Igama lam ndinguAva. Ndaba liNgqina likaYehova elibhaptiziweyo ngo-1973, kuba ndandicinga ukuba ndilufumene unqulo lokwenyaniso olumela uThixo uSomandla. Ngokungafaniyo noninzi lwenu olukhulele embuthweni, ndikhulele kwikhaya elingenanto yakwenza nokomoya, ngaphandle kokuxelelwa ukuba ndingumKatolika, kuba utata wam wayengasebenzi. Kwelinye icala ndinokuqiniseka ukuba kangangezihlandlo ezininzi intsapho yakowethu yayisiya eMthendelekweni wamaKatolika. Ndandingazi nto ngeBhayibhile, kodwa xa ndandineminyaka eli-12 ndaqalisa ukufuna uThixo kwiinkonzo zonqulo. Ukufuna kwam injongo, intsingiselo, kunye nokuba kutheni kukho ububi obuninzi emhlabeni, kwakungapheli. Ngeminyaka eyi-22, nditshatile, kwaye umama wamawele-inkwenkwe nentombazana-ndandisisiciko esicocekileyo sokufundisa, kwaye ii-JWs zazineempendulo-ndacinga njalo. Umyeni wam akazange avume kwaye wakwazi ukufikelela kwimisebenzi epapashiweyo kaRussell noRutherford ngosisi osele ekhulile we-JW ngelo xesha, ke ngoko wacela umngeni kumzalwana nodade owayefunda nam.
Ndiyakhumbula, ngelo xesha, ndibabuza malunga nezo ziprofeto zisilelayo, kodwa ndadibana neenzame zokundiphambukisa kwaye zindoyikise ngengcinga yokuba uSathana needemon zakhe babephangela ekufumaneni kwam inyani-ukuwenza buhlungu umoya ukuze thetha. Bandiyalele ukuba ndiyilahle yonke ingqokelela yomculo emgqomeni, kuba babeqinisekile ukuba ezo ngxelo ziyingxaki; ezo kunye nenani elincinci lezinye izinto ezinokuthi zingene emakhayeni ethu zivela kubantu abanokusebenzelana nemimoya. Ndinyanisa, bendisazi ntoni?! Babonakala benolwazi. Ndandiqala ukuva ngoSathana needemon zakhe. Ewe kunjalo, ngolu gcino lukholisayo lwezibhalo, kutheni ndingabacela umngeni ngakumbi.
Kunyaka kamva, ndandisiya kuzo zonke iintlanganiso kwaye ndithatha inxaxheba kwinkonzo. Ndiyikhumbula kakuhle i-fiasco yowe-1975. Yonke into — isifundo sencwadi esasisigubungelayo, iimagazini zethu IMboniselo kwaye UVukani—kugxilwe kuloo mhla. Ndikhumbula ndisiva uFred Franz kwindibano yokuqala endaya kuyo. Ndandingumntu wangaphandle ndimamele ngela xesha. Ukutsho ngoku ukuba umbutho awuzange ufundise kwaye ufundise isikhundla kunye nefayile kunye nenkolelo bubuxoki obungenakucingwa.
Ukuba mtsha, ndatshintshelwa ngokulula kwingqondo yabo yelo xesha, nangona ndandingaqinisekanga ngokupheleleyo. Ngenxa yokuba ndandilusana enyanisweni, bandiyalela ukuba ndiyifihle de umoya undinike ukuqonda okuyinyaniso. Ndathemba ukuba, ngesiseko sokuba ndiza kunikwa ukuqonda njengoko ndandiqhubela phambili enyanisweni. Ndathobela ngokungaboni.
Ndizama ukungena kumbutho obonakala ujolise kwiintsapho ezisekelekileyo. Ndandihlukile kwaye ndaziva ndingafanelanga, kwaye bendihlala ndikholelwa ukuba umyeni wam angabona 'inyani' kwaye ayenze eyakhe, imithandazo yam yolonwabo ingaphendulwa. Ndingakonwabela ubudlelwane obusondeleyo ezi ntsapho babenabo kunye nezijikelezo zabo zangaphakathi zezinye iintsapho ezizinikeleyo. Ndiyakhumbula ndiziva ngathi ndingumntu wangaphandle ndifuna ukuba nobushushu, ukukhuseleka endicinga ukuba abanye banako. Ndandifuna ukuba lilungu lentsapho yam entsha, kuba ndashiya intsapho yam ngenxa yenyaniso. (Imayini yayingenakufudumala kwaye i-fuzzy)
Ngandlel 'ithile, ndandisoloko ndisokola — ndingaze ndiphumelele. Ndikholelwe ukuba ndiyingxaki. Kwakhona, ndandinengxaki enzulu endingazange ndiyityhile nakubani na ngelo xesha. Ndandisoyika ukwenza umsebenzi wendlu ngendlu. Ndandisoyika de lwavuleka olo cango, ndingazi ukuba yintoni esemva kwalo. Ndandisoyika. Ngokwenene bendicinga ukuba ikho into engahambanga kakuhle kukholo lwam, kuba andikwazi kulawula uvalo olwaqala xa kulindeleke ukuba ndingene emnyango ndisenkonzweni.
Andizange ndiyazi ukuba le ngxaki inemvelaphi esekwe kunxunguphalo ebangelwa kukukhula kwam. Omnye umdala owayengenabubele wakuqaphela oko waza wandigculela ngenxa yokungakwazi kwam ukoyisa uloyiko lwam. Undindwendwele kwaye wandicebisa ukuba uMoya oyiNgcwele awusebenzi kum, kwaye nokuba ndingongendawo, phantsi kwempembelelo kaSathana. Ndandixheleke kakhulu. Uye wandixelela ke ukuba mandingathethi ngotyelelo lwakhe kwabanye. Lo mdala wayengazi wayemdala kwaye wayegweba ngokuqatha. Emva kwexesha, ndamxelela umdala endimhloniphayo, kodwa emva kokuyeka umbutho. Waqwalaselwa ngelo xesha. Ngokunyaniseka, ndiyibona njengemeko apho iimfama zikhokela iimfama. Sonke sasingaboni kwaye singazi nto.
Abantwana bam abane babeyibona le nkolo njengehlazo elibangele ukuba bazive bengengabo. Bahlukile kunabo bonke abanye abantwana (ababengengabo iJW) ababefunda nabo esikolweni. Babuya mva nje bakufikelela ebudaleni, (kwiminyaka yeshumi elivisayo) kuba babengakholelwa kuyo kwaphela. Abantwana bam baqaqambile kwaye bagqwesa esikolweni, kwaye umbono wokungafumani mfundo kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo kwaye ube ngumsebenzi nje ukuze uziphilise, engqondweni yabo, bubudenge. Ewe umyeni wam ofundileyo wayeziva ngendlela efanayo. Ukukhula kwikhaya elahluleleneyo bekuneengxaki zalo, kwaye beziva ukuba bavinjelwe ubuntwana obuqhelekileyo.
Ndaziva ndonganyelwe kwaye ndacela uncedo kubadala xa abantwana bebancinci. Isibini esithandekayo, abathunywa bevangeli ababuyela ekhaya bevela ePakistan, babathatha abantwana bam kwaye bafunda ngokuthembeka kunye nabo, babakhathalele ngokungathi ngababo, kwaye bandinceda ngalo lonke ixesha ndizabalaza ebomini bam ukufikelela.
Ewe kunjalo, kukho abantu abathembekileyo, abahle abamthanda ngokwenyani uBawo kunye nonyana wakhe kwaye bancama ixesha labo emsebenzini wothando. Ngenxa yabo ndahlala ixesha elide. Ekugqibeleni kodwa, ndaqala ukubona ukukhanya. Ngokukodwa emva kokuba ndifudukele eKelowna. BC Ndize embuthweni ndinenkolo yokuba ndiza kuva "uthando" olo luphawu oluchaza amaKristu okwenyani. Oku khange kube njalo.
Ndiyaqonda ukuba babekhona abantu abalungileyo, kwaye ngenxa yabo bantu banyanisekileyo nabanyanisekileyo, ndahlala iminyaka engama-23 ndikumbutho, ndicinga ukuba ndiza kuzama nje ngokuzimisela, kwaye konke kuya kulunga ukuba ndilindele nje kuYehova. Ndithathe isimilo esingqongileyo kubantu abangafezekanga, ndingaze ndicinge ukuba lo mbutho ukhethekileyo unokuba bubuxoki ngokupheleleyo. Nokuba sele kudlule iminyaka engama-20 ndingabikho kwaphela, andinakuze ndithethe nto ngokuchasene neQumrhu Elilawulayo, kuba ndisoyika ukuba ndiphosakele ngovavanyo lwam, kwaye ngekhe ndixolelwe. Ukoyika ukuba uwexuko.
Zonke izinto zitshintshile xa ndifunda, kwiminyaka embalwa eyadlulayo, ukuba iQumrhu Elilawulayo unayo ide facto umgaqo-nkqubo wokungajiki koovimba ngokwesondo kwabasemagunyeni. Amaxhoba amaninzi ngoku afuna ukuba phandle ukuze kukhuselwe abanye abafana nabo. Bafuna uxanduva lokuphendula kunye nemali yokuhlawulela unyango olufunekayo oluya kuthi, ekugqibeleni, lubabize intywenka yemali. Kuthatha iminyaka ukubuyela kwimeko yesiqhelo ngokuxhomekeke kwimeko. Ngokuqinisekileyo yatsala ingqalelo yam njengoko uza kubona.
Phambi kokuba ndiyifunde loo nto, andizukujonga kwi-intanethi ndifunde ukuba abanye bathini ngombutho. UMzalwan 'uRaymond Franz wanditsala, ngenxa yokungakhathali nokunganyaniseki xa wayethetha ngabanye abantu, kuquka neQumrhu Elilawulayo. Ndizamile ukujonga ngenye imini inani lezicatshulwa kwincwadi yakhe kwaye bendimangalisiwe kwinqanaba lokunyaniseka nokuthobeka kwezimvo zakhe. Oku kwakungenguye uwexuko. Lo wayefuna inyaniso; indoda eyakumela ngokungenaloyiko into elungileyo, kungakhathaliseki iindleko.
Ekugqibeleni ndahamba ngo-1996 ndaza ndayeka ukuzimasa ndingakhange nditsho ukuba kutheni. Xa ndatyelelwa emva konyaka ngumdala endandi mhlonipha, kunye nomveleli wesiphaluka, ndaphendula ndathi, "Andilungelanga. Andikwazi nokushumayela kwindlu ngendlu ngenxa yengxaki yam." Ndithe abazalwana noodade balinganiselwa ixesha abalichitha kwinkonzo yasentsimini kwaye bagwetywa njengababuthathaka ukuba abakwazi ukuqhubeka nabanye. Emva koko bazamile ukundomeleza ukuba ndikhumbula kwaye ndithandwa kangakanani, ndathi, “Ayisiyiyo le ndiyifumene; hayi ngelixa bendisiya ezintlanganisweni, hayi ngoku. Ndithintelwa phantse ngawo onke amalungu ngenxa yokuba ndiyekile ukuya kwiintlanganiso nakwiindibano. Olu asilo thando. ”
Akukho kwanto ndiyenzileyo, kodwa ke ndagwetywa njengongafanelekanga ukuba ndingaqondwa. Wowu! Yayindivule amehlo leyo. Abanye babantu abakhe bagweba andizange ndibazi ngamaNgqina kaYehova. Ndiyakhumbula ndisenkonzweni novulindlela owahlonitshwa kakhulu owathi, emva kokuphuma kwindlela eya "engekho ekhaya" eyayine-carport engacacanga, wathi, "Kulungile, asifuni bantu bangcolileyo ngoluhlobo umbutho wethu ococekileyo ngoku, andibi kunjalo? ” Ndothuka!
Andizange ndikhankanye isiprofetho esasileleyo sowe-1975, okanye imfundiso esileleyo yesizukulwana sowe-1914, okanye into yokuba umntwana ophethe gadalala ehleli ngaphesheya kweepaseji kum kwiNdibano yesiThili, emva kokuba ixhoba eliselula elikwishumi elivisayo lazisa ngokuxhatshazwa kwakhe ngabadala ebandleni lethu — nto leyo abasilelayo ukuyixela kwabasemagunyeni !. Oko kwandothusa. Ndixelelwe ngempatho-mbi ngomhlobo osenyongweni wosapho lwexhoba. Ndayazi le ntombazana kunye nomhlaseli wakhe (endandiqonda ukuba akathembekanga, ukususela ngomhla wokuqala ndidibana naye). Wahlala ke apho, kunye nebandla labazalwana noodade kunye nabantwana babo abangazi nto ngayo. Kodwa ndenzile.
Ndaphuma kuloo ndibano ndilila, ndingaze ndiphinde ndibuye Loo ndoda yahlala ebandleni kwaye akukho mntu waziyo, ngaphandle kwabambalwa abayalelwa ukuba bangayithethi kwabanye. Oko kwakukwibandla laseWestbank, idolophu encinci engaphandle kweKelowna. Ndandisele ndihlala eKelowna ngeloxesha. Emva kokuba ndihambile, ndafumanisa ukuba kutheni eso siganeko sandiphendula ngolu hlobo kwaye sandibangela ukuba ndingaphindi ndingene kwiholo yendibano okanye kwiholo yoBukumkani.
Kuba bendinokwazi ukuyifumana, ndingene kuhlalutyo lwengqondo ukuze ndifike kwingcambu yokoyika. Ndikubambezele oku kangangeminyaka engama-25 ngenxa yokuba ii-JWs bezingakhuthazwa ukuba ziye kwiingcali zehlabathi ezinje ngoogqirha bengqondo okanye oochwephesha bengqondo .. Kwakungafuneki ukuba bathembeke. Ngaphandle kokuba kukho imfuneko yokuba amayeza asebenze ngokwesiqhelo.
Khawuleza phambili.
Andizange ndixelele mntu ngento eyenzeke kum ndisemncinci kwiminyaka emihlanu — ndatsho nje ngumyeni wam, owayemi ecaleni kwam, emva koko abantakwethu, njengoko ndandisombulula into engacingekiyo. Ndandihlala kwidolophana encinci yaseLangley BC kwifama yeehektare ezintlanu kwaye ndandidlala rhoqo kwimithi ejikelezileyo nomnakwethu nodadewethu phaya kumashumi amahlanu eminyaka. Njengoko usenokuba uyazi, ngezo mini kwakungekho namnye owayethetha ngokuxhaphaza abantwana ebantwaneni bakhe — ubuncinci bam babengathethi. Ngubani onokucinga into embi kangaka enokwenzeka kwidolophu encinci yasemaphandleni efana neLangley. Sonke saziva sikhuselekile.
Ngenye imini, sinomnakwethu nodadewethu esikolweni, ndandihamba ndedwa ekhaya ndisiya kwabamelwane bethu abasenyongweni kwindlela eshinyeneyo yehlathi xa indoda ethile yaphuma emva komthi omkhulu yaza yandibamba. Ummelwane, ixhego, lasiva isikhalo sam laza leza libaleka okanye mandithi ukuzonwabisa. Eli nyathelo labusindisa ubomi bam, kodwa hayi ubukrakra bento endiyenzileyo kum irhamncwa phambi kokuba lo mmelwane andihlangule. Le ndoda yabaleka.
Ukukhawuleza.
Umama wangena kwimeko yokwala, kuba wayesoyika ukuba abantu bazokubona njani ukusilela kwakhe njengomkhuseli ongumama. Wayesekhaya ngelo xesha. Ke, wayithulisa yonke loo nto ngokungathi khange yenzeke-akukho mapolisa, akukho gqirha, akukho nyango. Nokuba usapho lwam belungayazi kude kube ngo-2003. Bebesazi ukuba kukho into embi engalunganga kuba ubuntu bam bonke butshintshile. Ndaba buhlungu kangangokuba ndandingcangcazela ngamandla ndisesiswini kwaye ndandingakwazi ukuthetha, njengoko ndafunda kamva kumama.
Ukukhawuleza.
Iziphumo zala mava zandishiya ndisoyika ukufa ndedwa ngaphandle, ekhaya, nakwezinye iimeko ezininzi. Benditshintshile. Ngokwesiqhelo intombazana encinci efudumeleyo kwaye inobuhlobo, ndaba neentloni kwaye ndoyika ubumnyama. Uloyiko lwalungumlingane wam rhoqo. Ingqondo yam iyivalile kwiinkumbulo zam ukuze isinde kwisoyikiso kunye nentlungu yayo, ukuze ikwazi ukuqhubeka nokuphila. Ndayihlala ngokokuziphatha, ndingazi ndazi kaninzi. Into engathethekiyo yenzekile kum. Le ndoda yayigula kakhulu.
Ukukhawuleza.
Waqhubeka ebamba enye intombazana encinci eyayihlala imayile phaya ezantsi kwindlela; Amkhwelisa emotweni yakhe, amsa endlwini yakhe, ambetha, amdlwengula emva koko ambulala, efihla umzimba ehlathini kumgama oziikhilomitha ezimbalwa ukusuka ekhaya. Olo mntu igama lalinguGerald Eaton, kwaye wayengomnye wamadoda okugqibela okuxhonywa zixhonywe e1957 ngokubulala ngo-BC.
Kwandithatha iminyaka engama-20 ukuba ndiyicombulule kwaye ndiyiphilise. Baninzi abantwana kweli hlabathi abanengxaki yemfazwe, ukudlwengulwa kunye nobukhoboka bezesondo. Bonakele kangangokuba ithemba ekuphela kwalo lokuphiliswa liya kuvela kwiNkosi yethu uYesu Krestu. Kuxa ndajika ndaya kuYesu Krestu kuphela ukuze ndiphiliswe apho uloyiko lwam lwaba yinto yexesha elidlulileyo. Abo balahlekileyo bathuthumbisa abancinci kwimbali kude kube kukubuya kukaKrestu bonke baya kuba namabali abo anganyamezelekiyo ukuba siweve ngenye imini. Andiwathathi amava am nantoni na xa kuthelekiswa nabanye. Abantwana abahlukunyezwa ngokwesondo ngokuphindaphindiweyo bavaliwe njengabantu.
Okwangoku, ukuxhatshazwa kwabantwana ngokwesondo kuphambili kwimibutho yezenkolo. Ekugqibeleni!
Andikwazi ukukuqonda ukungabikho kwamanyathelo okulwa nabahlaseli kwintlangano yamaNgqina kaYehova, nokuba amabandla namhlanje aqhubeka njani ngokungathi akukho nto yenzekileyo, nangona bonke ubungqina be-intanethi. Ezona zilingo zikhona ukuze wonke umntu eve kwaye afunde ngazo. Lufumaneka phi uvelwano okanye uthando kulo mfanekiso? Ezi zilwanyana zingenakuba ngababulali, kodwa umonakalo abawenzayo kwi-psyche yexhoba yinto yokuphila. Batshabalalisa ubomi. Olo lulwazi oluqhelekileyo.
Ngaba yonke le nto iyavakala ifana nebali lam xa ufunda Ingxelo yokugqibela ye-ARC ngamaNgqina kaYehova?
Xa ndadibana nomama ngo-2003, wenza izinto njengeQumrhu Elilawulayo. Kwakukho ngaye. Emva koko wakhomba kum umnwe wakhe wathi, "Ndikuxelele ukuba ungaze uvumele nabani na akuphathe!" (Wayengandixelelanga oko njengomntwana, kodwa endibeka ityala ngandlel 'ithile, engqondweni yakhe, wenza ukuba indlela aziphethe ngayo ingabi nampazamo?) Wayexhalabele isiqu sakhe nendlela ajongeka ngayo.
Ewe kunjalo, okwenzekileyo ku-Caroline Moore oneminyaka esi-7 ubudala kungenzeka ukuba kuthintelwe ukuba umama wam uxele i-Easton kwabasemagunyeni kwaye bona, baxwayisa uluntu oluncinci. Kule minyaka yayiqhelekile into yokugxeka umntu wasetyhini xa edlwengulwa, ndixelelwe. Uye wayicela. Kwaye ke iyagqunywa, ukuba kunokwenzeka. Oko yayikukuzikhusela komntakwabo owaphatha gadalala ngokwesondo intombazana eselula yaseWestbank. Lo mzalwana wayekwiminyaka engamashumi amane, eyindoda enosapho. Kananjalo, ngaba akakho omnye wabaxhaphazi e-Australia owasola ixhoba lakhe ngeepijama awayezinxiba endlwini? "Ukutyhila kakhulu", utshilo.
Kusenokwenzeka ukuba ndishiya umbutho, kodwa andizange ndamshiya uBawo wethu uYehova, okanye uNyana Wakhe. Ndonwabile ukuba ndifumene iisayithi zePikethi zeBeroean. Emva kokuphonononga ubuncwane bamanqaku athetha ngemicimbi yeemfundiso, ndonwabile ndathi kumyeni wam “Aba ngabantu bam. Bacinga njengam! Bayafuna ngenzondelelo inyaniso. ”
Ndichithe imali eninzi kunyango olwahlukileyo kule minyaka ingama-20 idlulileyo, kwaye eyona ntuthuzelo ndinokuyinika abanye abaye baxhwaleka njengale yam, yile: Ewe, ukuphilisa kunokwenzeka kwaye lolona nyango lundincedileyo ukuba ndiloyise uloyiko olunjalo olungapheliyo nolungazi nto lwaluyi-Psycho Analyst ekhethekileyo ene-PHD kuloo ntsimi. Kwaye kubiza kakhulu. Bambalwa kwaye bakude phakathi.
Emva kwayo yonke loo nto, ndafumanisa ukuba yayikukuzinikela kwam ngokupheleleyo kwintando kaBawo wethu kunye nothando olungenamiqathango lweNkosi yethu uYesu Kristu oluguqule ngokwenyani ukuba ndingubani namhlanje: isiqu sam esivusiweyo. Intliziyo yam ibibazwisile abo bafazi bathetha ngesibindi kwizilingo e-Australia. Ukutshatyalaliswa abaye bakunyamezela ezandleni zabantu abangazi nto, abaziimfama kunzima ukuyiqonda. Kodwa kwakhona, sasiyimfama sonke, akunjalo? Into elungileyo asifuni kugweba abanye.
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Ava
Enkosi ngokwabelana ngeAva, ndiyathemba ukuba iyanceda kwintlungu, ndiyakholelwa ukuba zonke izinto ezinzulu, ezinjengezakho, azikaze zisonjululwe ngokupheleleyo, kungoko isidingo sokhathalelo lukaKristu kunye noBawo wethu. Njengokuba abanye besitsho ngezantsi, amava afana nalawo andinceda ndigcine eyam ngendlela eyiyo, andikaze ndibandezeleke, ndilahlekelwe lixesha elinokuthi lichithwe ngcono. Inkxalabo yam ngabanye abanjengawe abahlala kwi-org phantsi kwelifu kungekho ndlela ibonakalayo yokuphuma, kufuneka nje uyifunxe, ndiziva ndinomsindo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Enkosi Ava. Amava akho ebuntwaneni ayesoyikisa. Into endigqithe kuyo ayilunganga xa ithelekiswa, kodwa andiyi kukulibala, kwaye andinalwazi lokuba babuchaphazele kangakanani ubomi bam, nangona kungekho nto injengaleyo. Thanda intetho yakho "Bangabafuni abalishumi benene". Kum akukho nto ibaluleke ngakumbi kunenyaniso. Ubuncinci apho kulapho ndikhoyo ngoku. Maninzi amabinzana ahambelana noko eBhayibhileni, kwaye andiboni ukuba sinokumnqula njani ngokufanelekileyo uYehova ngaphandle kokufuna inyaniso. Ke, siyayilwela inyaniso (malunga nayo)... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Ndineenyembezi emehlweni am xa ndifunda ibali lakho iAva, ndiyaxolisa kakhulu ngenxa yentlungu oye wayifumana ezandleni zerhamncwa elinje. emva koko uzive ulilahliwe kwindawo ebekufanele ukuba yindawo yakho ekhuselekileyo…. Ndiyayiqonda kakuhle indlela evakalelwa ngayo…. Wundanga udade wethu ekugqibeleni uphakathi kwabahlobo, bazalwana noodade abakwaziyo ngokwenene ukuba luyintoni uthando lobuKrestu… .. Ndiyazi ukuba utata wethu wasezulwini kufuneka alile xa ebona ubungqina benkohlakalo ayenzayo. Uyakunyanga ngenye imini apholise amanxeba ethu aze nawo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Molo uAsa, Okokuqala, ndivumele nditsho ukuba ndibuhlungu kangakanani kuba unyanzelwe ukuba ubenamava njengenxalenye yobomi bakho. Ubomi bam bubonakala bulula kwaye bungathandabuzi xa buthelekiswa. Unokuthi okanye ungazi ngale nto, kodwa ndithumele izimvo ngesihloko saseBhereya sokuqala esinxulumene nokuphathwa gadalala kwabantwana. Njengabanye abafundi, ndibone kunzima ukuxolela abantu abaxhaphaza abantwana. Ngokwam, entliziyweni yam yeentliziyo, ndiyakholelwa ngokunyanisekileyo ukuba indoda eya kuhlukumeza abantwana ifanelwe kukufa, kwaye ukuba ayiyiyo loo nto, ubomi ejele. Akwamkelekanga, kunjalo... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Ndiyabulela ngokwabelana, njengoko singamalungu ahlukeneyo omzimba kaKristu, amava akho asinceda ukuba siqonde omnye komnye.
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Ndiye ndacinga ngalo nyaka uphelileyo. Ndazi enye indoda eyayinosapho olukhulu olwalusaziwa ngokuxhaphaza uninzi lwabazukulwana balo ebandleni lethu. Ndazi omnye umzalwana obanjelwe ukuziveza kumantombazana amancinci. Kwaye bendisazi omnye umzalwana oye wahlukumeza udadewabo. Oyena mntu wayesenza ixesha ngulowo wabanjwa eziveza. Wayenguye yedwa owasuswayo kubudlelane- inkolelo yam kukuba kungenxa yokuba wabanjwa ngabasemagunyeni kwaye ndiyakholelwa ukuba yayileli phepha. Oku bekukodwa... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
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Ndicinga ukuba ndiyazi ukuba ngubani umlobi njengoko nam ndaya kwelinye lebandla laseWestbank
kwi 1996.
Enkosi ngokwabelana kwaye uzive ukhululekile ukuba undibhalele xa unqwenela ukwenza njalo.
Enkosi kuUm ngamava akho. Uxolo lokuva ngamava akho ebuntwaneni ababi. Ndiyavuya ngoku uphumile kule ntlangano imbi kangaka yenziwe ngumntu kwaye unokubanceda abanye
Enkosi kakhulu ngobu bungqina. Ndigqibile ukufunda u-Orwell ka-1984 kwaye enye yeengcaphuno ezikhoyo apho ithi "Lowo ulawula okwadlulayo, ulawula elizayo." Kwinoveli umlinganiswa ophambili ujongene nokutshintsha rhoqo imbali ukuze basebenzise ubume bamandla ngoku, (kuvakala ngathi naliphi na iqela esilaziyo?) Kodwa kukho ubulumko obuninzi apho malunga nokuphilisa. Ukujongana nembali ukutshintsha ngoku - ukutshintsha ngomso. Umbono wombutho we "paradesi yokomoya" yenye yeendlela zokuphila. I-Utopia phantsi kobunkokeli bamadoda yindawo eyingozi yokuzifumana. Njengoko... Funda ngokugqithisileyo "
Enkosi kuAsa ngokwabelana. Nokuba yeyiphi na imeko yethu, akukhathaleki ukuba ixesha liphi na okanye lide lide liphume okanye lingakanani ixesha lingangeni okanye liphuma, kuya kuhlala kukho uhlobo loqhakamshelwano olusikhathazayo.
Apha,
Ndiyabonga ngokubelana.
Enkosi iAis ngesibindi sakho kunye namava akho! Ndayixabisa nyhani!
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