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Intlanganiso yokuqala yebandla lamaNgqina kaYehova endiye kuyo nosapho lwam yayiqhutyelwa kumgangatho ongaphantsi wendlu ezele zizitulo ezininzi. Nangona ndandineminyaka eli-10 kuphela ubudala, ndakufumanisa kunomdla. Ibhinqa eliselula endandihleli ecaleni kwalo laphakamisa isandla laza laphendula umbuzo okwincwadi yeMboniselo. Ndamsebezela, “Phinda.” Wenza. Ndaqala ngaloo ndlela ukuntywiliselwa ngokupheleleyo kunqulo olwaziwa ngokuba ngamaNgqina kaYehova.
Utata wayengowokuqala ekhaya ukuba nomdla kunqulo, mhlawumbi ngenxa yokuba ubhuti wakhe wayesele eliNgqina likaYehova. Umama wavuma ukuqhutyelwa isifundo seBhayibhile ukuze abonise ukuba amaNgqina aphosisile. Thina bantwana bane sasihudulwa sivela ngexesha lethu lokudlala ngaphandle kwaye sathandabuza ukuhlala kwisifundo seveki nganye, nangona iingxoxo zazidla ngokuba ngaphaya kokuqonda kwethu kwaye ngamanye amaxesha sasinqwala.
Kodwa kumele ukuba ndiyifumene into kwezi zifundo. Kuba bendiqala ukuthetha nabahlobo bam malunga nemixholo esetyenziswa rhoqo eBhayibhileni. Ngapha koko, ndibhale iphepha kwikota yesi-8 elinesihloko esithi: “Ngaba Uyaboyika Isihogo?” Oku kwabangela isiphithiphithi phakathi kwabo ndifunda nabo.
Kwakuba xa ndandimalunga neminyaka eli-13 ubudala apho ndangena kwingxoxo nomninimzi, owayesazi ngakumbi ngeBhayibhile kunam. Ekugqibeleni, ndinomsindo, ndathi: “Ewe, sisenokungalungi yonke into, kodwa ke apha sishumayela!”
Sobathandathu kuthi kule ntsapho sabhaptizwayo kwisithuba seminyaka embalwa omnye komnye. Usuku lwam lokubhaptiza lwalungo-Epreli 26, 1958. Ndandingabikho minyaka eli-13 ubudala. Njengoko yonke intsapho yakowethu yayiphuma kwaye inesidima, phantse kwaba lula ngathi ukuba sinqonqoze kwiminyango kwaye siqalise incoko nabantu ngeBhayibhile.
Mna nodadewethu saqalisa ukuba ngoovulindlela abathe ngxi nje ukuba siphumelele kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo ekuqaleni kweminyaka yoo-60. Ngenxa yento yokuba bendizakuba nguvulindlela othe ngxi wesibhozo kwibandla lethu, siye sagqiba kwelokuba siye apho “imfuneko inkulu khona”. UMkhonzi weSekethe wacebisa ukuba sincede ibandla laseIllinois malunga neekhilomitha ezingama-30 ukusuka kwikhaya lethu lobuntwana.
Ekuqaleni sasihlala nentsapho engamahlanu yamaNgqina, neyathi kungekudala yaba ngabantu abathandathu. Safumana indawo yokuhlala saza samema oodade ababini ababekwibandla lethu lokuqala ukuba beze kuhlala nathi babe ngoovulindlela. Kwaye sincede ngeendleko! Sasizibiza ngokuba 'ziintombi zikaYifeta'. (Kuba besicinga ukuba sonke sinokuhlala singatshatanga.) Sibe namaxesha amnandi kunye. Nangona kwakuyimfuneko ukubala iipeni zethu, andizange ndizive ngathi sihluphekile.
Emva phaya ekuqaleni kweminyaka yee-60, ndicinga ukuba malunga neepesenti ezingama-75 zabaninimzi abakwintsimi yethu bebesekhaya kwaye bebephendula kwiminyango yabo. Inkoliso yabo yayingabantu abakholwayo nababenomdla wokuthetha nathi. Uninzi lwaluzimisele ukukhusela iinkolelo zalo. Njengathi! Sasibuthabatha nzulu ubulungiseleli bethu. Ngamnye wethu wayenezifundo zeBhayibhile ezithe rhoqo ezimbalwa. Sasisebenzisa incwadana ethi “Iindaba Ezilungileyo” okanye incwadi ethi “UThixo Makabe Nenyaniso”. Ukongeza, ndizamile ukubandakanya icandelo le-5-10 lemizuzu ekupheleni kwesifundo ngasinye esasibizwa ngegama elithi "DITTO" .–. Umdla othe ngqo kuMbutho.
Ebandleni, sasixakekile. Kuba ibandla lethu elitsha lalilincinci kunye nenani eliqingqiweyo labazalwana abafanelekayo, mna nodadewethu sabelwa ukuba sigcwalise izithuba "zabasebenzi", ezinje nge "Territory Service". Kwafuneka siqhube iSifundo Sencwadi Sebandla ngamanye amaxesha nangona ebekhona umzalwana obhaptiziweyo. Oko kwakungonwabisi kancinci.
Ngo-1966, mna nodadewethu safaka isicelo sobuvulindlela obukhethekileyo saza sabelwa kwibandla elincinci eWisconsin. Malunga nelo xesha kanye abazali bam bathengisa indlu yabo kunye nevenkile yokubhaka, bafudukela eMinnesota njengoovulindlela. Emva kwexesha bangena kumsebenzi wesekethe. Ngegama lokugqibela loMongami. zingena kanye.
Ibandla lethu eWisconsin nalo lalilincinci, malunga nabapapashi abangama-35. Njengoovulindlela abakhethekileyo, sasichitha iiyure ezili-150 ngenyanga kwinkonzo yasentsimini yaye ngamnye wayefumana i-50 yeedola ngenyanga kuMbutho, eyayifanele ihlawulele irente, ukutya, ukuthutha kunye neemfuno ezisisiseko. Siye safumanisa ukuba kunyanzelekile ukuba ukucoca izindlu kwisiqingatha semini veki nganye kuncedise umvuzo wethu.
Ngamanye amaxesha ndandifaka ingxelo yeBhayibhile esi-8 okanye esi-9 nyanga nganye. Oko kwakulilungelo kwaye kunzima. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba ngobunye ubulungiseleli bam abafundi abaninzi babengamaxhoba obundlobongela basekhaya. Kwiminyaka kamva, uninzi lwabafundi bam yayingabafazi abadala abanesifo sengqondo esixhalabisayo. Kwakungelo xesha kanye laxa abafundi bam beBhayibhile abahlanu bavuma unyaka omnye ukuba beze kwisidlo seNkosi kwiHolo yoBukumkani. Njengokuba ndingakhange ndikwazi ukuhlala onke amanenekazi kufutshane nam, ndacela omnye wodade wethu abadala ukuba enze ubuhlobo kwaye ancede omnye wabafundi. Khawufane ucinge indlela endothuka ngayo xa umntu endihlebela endlebeni yam ukuba umfundi wam utye isonka kwaye udade wethu osele ekhulile ebesedamini.
Njengokuba iminyaka yayihamba, ndandisetyenziswa kwiindawo ezithile zendibano ndize ndenziwe udliwanondlebe ngamava am okuba nguvulindlela kunye nobomi obude njengeNgqina. La malungu ayelilungelo elikhethekileyo kwaye ndandiwavuyela. Ndijonge ngasemva ngoku kwaye ndiyaqonda ukuba ziindlela ezifanelekileyo zokuqinisa umnqweno kabani 'wokuhlala emzileni'. Nokuba oko kuthetha ukungahoyi iimbophelelo zosapho njengokupheka ukutya okunesondlo, ukujongana nolondolozo lwekhaya olufunekayo, kunye nokunikela ingqalelo kwinto eyenzekayo emtshatweni wakho, kubomi babantwana bakho, okanye nakwimpilo kabani.
Njengomzekelo, kungekudala, bendiphuma ndingxamile ukuya emnyango kwiHolo yoBukumkani. Ndithe ndisabuyela umva kwindlela eya apho, ndeva isithonga. Nangona bendishiywa lixesha, ndithathe isigqibo sokuba kungcono ndijonge ukuba akukho mqobo na usendleleni. Kwakukho. Myeni wam! Wayekhe wagoba ukuze athathe iphephandaba. (Khange ndiyazi nokuba uphumile endlini.) Emva kokuba ndimncedile ndaphakama kwisamente, ndicela uxolo kakhulu, ndambuza ukuba uziva njani. Khange athethe nelimdaka. Ndilahlekile ukuba ndiza kwenza ntoni ngokulandelayo. Yiya kwinkonzo? Umthuthuzele? Wayehlala esithi, “Hamba. Hambani. ” Ndaye ndamshiya engena endlini ndakhawuleza ndahamba. Usizi, andithi?
Ke nantso: ngaphezulu kweminyaka engama-61 yokunikeza ingxelo qho ngenyanga; Iminyaka engama-20 ndikwinkonzo yoovulindlela abathe ngxi kunye ekhethekileyo; kunye nezinye, iinyanga ezininzi zekhefu / ubuvulindlela bobuncedani. Ndiye ndakwazi ukunceda abantu abamalunga neshumi elinesibini ukuba bahlulele ubomi babo kuYehova. Ndaziva ndililungelo elikhulu ukubakhokela ekukhuleni kwabo ngokomoya. Kodwa kule minyaka yakutshanje, ndiye ndathandabuza ukuba bendizilahlekisile.
Ukuvuka
Ndikholelwa kwelokuba uninzi lwamaNgqina kaYehova ngabantu abazinikeleyo, abanothando nabazincamayo. Ndiyabathanda kwaye ndiyabathanda. Andizanga kwisigqibo sam sokwahlukana nombutho ngokulula okanye ngokungakhathali; kungengenxa nje yokuba intombi yam nomyeni wam bebesele "bengasebenzi". Hayi, ndandikhathazekile kukushiya ubomi bam bangaphambili ixesha elide. Kodwa emva kokufunda okuninzi, uphando kunye nomthandazo, yile nto ndiyenzileyo. Kodwa kutheni ndigqibe kwelokuba ndenze ukhetho lwam esidlangalaleni?
Isizathu kukuba inyaniso ibaluleke kakhulu. UYesu wathi kuYohane 4:23 ukuba "abanquli abayinyaniso baya kumnqula uBawo ngoMoya nangenyaniso". Ndiyakholelwa ngamandla ukuba le nyaniso iyamelana novavanyo.
Enye imfundiso eyajika yaxoka sisibhengezo se-Watchtower esithi iArmagedon iya kubatshabalalisa bonke abangendawo ngo-1975. Ngaba bendiyikholelwa loo mfundiso ngelo xesha? Oh ewe! Nda. Ndikhumbula uMkhonzi wesekethe esixelela eqongeni ukuba kwakusele iinyanga ezingama-90 kuphela de kwangowe-1975. Mna nomama savuya ngenxa yokuqiniseka ukuba ngekhe sathenga enye imoto; okanye esinye isiliphu! Ndikhumbula ukuba ngo-1968 sayifumana le ncwadi, INyaniso ekhokelela kuBomi obuNaphakade. Saye sayalelwa ukuba sifike kuyo yonke le ncwadi kwiinyanga ezintandathu kunye nesifunda nabo iBhayibhile. Ukuba kukho nabani na ongaphumelelanga ukugcina isantya, kufuneka sibanciphise siye komnye umntu. Rhoqo ibisithi ndiyasilela ukugcina isantya!
Njengoko sisazi sonke, inkqubo yezinto engendawo ayizange iphele ngo-1975. Akuzange kube kudala ndanyaniseka ndazibuza: Ngaba ingcaciso yomprofeti wobuxoki kwiDuteronomi 18: 20-22 mayithathelwe ingqalelo, okanye hayi?
Nangona ndaye ndaziqinisekisa ukuba andimkhonzi uYehova ukuya kuthi ga kumhla othile, ndiyabona ukuba umbono wam wehlabathi watshintsha ngokuphela kuka-1975. NgoJanuwari ka-1976, ndayeka ubuvulindlela. Isizathu sam ngelo xesha yayiyimicimbi yezempilo. Kwakhona, bendifuna ukuba nabantwana ngaphambi kokuba nddala kakhulu. NgoSeptemba we-1979, umntwana wethu wokuqala wazalwa emva kweminyaka eli-11 sitshatile. Ndandineminyaka engama-34 umyeni wam wayeneminyaka engama-42.
Ukudibana kwam okokuqala neenkolelo zam kweza ngonyaka ka-1986. Umyeni wam we-JW weza nale ncwadi Ingxaki yesazela ndingene endlini. Bendicaphuka kakhulu. Sasisazi ukuba umbhali, uRaymond Franz, wayengumwexuki owaziwayo. Nangona wayelilungu leQumrhu Elilawulayo lamaNgqina kaYehova kangangeminyaka esithoba.
Ngokwenene bendisoyika ukufunda incwadi. Kodwa ukuthanda ukwazi kundifumene. Ndifunda isahluko esinye kuphela. Yayinesihloko esithi, "Imigangatho emiBini". Ibalisa ngentshutshiso eyoyikisayo eye yabanjwa ngabazalwana kwilizwe laseMalawi. Kwenze ukuba ndilile. Konke kungenxa yokuba iQumrhu Elilawulayo layalela abazalwana baseMalawi ukuba bame ngokuqinileyo, bangahlali kwezopolitiko kwaye bayala ukuthenga ikhadi le-1 leqela lezopolitiko.
Kwesi sahluko sikwincwadi kaFranz sinika ubungqina obubhaliweyo, kubandakanya neefotokopi zeeleta zeWatchtower ezazithunyelwa kwiKomkhulu laseNew York kwiOfisi yeSebe eMexico, malunga nalo mbandela wokungathathi cala kwezopolitiko. Babhala ukuba abazalwana baseMexico “banokulandela izazela zabo” ukuba bafuna ukulandela indlela eqhelekileyo yokunyoba amagosa aseMexico ukuze abanike "ubungqina" bokuba abazalwana bazifezekisile iimfuno eziyimfuneko ukuze bafumane iSazisi (iCartilla) soMkhosi Inkonzo. ICartilla yenza ukuba bakwazi ukufumana imisebenzi ehlawula ngcono kunye neepaspoti. Ezi leta zazidwelisiwe kwii-60s nazo.
Umhlaba wam wajika ngo-1986. Ndangena kuxinzelelo olungephi iiveki ezininzi. Ndihleli ndicinga, “Ayilunganga le nto. Oku akunakuba yinyani. Kodwa amaxwebhu akhona. Ngaba oku kuthetha ukuba kufuneka ndishiye inkolo yam? !! ” Ngelo xesha, ndandingumama ophakathi kunye nosana kwaye ndineminyaka emi-5 ubudala. Ndiqinisekile ukuba oku kube negalelo ekutyhaleni kwam esi sityhilelo emva kwengqondo yam kwaye ndikhubekile kwakhona kumgaqo wam osekiweyo.
I-Bogolins kunye no-Ali
Ixesha liqhubekile. Abantwana bethu bakhula batshata kwaye bekhonza uYehova kunye namaqabane abo. Njengoko umyeni wam wayengasebenzi kangangeenkulungwane, ndagqiba kwelokuba ndifunde iSpanish ndineminyaka engama-59 nditshintshe ndiye kwibandla leSpanish. Kwakuvuselela amandla. Abantu babenomonde kwisigama esitsha esilinganiselweyo, kwaye ndiyithanda inkcubeko. Ndalithanda ibandla. Ndenza inkqubela njengoko ndifunda ulwimi, ndaphinda ndaba nguvulindlela. Kodwa indlela ephithizelayo yayiphambi kwam.
Ngonyaka ka-2015, ndabuyela ekhaya ndivela kwintlanganiso yaphakathi evekini ndaza ndothuswa kukubona umyeni wam ebukele uMzalwana uGeoffrey Jackson kumabonwakude. IKhomishini yaseRoyal yase-Australia ibiphanda ukuphathwa / ukuphathwa gwenxa ngamaziko ohlukeneyo ezenkolo ngamatyala okuxhatshazwa ngokwesondo ngaphakathi kwabo I-ARC yayalela uMzalwana uJackson ukuba anikele ubungqina egameni leWatchtower Society. Ngokwemvelo, ndahlala phantsi ndaphulaphula. Ekuqaleni ndachukumiseka kukuzola kukaMzalwana uJackson. Kodwa xa ebuzwa liGqwetha, u-Angus Stewart, ukuba ngaba iQumrhu Elilawulayo le-Watchtower kuphela kwendlela uThixo ayisebenzisa kumhla wethu ukwalathisa uluntu, uMzalwana uJackson waphelelwa ngamandla. Emva kokuzama ukuphepha lo mbuzo kancinci, ekugqibeleni wathi: "Ndicinga ukuba ingayinto ekrwada kum ukuyithetha loo nto." Ndothuka! Ukukhukhumala?! Ngaba sasiyinkolo enye yinyaniso, okanye akunjalo?
Ndifundile kuphando lweKhomishini ukuba kukho i-1006 yamatyala abenzi bokuxhaphaza abantwana ngokwesondo e-Australia kuphela phakathi kwamaNgqina kaYehova. Kodwa ayisiyiyo noMNTU lowo ebexeliwe kwabasemagunyeni, kwaye uninzi lwabatyholwa abenzi bobubi khange bohlwaywe nangamabandla. Oko kwakuthetha ukuba amanye amaNgqina nabantwana abamsulwa babesemngciphekweni omkhulu.
Enye into ebibonakala ingakholeki ethe yafika kwinqaku lam, kwiphephandaba laseLondon elibizwa ngokuba yi "The Guardian", malunga nokuhlangana kwe-Watchtower ne-United Nations iminyaka eli-10 njengelungu le-NGO! (Umbutho ongekho phantsi kukaRhulumente) Inokuba kwenzeke ntoni kwimeko yethu yokungagungqi kwezopolitiko ?!
Kwakungo-2017 ndaye ekugqibeleni ndazinika imvume yokufunda Ingxaki yesazela NguRaymond Franz. Into yonke. Kunye nencwadi yakhe, Ukukhangela kwinkululeko yobuKristu.
Ngeli xesha, intombi yethu uAli yayisenza uphando olunzulu lwebhayibhile. Wayedla ngokuza endlwini endlwini enemibuzo yakhe. Ndandihlala ndiziqhelanisa kakuhle nephephabhuku le-Watchtower elalimenza ukuba ahambe-okwethutyana.
Kuninzi okunokukhankanywa ngezinye iimfundiso ze-Watchtower. Njengo: "Ukugqagqana / Ukuthanjiswa! Isizukulwana ”, okanye isiphithiphithi endisivayo ngokwala ukutofelwa igazi nokuba sekumnyam 'entla — kwanobomi bukabani — kodwa,' iincindi zegazi 'zilungile?
Iyandicaphukisa into yokuba iiHolo zoBukumkani zithengiswa ziphantsi kweenyawo zamabandla awahlukeneyo kwaye iingxelo zeakhawunti yeNdibano yeSekethe azicacanga malunga nokuba imali iya phi. Ngokwenene? Ixabisa i-10,000, 1 yeedola okanye ngaphezulu ukuhlawula iindleko zendibano yosuku olunye kwisakhiwo esele sihlawulelwe. Kodwa okona kubi kwakuseza kutyhilwa.
Ngaba uYesu Krestu nguMlamli wabali-144,000 kuphela abakhankanywe kwisiTyhilelo 14: 1,3? Yile nto ifundiswa yiMboniselo. Ngokusekelwe kule mfundiso, uMbutho uthi kuphela li-144,000 elifanele lithabathe kwimifuziselo ngexesha lokubhiyozela iSidlo seNkosi Sangokuhlwa. Nangona kunjalo, le mfundiso ichasene ngqo namazwi kaYesu akuYohane 6:53 apho athi: "Inene, inene, ndithi kuni, ukuba anithanga niyidle inyama yoNyana woMntu, nilisele igazi lakhe, aninabo ubomi kuni."
Kukuqonda oku nokwamkela amazwi kaYesu ngokwexabiso lawo endenze andaziqonda kum ngeNtwasahlobo yowama-2019 ndimemela abantu eSikhumbuzweni. Ndacinga, 'Kutheni singabamema nje size sibadimaze bangasamkeli isimemo sikaYesu?'
Andikwazi nje ukuyenza kwakhona. Yaphela njalo ke inkonzo yam yendlu ngendlu. Ngokuzithoba kunye nombulelo, nam ndiye ndaqala ukuthabatha kwimifuziselo.
Enye yezona myalelo zibuhlungu ezivela kwiQumrhu Elilawulayo iseti yemigaqo eyinxalenye yenkqubo yezomthetho yebandla. Nokuba umntu usivuma isono sakhe kumdala ukuze afumane uncedo kunye noncedo, abadala abathathu nangaphezulu kufuneka bahlale ekugwebeni loo mntu. Ukuba bagqiba kwelokuba "umoni" (asingabo bonke ??) akaguquki, bayalelwa- yincwadi yabucala egcinwe kakhulu efunyanwa kuphela ngabadala- ukuba bamgxothe ebandleni. Oku kubizwa ngokuba 'kukususwa kubudlelane'. Emva koko kwenziwa isaziso esiyimfihlelo ebandleni esithi “uSibani-bani akasenguye omnye wamaNgqina kaYehova.” Intelekelelo yasendle kunye nokuhleba kuyaqondakala ngokulandelayo njengoko ibandla ngokubanzi lingaqondi nto malunga nesibhengezo ngaphandle kokuba abasayi kuphinda banxibelelane nomntu obhengeziweyo. Umoni KUFUNEKA AXHWE.
Le mpatho gadalala nengabonakalisi luthando yile nto intombi yam igqithileyo kuyo. Umntu angayiva yonke intlanganiso yakhe "(engekho) yeNtlanganiso yezoMthetho nama-4 amaNgqina KaYehova Abadala" kwindawo yakhe ye-YouTube enesihloko “Ubhontsi ka-Ali”.
Ngaba le nkqubo iyachazwa eZibhalweni? Ngaba le yindlela awaziphatha ngayo uYesu umhlambi? Ngaba uYesu wayekhe axwaye mntu? Umntu kufuneka azenzele isigqibo.
Kungenxa yokuba kukho umsantsa omkhulu wokuthembeka phakathi kwezinto iQumrhu Elilawulayo elizibonisa esidlangalaleni kunye noko kuthethwa yiBhayibhile. IQumrhu Elilawulayo lamadoda asibhozo azimisela kweso sikhundla ngo-2012. Ngaba uYesu akazange amiselwe njengentloko yebandla kwiminyaka engama-2000 eyadlulayo?
Ngaba kubalulekile kumaNgqina kaYehova ukuba ibinzana elithi “IQumrhu Elilawulayo” alikho naseBhayibhileni? Ngaba kubalulekile ukuba ibinzana elinxitywe kakuhle kwiimpapasho zeWT, "ikhoboka elithembekileyo neliyingqondi", livela kube kanye eBhayibhileni? Kwaye kubonakala ngathi ngumzekeliso wokuqala kwemine ayinikayo uYesu kwisahluko sama-24 sikaMateyu? Ngaba iyakhathala into yokuba, sinye kuphela isicatshulwa seBhayibhile esivelise inkcazo yokuzenzela into yokuba iqela elincinci lamadoda zizixhobo ezikhethwe nguThixo ezilindele ukuthobela kunye nokunyaniseka kumhlambi wehlabathi?
Yonke le micimbi ingentla ayisiyonto mncinci. Le yimiba apho ikomkhulu lisebenzisa izigqibo, liprinta olo xwebhu kuncwadi lwalo, kwaye lilindele ukuba amalungu alandele le leta. Izigidi zabantu, ezinobomi babo obuchaphazeleka ngeendlela ezininzi ezingalunganga, kuba becinga ukuba benza le nto ifunwa nguThixo.
Le yeminye yemicimbi eye yandinyanzela ukuba ndibuze imibuzo emininzi kunye nemigaqo-nkqubo ebendiyamkela amashumi eminyaka kwaye ndiyifundisa njenge "nyaniso". Nangona kunjalo, emva kophando kunye nofundo olunzulu lweBhayibhile kunye nomthandazo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndihambe kwintlangano endiyithandayo nalapho ndikhonze uThixo ngenzondelelo iminyaka engama-61. Ke ndizifumana phi namhlanje?
Ngokuqinisekileyo ubomi bujikajika ngendlela engaqhelekanga. Ndiphi namhlanje? "Qhubeka nokufunda". Kwaye ngenxa yoko, ndiye ndasondela kwiNkosi yam uYesu Krestu, uBawo wam, kunye nezibhalo kunangaphambili ebomini bam; Izibhalo ezivulelekileyo kum ngendlela emangalisayo kunye emangalisayo.
Ndiyaphuma esithunzini soloyiko lwam lombutho othi, enyanisweni, ukhuthaze abantu ukuba baphuhlise izazela zabo. Okubi nangakumbi, ngumbutho apho la madoda asibhozo athabathela indawo yobuntloko bukaKristu Yesu. Ndiyathemba ukuthuthuzela nokukhuthaza abanye abasokolayo kuba besoyika ukubuza imibuzo. Ndikhumbuza abantu ukuba uYESU "uyindlela, nenyaniso, nobomi", hayi umbutho.
Iingcamango zobomi bam bakudala zisenam. Ndiyabakhumbula abahlobo bam emhlanganweni. Bambalwa kakhulu abafikelele kum, kwaye emva koko, ngokufutshane.
Andibagxeki. Kutshanje la mazwi akwiZenzo 3: 14-17 andothuse kakhulu ngokubaluleka kwamazwi kaPetros kumaJuda. Kwivesi 15 uPetros wathetha phandle wathi: "Umbulele uMmeli oyiNtloko wobomi." Kodwa kwivesi 17 uqhubeke wathi, "Kwaye ngoku, bazalwana, ndiyazi ukuba nenze ngokungazi." Wowu! Ngaba wayenobubele kangakanani?! UPetros wayenovelwano ngokwenene ngamanye amaYuda.
Nam ndenze ngokungazi. Ngaphezu kweminyaka engama-40 eyadlulayo, ndamphepha udade endandimthanda ngokwenene ebandleni. Wayekrelekrele, ehlekisa kwaye ekhusela kakuhle iBhayibhile. Ngesiquphe, wapakisha ZONKE iincwadi zakhe zeWatchtower waza wazishiya ngasemva; kuquka INguqulelo Yehlabathi Elitsha yeBhayibhile. Andazi kutheni emkile nje. Zange ndimbuze.
Okulusizi kukuba, ndaye ndamphepha omnye umhlobo olungileyo kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini eyadlulayo. Wayengomnye waba “Ntombi bakaJepthah” abathathu endandinguvulindlela kunye naye kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo. Waba nguvulindlela okhethekileyo iminyaka emihlanu eIowa, yaye sasinayo imbalelwano eyonwabisayo nemnandi kangangeminyaka. Emva koko ndafumanisa ukuba akasayi kwiintlanganiso. Uye wandibhalela ezinye zeempapasho zakhe ezineemfundiso zeMboniselo. Ndizifundile. Kodwa ndabagxotha ndingakhange ndicinge kakhulu, ndayiyeka imbalelwano yam kunye naye. Ngamanye amagama, ndimyekile. 🙁
Njengoko bendiphaphama kwiingcamango ezininzi, ndakhangela ileta yakhe yokuchaza. Ukuyifumana kwam, ndazimisela ukucela uxolo kuye. Ngomzamo othile, ndifumana inombolo yakhe yefowuni ndambiza. Wasamkela ngobubele kwaye ngobubele wasamkela isicelo sam. Ukusukela ngoko saba neeyure ezingapheliyo zeencoko ezinzulu zebhayibhile kwaye sihleka malunga neenkumbulo ezimnandi zeminyaka yethu kunye. Ngendlela, akukho namnye kwaba bahlobo babini abagxothiweyo ebandleni okanye bohlwaywa nangayiphi na indlela. Kodwa ndiyithathile ukuze ndibancame.
Okubi nangakumbi, kwaye eyona nto ibuhlungu kunazo zonke, ndayiphepha eyam intombi kwiminyaka eyi-17 eyadlulayo. Usuku lomtshato wakhe lolunye lwezona mini zibuhlungu ebomini bam. Ngoba bendingenakuba naye. Intlungu kunye nokungaqondi kakuhle okuhamba nokwamkela loo mgaqo-nkqubo kwandikhathaza ixesha elide. Kodwa kukude emva kwethu ngoku. Ndinebhongo ngaye. Kwaye sinolwalamano olukhulu ngoku.
Enye into endizisela uvuyo olukhulu ngamaqela amabini eeveki ngeeveki ezifundwayo kunye nabantu abavela eCanada, e-UK, e-Australia, e-Itali, nakwamanye amazwe ase-US. Kwelinye, eyabaseRoma, ivesi nevesi. Sithelekisa iinguqulelo zeBhayibhile kunye neenkcazo. Asivumelani ngayo yonke into. Kwaye akukho namnye othi simele. Aba bathathi-nxaxheba baye baba ngabantakwethu noodadewethu, kunye nabahlobo bam abalungileyo.
Ndifunde okuninzi kakhulu kwindawo ye-YouTube ebizwa ngokuba ziiPackets zeBeroe. Amaxwebhu afundiswa ngamaNgqina kaYehova athelekiswa noko kuthethwa yiBhayibhile.
Okokugqibela, ndonwabile ndichitha ixesha elininzi nomyeni wam. Ufike kwizigqibo ezininzi kwiminyaka engama-40 eyadlulayo endandisandula ukuzamkela. Ebengasebenzi kule minyaka ingama-40, kodwa khange abelane kakhulu nam ngelo xesha ngezinto azifumeneyo. Mhlawumbi ngenxa yentlonelo yokuqhubeka kwam ndinenzondelelo nombutho; okanye mhlawumbi kuba ndimxelele kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo ngelixa iinyembezi zisehla ezidleleni zam ukuba andicingi ukuba angayidlula iArmagedon. Ngoku kuyavuyisa "ukukhetha ingqondo yakhe" kwaye sincokole ngeBhayibhile. Ndiyakholelwa kungenxa yeempawu zakhe zobuKristu ngaphezulu kwezam ukuba sihlale sitshatile iminyaka engama-51.
Ndithandazela ngokunyaniseka usapho lwam kunye nabahlobo abasele bezinikele “kwikhoboka”. Nceda, wonke umntu, enze olwakho uphando kunye nophando. INYANISO IYAQHUTYELWA NESAYENSI. Kuthatha ixesha, ndiyazi. Nangona kunjalo, mna kufuneka ndithobele isilumkiso esifumaneka kwiNdumiso 146: 3 "Musani ukukholosa ngeenkosana, Nonyana womntu ongakwaziyo ukusindisa." (NWT)
Molo, ndifuna nje ukubulela ngokwabelana ngamava akho. Kuyakhuthaza kakhulu.
molo uSheryl Mhle ukuva ibali lakho lemigodi ifana kakhulu ndikwiminyaka yam yama-50 ngoku kwaye ndikhulele enyanisweni ndasebenza kwi-bethel, uvulindlela okhethekileyo, umdala, wakhonza apho imfuneko yayinkulu khona, njl. ubhuti osekhulile kwaye kamva ebomini kwiminyaka yakhe ye-20s uye wajongana naye kwaye waxelela abazali bakhe, kwakuyimbali elinye elidala dont rock inqanawa, gcina uxolo, funda kuyo, kwaye awuzange ufe njl, unyaka wokuqala sitshatile Ubomi bendisisithethi sakhe... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Molo thetha, ndinikina intloko nje emva kokufunda ibali lakho. Owu, ndiyayikholelwa. Ndisandula ukufunda ingxelo evela kuMark O'Donnell (John Redwood) malunga namatyala amaninzi eMontana. Imbi kakhulu. Unjani ngoku nomfazi wakho? Ushiye nini i-org? Ndicinga ukuba umkile. ?? Imeyile yam idweliswe apha ngasentla. Intliziyo yam ibuhlungu kuthi sonke esiye saphathwa gadalala. Ngesondo nangenye indlela.
UHola Sheryl,
Me ha gustado tu uzoefuencia, es muy animadora!
I-comentas que nxaxheba kwi-un un grupo de estudio bíblico en línea en español analizando la Carta de Santiago. Meacisaría verlo y inxaxhebaar ued Ipesenti compartir cómo acceder al sitio?
Imuchas Gracias
Hayi tengo mucha uzoefuencia con tecnología. UPero Hermano Walter puede ayudarte, Hermano.
beroeanmeetings @ gmail.com
Sawubona uSheryl, ndiyakhuthazeka kakhulu ngempendulo oyifumene kumava akho. Yimbali entle. Unyanisekile kakhulu kwaye uyachukumisa. Ngaphezu kwako konke, andinakucinga ukuba ayibonwanga ngabahlobo bakho abaninzi kunye nabantu obaqhelileyo kumbutho. Yenye into xa iNgqina eliseludinini lishiya umhlambi, kodwa kungenye into xa umzalwana okanye udade okhutheleyo okhutheleyo ixesha elide ehamba ngenxa yesazela. Kuya kufuneka ibe nefuthe elihle nakwabanye abanamathandabuzo anyanisekileyo kwaye bayayithanda inyaniso. Ixesha libalulekile ngokunjalo. Umgama ekuhlaleni ubekwe njenge... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
<Enkosi Eric. Ingxelo ibe ngaphezu kokumangalisa. Abanye baye babhala iinguqulelo ezimfutshane zamabali abo, yaye ndiyaluva uthando lwabo ngoYehova noYesu nentlungu yohambo lwabo.
Enkosi kakhulu kuwe noWalter kunye nomguquleli, ekunokwenzeka ukuba wazi buqu. Sikhe satshintshiselana ngentliziyo. Ndinetyala kuni nonke. Ayisiyiyo yenkxaso ondinike yona kule projekthi. Ngokufudumeleyo, uSheryl… Yay. Ndifumene indlela yokuphendula! kwaye ndafumana iphepha leSpanish apha.
UMelvin, uluvo lwakho malunga nokuziqhelanisa noluntu lubalulekile kum ngoku. Ndisoloko ndinamathandabuzo ngezinye zeemfundiso zeJW, endicinga ukuba zindithintele ekubhaptizweni de kube ngunyaka ophelileyo, nangona ndikhuliswe njengeJW. Nangona kunjalo, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ayikho inkolo egqibeleleyo kwaye zonke ziya kuba neemfundiso ezithile ezingavumelaniyo, okoko nje ndivumayo ngobuninzi beemfundiso zeJW kwaye ndinokuzixhasa ngebhayibhile, ndiya kuba ndilungile ngokuba yiJW. Incoko yakutshanje ngemeko yabafi yandishukumisela ukuba ndikhangele... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Dade othandekayo, enkosi kakhulu ngokwabelana ngebali lakho. Libali lothando lukaThixo nomonde wakhe. Kum kuyakhuthaza kwaye komeleza ukholo lwam. INkosi uYesu ayiyi kulahlekelwa nayigusha yayo. Nawe, uSheryl. UYesu uyazi iintliziyo zabantu bonke kwaye wayesazi ukuba uyamthanda. UThixo ukubonile lonke eli xesha lide, kwaye ngokuthe ngcembe, inyathelo nenyathelo, ukukhokelele kwinyani yokwenyani, enguYesu Krestu (Yohane 14: 6). Kwiinyanga ezintlanu ezidlulileyo ndibhalile ngomonde kubantakwethu noodadewethu bePIMI JW, kuba yindlela endiziva ngayo (https://beroeans.net/2019/11/06/ina-irby-hands-in-her-letters-of-disassociation / # Izimvo-22605). Kwaye ndiyabulela kuThixo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
À USheryl et Ali Je vous avais vides dans un témoignage vidéo, toi et ta fille, avant de lire ton récit sur la la des des Béréens. I-J'ai eu vralent le cœur serré, inqanaba lesiseko libangelwe yitoni. Nous savons tous que nous parlons de l'engagement sincère d'une vie, et tu en témoignes. Ce n'est pas rien! Motionnellement, c'est très éprouvant, de supporter une rupture oblatoire et non concentie des liens fraternels avec ceux que iinjongo ezintle. Isikhuselo du GB oblige! Tu as préféré être maltraitée et dire la vérité, en suivant la voix de Christ. UJean 18... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
UYohane 18:37 sisibhalo esibalaseleyo. Enkosi ngokundikhumbuza ngayo.
Siyabonga kakhulu
Sheryl, enkosi kakhulu ngokwabelana esidlangalaleni ngebali lakho. Ubukhuthazo kwiingxoxo zethu ezikwi-intanethi ezikwi-intanethi, kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ibali lakho elipapashwe apha liyakunceda abanye abaninzi. Sisigqibo esikhulu nesibuhlungu emva kobomi bokuba yiJW esebenzayo kakhulu ukuhamba. Ibali lakho lelinye lezinto ezininzi ezindincedileyo, kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba ziyakunceda ezinye iiJW ezisebenzayo, ukubona ukuba ukukhula ngokwenyani kokomoya, kunye nokunxulumana nabazalwana / noodade abathembekileyo nabanothando sisipho esisifumana ngokwabantu ngabanye ngokulandela uKrestu kuphela (Yohane 14: 6). Ukulahla iimfuno ezihlala zinomsindo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Ndiva uthando lwabantakwethu noodadewethu abatsha, uMike. Enkosi ngamazwi akho obubele. Izimvo zabo bonke kwiqela lethu kwaye nazi iimpendulo kwimithandazo yam.
Sheryl endiyithandayo, Enkosi ngokwabelana nawe ngebali. Intonga yam kunye nam apho ndichukunyiswe yiyo. Siyanithanda ngenkalipho yenu kwaye ibonisa ngokucacileyo ukuba akunakuze kufike ixesha lokuba umntu eze enyanisweni. Inye kuphela nenyaniso eseBhayibhileni ehlaziyayo necacileyo. Ibonisa ukuba siyakwazi ukumshiya umntu owenze iimfundiso kwaye sakhe ukholo lwethu kuKristu. Sinebali kwakhona kwaye kungumnqweno wam ukuba sabelane esidlangalaleni. Iindleko zokuphulukana nabantwana bethu (ngokweendlela zokuphepha)... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Enkosi ngokundxhasa.
Désolée uthele la répétition.
Ukuxhaphaka kweMauvaise!
Muy alentadora experiencia y gran esto deñida. La "organización" ha maltratado bastante a nuestras hermanas. Ahora, tenemos los varones, la Respabilidad de hacerlas sentir libres, respetadas y protegidas. Las hermanas son las flores del jardín de Dios y con tal ternura deben ser cuidadas. IHermana Sheryl, mi admiración y respeto por su valentía, ojalá y hubiera más hermanas y hermanos como Usted. El ejemplo de su esposo es bastante yípítivo: de forma silenciosa la respetó a Usted sin interferir… una gran muestra de amor, sin duda alguna, tuvo la paciencia de esperarla a Usted. Ngamanye amazwi... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Me encanta la expression "las flores del jardín de Dios". Ndiyilungele, i-hermano mio. Eres un umfundisi genuino. Y Gracias por las palabras muy alentadoras sobre mi esposo.
Bazalwana noodadewethu abathandekayo, Izimvo zenu zindikhuthaze kakhulu. Bendisazi ukuba uphandle. Kodwa bendingazi ukuba bangaphi kuni! Kodwa kumgaqo-nkqubo wokuthintela, ndiziva ndiqinisekile ukuba uninzi ngakumbi luya kuza ngaphambili. Besivaliwe. Pero, akukho más!
Iyandikhuthaza ke, indithathe phantse iminyaka engama-40, kwaye into eqala ukundivusa yayikukuhanahanisa kweMalawi naseMexico, indlela endandivakalelwa ngayo ngabo bazalwana noodade baseMalawi, kulapho bendiqala khona uphando lwam ndiyabulela dadewethu othandekayo ngamabali asuka entliziyweni. ndiyabulela kakhulu kwaye ndiluncedo.
Enkosi ngokwabelana. Qhubeka nokuhamba kwinkululeko yakho yokwenene kuKristu.
Enkosi Sheryl, enkosi kakhulu ku-dade wam kuKristu, ngokwabelana ngobu bungqina bokholo lwakho nothando lwakho kuBawo wethu waseZulwini kunye noNyana wakhe othandekayo, uMsindisi wethu uYesu Krestu. Ukholo lwakho kunye nokuzinikela kuThixo kukungabi kumkhonzi ohleli kwisihlalo sikaMoses ngelixa usala amakholwa inkululeko yawo kuKristu kwaye ubambe usapho kunye nabahlobo ngokubanjwa. Ngamana uYehova anganisikelela anigcine, wanga angakusikelela uthando enilubonisayo kwabanye, kunye nokholo oluqinileyo enilubonisayo, dade othandekayo. Enkosi ngamava akho amangqina kwaye... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
I-LV Reyes! Un caballero akukho menciona la edad de une uharibifu! =)
Iphepha lama-453 le-ISOCF ……………. “KaJulayi 15, 1957, IMboniselo. Inqaku elinomxholo othi “UMoya Oyingcwele — Ngaba Ngumntu Wesithathu KaBathathu Emnye Okanye Ngamandla KaThixo Asebenzayo?” ineli binzana (iphepha 431): Ukuba umoya oyingcwele uyalingana noYehova uThixo, njengoko kusitsho isiVumo Sokholo sika-Athanasius, nokuba ubathathu emnye uyimfundiso esisiseko yenkolo yobuKrestu, njengoko isitsho iThe Catholic Encyclopedia, ngaba asinakulindela ukuba Izinto ukuba zichazwe ngokucacileyo ngamagama amaninzi ebhayibhileni? Kwaye oku akubanga njalo ingakumbi xa kusithiwa imfundiso yokuba uThixo uneziqu ezithathu iyiyo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Enkosi ngokwabelana ngale nto. Kuyanceda nyhani ukundikhumbuza ngendlela abanokukhohliseka ngayo abantu kunye nentliziyo enyanisekileyo. UbungumKristu onenzondelelo ngakumbi kunam kwaye ngokungathandabuzekiyo uyakukugqala njengentsika ebandleni. Ukuva amabali afana nawe akho naka-Eric kundenza ndingabi nabukrakra iminyaka. Abachithwanga kwaye ndikwinkampani entle kakhulu. Iyandikhumbuza ukuba ndingalwi nabangafundanga.
TY. Ndiyavuma. Ukusukela kuyo yonke loo minyaka ndifundiswe ukuba nomonde ngakumbi kwabanye ngoku .. Kwaye ndisebenza ekususeni olona hlobo lubi lokugweba.
Sawubona Sheryl, yintoni ebonisa ukuba unesibindi sokwabelana nabo bonke ngeli xesha lokuvusa ebomini bakho njengekhoboka leJW, ikhoboka le-WT, NGOKUTHANDA kakhulu ngale nto kukho iindawo ezininzi zebali lakho lokwenyani endinokunxibelelana nalo kwaye ndiziva ndilungile endiye ndayiyeka xa ndakwenza nangona yayiyiminyaka eli-10 kuphela yobomi bam endandikuyo njengomhlali omkhulu, uThixo akusikelele.
Molo uSheryl. ngokokubala kwam wawuneminyaka engama-71 okanye malunga no-2015-6. Ke uneminyaka efanayo nam. Ndicinga ukuba ukuba nexesha elingakumbi ebomini kuyasivumela ukuba sime, sicinge, kwaye senze uphando. I-2015 imalunga nexesha eliqale ukuvuka, kwaye bekukho kule ndawo ukusukela oko. Zonke izinto ozikhulisayo, ndizithathele ingqalelo, kubandakanya neencwadi ezimbini zikaRay. Ndingadibanisa ubuxoki ngeBulgaria ngokunxulumene ne "indawo yokuhlala enobuntu" ekubhekiselwe kuyo kwiphepha le-152 lencwadi yemithetho yoBukumkani, kwaye ndifumana inani elandayo lokuguqulelwa ngabom... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Hmmmm. Ngakumbi shenanigans?
Sheryl, enkosi kakhulu ngokwabelana ngale nto. Xa ndandiphantsi kwempembelelo yoMbutho, ndandiye ndicinge ukuba "abawexuki" kufuneka babe ngabezomthetho ababefuna ukuvukela kwaye babefuna ukuzenzela eyabo imithetho, besala isikhokelo sokuziphatha kwizibhalo. Isenokuba njalo nakwezinye iimeko, kodwa ndiye ndadibana naliphi na inani lamaNgqina kaYehova awayezinikele, kwaye baphila ubomi obungumzekelo njengamaKristu. Kwiipuzzle zeBeroean, ndifunde amazwi abantu abaninzi abanjalo, amaNgqina anyanisekayo ayeka ukunxulumana ngenxa yokuba efuna inyaniso kwaye engazange aphenjelelwe ziimfundiso.... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Kuyavuyisa ukubona, akunjalo? Kuluvuyo kumava. Kutheni ndingazange ndijoyine umyeni wam ekupheleni kwiminyaka engama-40 eyadlulayo! Ngenxa yokuba engandixelelanga icebo lakhe! Hayi.