilo, kodwa ke ndalinika ithuba lam lesibini lokuba abantwana babe nomntu onobubele kwaye omangalisayo. Ukhuphe eyona intle kum. Emva komtshato wethu, ndafumanisa ukuba unengxaki yotywala, kwaye yaqala ukuba mandundu. Ndicele uncedo kwiziteshi ezininzi, kubandakanya nabadala. Ngokwenyani babeluncedo, kwaye benze oko banako ngobuchule babo obulinganiselweyo, kodwa umlutha yinto enzima ukuyibhukuqa. Uye wahamba wabuya ke wabuya netshomi yakhe ingaphantsi kolawulo, ke yena wasuswa kubudlelane. Wayesele eyiphethe ngaphandle koncedo lomntu, nkqu nosapho, kuba babengamaNgqina.
Wayefuna ukubona ukukhanya ekupheleni kwetonela lakhe kwaye wacela ixesha lokubuyiselwa kwakhona. Bayixelele ukuba uzenzakalisa kuphela, ke ukuba anganakho ukulawula oku kwiinyanga ezi-6, baya kuthetha naye ke. Uyithathile kakhulu le nto ngalo mzuzu. Ngenxa yezizathu ezininzi zobuqu, safuduka ngelo xesha, kwaye ngoku sinabadala abatsha kunye nebandla elitsha. Umfazi wam wayenethemba kwaye onwabile kwaye evuya ukuqala entsha nokwenza abahlobo abatsha, kodwa emva kokudibana nabadala, babenomdla wokuba makahlale ngaphandle Iinyanga ezili-12 ubuncinci. Ndalwa le kwaye ndinyanzelisa ngesizathu, kodwa bala ukuhambisa.
Ndijonge unkosikazi wam engena phantsi koxinzelelo olumnyama kakhulu, ixesha lam bendilichitha ndisemsebenzini okanye ndimkhathalela. Ndayeka ukuya kwiholo yobukumkani. Amaxesha amaninzi ndandimnqanda ekubeni azibulale. Intlungu yakhe yeemvakalelo ibonakaliswa kukuhambahamba ubusuku bonke, kwaye waqala ngokuzicamngca ngotywala xa ndsemsebenzini. Yaphela ngenye intsasa xa ndafumana umzimba wakhe kumgangatho wasekhitshini. Waye wasweleka ebuthongweni bakhe. Ngelixa lokulala, ebelele phantsi ngendlela emthintela ekuphefumleni. Ndilwele ukumvuselela ndisebenzisa i-CPR kunye nokucinezelwa kwesifuba de yafika i-ambulensi, kodwa wayephulukene ne-oksijini ixesha elide.
Umnxeba wokuqala endiwutshoyo ibikude kumama. Wanyanzelisa ukuba ndibize abadala bayokufuna inkxaso, ndenza njalo. Xa befika, babengenalo uvelwano. Khange bandithuthuzele. Bathi, “Ukuba ufuna ukumbona kwakhona, kuza kufuneka ubuyele kwiintlanganiso.”
Kwakumzuzu ngeli xesha ndandiqinisekile ukuba le ayisiyondawo yokufumana uThixo. Yonke into endiyikholelwayo ebomini bam yayisengumbuzo, kwaye into endandiyazi kukuba andinakuyishiya yonke into endiyikholelwayo. Ndilahlekile, kodwa ndaziva ngathi kukho inyaniso ebambelele kuyo. AmaNgqina aqale ngento elungileyo, ayiguqula yaba yinto elizothe nobubi.
Ndigxeka uMbutho ngokusweleka kwakhe. Ukuba bade bamyeka, ngewayekwindlela eyahlukileyo. Kwaye nokuba kunokuphikiswa ukuba abanoxanduva lokufa kwakhe, ngokuqinisekileyo benze unyaka wokugqibela wobomi bakhe baba lusizi.
Ndizama ukuqala kwakhona eSeattle. Ukuba uhlala kule ndawo, nceda undazise! Kwaye uqhubeke nomsebenzi obalaseleyo. Abantu abaninzi bakhiwe ngophando lwakho kunye neevidiyo kunokuba usazi.
[UMeleti ubhala athi: Andikwazi ukufunda amava abuhlungu njengale ngaphandle kokucinga ngesilumkiso sikaKrestu kubafundi bakhe, ngakumbi abo kutyalwe kuye uxanduva. ". . Kodwa nabani na okhubekisa omnye waba bancinane bakholwayo, ngekumlungele kanye ukuba ubegangxwe ilitye lokusila entanyeni yakhe, waphoswa elwandle. ” (Mnu 9:42) Sonke kufuneka siwakhumbule la mazwi esilumkiso ngoku nakwikamva lethu ukuze singaze siphinde sivumele ulawulo lomntu kunye nokuzenza ilungisa kwabaFarisi lusibangele ukuba sone ngenxa yokwenzakalisa omnye wabantwana. ]
Cam, okwenyani siento mucho tu hali. El Señor Jesús les dará el juicio más severo a ésos pseudo-cristianos fariseos. Hayi hay palabras que puedan Consolarte, solo sigue manteniendo la fe en el Señor Jesús.
Mzalwana othandekayo uCam. Amava akho abuhlungu kakhulu. Andikwazi ukukuwola, kodwa ubuncinci ndingathanda ukukuxelela ukuba bendicinga ntoni xa ndifunda amava akho akrakra. Ubukwintlangano ekugcinileyo ukuba ungezi kuYesu. Qho ngonyaka eSikhumbuzweni bakuxelela ukuba wale inkxaso yakhe yobomi obungunaphakade. Ukwala isonka newayini ebonisa ukuhlawulelwa kwakho. Kodwa uYesu uyakufuna. Kwakudingeka ukuba akukhuphe kwi-Org aze akuzise kuye. Kwaye kwafika ixesha lokuvulwa kwamehlo akho- njengoko ubhalile: “Bekungoku... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Enjani yona ingxaki! Ndifumene izinto ezimbi ezimbi ezandleni zabadala abonakeleyo, kodwa into abayenzileyo emfazini wakho imbi kakhulu njengoko ifika.
Ukususa kubudlelane kuye kwasisixhobo. Isetyenziswa njengendlela yokubonisa amandla kunye nokulawula abanye. Ngaphantsi kwebhanile "yokugcina ibandla licocekile", elingaveliyo eBhayibhileni, bazinike amandla angahloliswanga. Eyona nto intle asifanelanga ukuba sibanike amandla okanye impembelelo ebomini bethu. Ngelishwa, inkqubo yokufunda enokuba neziphumo ezibi.
Ndiyifundile le nto kwaye yaphula intliziyo yam! Yayingenabubele intliziyo ikhohlakele! okwangoku, aba badala abaQINISEKILEYO kwizengqondo zabantu kwaye abafanelekanga ukunceda abantu abaphethwe zizilutha kunye / okanye nobunzima beemvakalelo. Ndilusile unyango kumcimbi endandijongane nawo phakathi kwiminyaka yoo-1990 kwaye yandinceda kakhulu, kodwa abadala babedidekile kukufuna kwam uncedo. Akuzange kube kudala emva koko ndaqala ukubabuza, umbutho kunye nako konke endikufundiswe yi-JW's. Ndiyathandaza ukuba le ndoda intle ifumane uxolo nentuthuzelo ebomini bayo kwaye i... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Ngaba le yindlela ekhokelwe ngumbutho? Ngaba le yindlela ehlala ihleli? Yeyiphi ibhokisi enqatyisiweyo, yabantu abalawulwa ngengqondo. Eyona nto yayikhathaza kwaye yothusa ubomi ngaphandle kwam yayixa ndikwizigaba zam zokugqibela nge-org. Ipateni enye enkulu yavela. Abazalwana ababesenza ubuKristu bokwenyani babekwizikhundla eziphezulu. Uninzi lwabadala lubonakala ngathi luhlala kwilizwe elahlukileyo. Umdibaniso wehlabathi. Umbutho weengcinga zehlabathi. Ndoda, bendidimazekile. Ukuqhekeka okuncinci edamini kwaqala ukuvuleka ngokwenene emva koko. Kubuhlungu ukuba yonke inemiqathango... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Unyanisile, abadala abaninzi abahlali kwilizwe elinye. Banezikhundla ebandleni ezichazwe nguMbutho kwaye zingenangqondo. Abadala abaninzi baphantsi kwesithupha sabaphathi abathengisayo abaphezulu benza ukuba abaPhathi beeSekethe, abagwetywe ngamanani abo. Ifanele ukuba yeyentando yesininzi, kodwa isebenza kakhulu njengalo naliphi na ishishini. Andivumelani novavanyo lokuba yinkampani yokushicilela / yokushicilela; Ndicinga ukuba kungokwakha ubukhosi bepropathi kwaye baya kuqalisa ukubhabha. Ndikhumbula xa ndabhaptizwayo kwaye ngesiquphe yaphela indawo ye-love-bombom... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Oku kubuhlungu. Intliziyo yam ililela abantu abanjalo abangafuniyo ukohlwaywa kodwa abafuna uthando nobubele nokuqonda. Isimo sengqondo sabadala sandikhumbuza ngesimo sengqondo sika-Yesu sokulumkisa ngaye, uMateyu 23 “Nina baFarasi nabafundisi nisengxakini! Awuyonto ngaphandle kwe-show-offs. Ufana namangcwaba aqatywe mhlophe. Ngaphandle bahle, kodwa ngaphakathi bazele ngamathambo kunye nokungcola. 28 Unjalo ke wena. Ngaphandle ubonakala umhle, kodwa ngaphakathi ukhohlakele kwaye uzenza ngathi ulungile. " Ibango... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Libali elibuhlungu kakhulu kodwa ngelishwa liqhelekile. Ndikhumbula udade owaphathwa gadalala (ebuntwaneni) wagqibela ngokususwa kubudlelane kamva ebomini. Uye wazibulala ke ngoko wacela ukuba abadala bangamtyelela. Emva kokuphalaza imbilini yakhe, omnye wabadala wathi: “Sicinga ukuba siza kwenza ntoni, sikubuyisele kuba uzibulala?” UMdali wethu wabagxeka abefundisi bamandulo bamaJuda ngokungakwazi "ukubopha umhlambi" uHezekile: 34: 4 "Awubomelezanga ababuthathaka okanye uphilise abagulayo okanye ubophe abonzakeleyo. Awubuyisanga elahlekileyo okanye ukhangele kuyo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "