Wolemba Sheryl Bogolin Imelo sbogolin@hotmail.com
Msonkhano woyamba wampingo wa Mboni za Yehova womwe ndidapitako ndi banja langa unkachitikira mchipinda chapansi cha nyumba yodzaza mipando yambiri. Ngakhale ndinali ndi zaka 10 zokha, ndimawona kuti ndizosangalatsa. Mtsikana amene ndinakhala naye pafupi anakweza dzanja ndikuyankha funso kuchokera mu Nsanja ya Olonda. Ndinamuuza kuti, "Chitaninso." Iye anatero. Apa m'pamene ndinayamba kumizidwa kwathunthu m'chipembedzo chotchedwa Mboni za Yehova.
Bambo anga anali oyamba m'banja lathu kukhala ndi chidwi ndi chipembedzo, mwina chifukwa mchimwene wawo anali kale wa Mboni za Yehova. Mayi anga anavomera kuti aziphunzira nane Baibulo pongofuna kutsimikizira kuti a Mboni ndi olakwa. Tonse ana anayi tinkakokedwa kunja kuchokera nthawi yathu yosewerera panja ndipo mosakhalitsa tinkakhala nawo paphunziro la mlungu ndi mlungu, ngakhale zokambiranazo nthawi zambiri zinali zosamvetsetseka ndipo nthawi zina tinkangogwedeza mutu.
Koma ndiyenera kuti ndalandira china kuchokera ku maphunziro amenewo. Chifukwa ndidayamba kucheza ndi anzanga nkhani za mBaibo pafupipafupi. M'malo mwake, ndidalemba pepala mu giredi 8 lotchedwa: "Kodi Mukuopa Gahena?" Izi zinayambitsa chisokonezo pakati pa anzanga ophunzira nawo.
Komanso ndili ndi zaka 13 pomwe ndinayamba kukangana ndi mwininyumba, yemwe mwachiwonekere amadziwa zambiri za Baibulo kuposa ine. Pomaliza, nditakhumudwa, ndidati: "Mwina mwina sitingapeze zonse, koma mwina tili pano tikulalikira!"
Tonse asanu ndi mmodzi m'banjamo tidabatizidwa patangotha zaka zochepa wina aliyense. Tsiku langa lobatizika linali pa Epulo 26, 1958. Ndinali ndisanakwanitse zaka 13. Popeza banja lathu lonse linali lochokera komanso lochita bwino, zinali zosavuta kuti tizigogoda ndikuyamba kukambirana ndi anthu za Baibulo.
Ine ndi mng'ono wanga tinayamba upainiya wokhazikika titangomaliza maphunziro athu ku Sukulu Yapamwamba kumayambiriro kwa zaka za m'ma 60. Poganizira kuti ndikadakhala mpainiya wokhazikika wachisanu ndi chitatu mu mpingo wakwathu, tinaganiza zopita komwe "kusowa kwakukulu". Woyang'anira Dera adalangiza kuti tithandizire mpingo waku Illinois pafupifupi makilomita 30 kuchokera kwathu komwe tidakulira.
Poyamba tinkakhala ndi banja lokondedwa la Mboni, lomwe posakhalitsa lidakhala asanu ndi mmodzi. Choncho tinapeza nyumba ndipo tinaitana alongo awiri a mu mpingo wathu woyamba kuti adzachite nafe upainiya. Ndipo tithandizeni ndi zolipirira! Tinkadziseka tokha kuti 'Ana aakazi a Yefita'. (Chifukwa tidaganiza kuti tonse titha kukhala osakwatira.) Tinali ndi nthawi zabwino limodzi. Ngakhale zinali zofunikira kuwerengera ndalama zathu, sindinamve ngati ndife osauka.
Kubwerera kumayambiriro kwa zaka za m'ma 60, ndikuganiza kuti pafupifupi 75% yaomwe timakhala nawo munyumba yathu anali kunyumba ndipo amayankha pakhomo pawo. Ambiri anali achipembedzo ndipo anali ofunitsitsa kulankhula nafe. Ambiri anali ofunitsitsa kuteteza zikhulupiriro zawo. Monga momwe tidalili! Tinkaona kuti utumiki wathu ndi wofunika kwambiri. Aliyense wa ife anali ndi maphunziro a Baibulo owerengeka owerengeka. Tinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito kabuku kakuti “Uthenga Wabwino” kapena kabuku kakuti “Mulungu Akhale Woona”. Kuphatikiza apo, ndimayesera kuphatikiza gawo la mphindi 5-10 kumapeto kwa kafukufuku aliyense yemwe adatchedwa "DITTO" .–. Direct Direct To The Organisation.
Mumpingo, tinali otanganidwa. Popeza mpingo wathu watsopanowu unali wocheperako ndi abale ochepa oyenerera, ine ndi mlongo wanga tonse tidapatsidwa mwayi woti tikatumikire "antchito", monga "Mtumiki Wamatawuni". Tinkachitanso Phunziro la Buku la Mpingo nthawi zina ngakhale m'bale wobatizika analipo. Izi zinali zovuta pang'ono.
Mu 1966, ine ndi mkulu wanga tinafunsira ntchito ya upainiya wapadera ndipo tinapemphedwa ku mpingo waung'ono ku Wisconsin. Pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo makolo anga anagulitsa nyumba yawo ndi makeke ophika ndikusamukira ku Minnesota monga apainiya. Pambuyo pake adayamba ntchito ya Circuit. Ndi dzina lomaliza la Wolamulira. amalowa mkati momwe.
Mpingo wathu ku Wisconsin nawonso unali wocheperako, pafupifupi ofalitsa 35. Monga apainiya apadera, tinkakhala maola 150 pamwezi mu utumiki wa kumunda ndipo aliyense amalandira $ 50 pamwezi kuchokera ku Sosaite, yomwe inkayenera kulipirira lendi, chakudya, mayendedwe ndi zofunika zina zofunika. Tidapezanso kuti kunali kofunikira kuyeretsa nyumba theka la sabata sabata iliyonse kuti zithandizira ndalama zathu.
Nthawi zina ndinkapereka lipoti la maphunziro 8 kapena 9 mwezi uliwonse. Umenewu unali mwayi komanso zinali zovuta kwambiri. Ndikukumbukira kuti nthawi ina yautumiki wanga angapo mwa ophunzira anga adachitidwapo nkhanza zapabanja. Zaka zingapo pambuyo pake, ambiri mwa ophunzira anga anali azimayi achikulire omwe anali ndi matenda amisala oyamba. Inali nthawi yomalizayi pamene ophunzira Baibulo anga asanu anavomera chaka chimodzi kuti adzachite mwambo wa Chakudya Chamadzulo cha Ambuye ku Nyumba ya Ufumu. Popeza sindinathe kukhala ndi azimayi onse asanu pafupi ndi ine, ndinapempha m'modzi mwa alongo athu achikulire kuti akhale bwenzi lawo ndikuthandizira m'modzi mwa ophunzirawo. Tangoganizirani kukhumudwa kwanga pomwe wina adandinong'oneza kuti wophunzira wanga adadya buledi ndipo mlongo wathu wachikulire yense ali mgoli.
M'kupita kwa zaka, ndinkagwiritsidwa ntchito pamisonkhano ingapo ndikufunsidwa za zokumana nazo zanga pochita upainiya komanso moyo wautali ngati Mboni. Magawo awa anali mwayi wapadera ndipo ndinkasangalala nawo. Ndimayang'ana mmbuyo tsopano ndikuzindikira kuti ndi njira zothandiza zolimbikitsira chikhumbo cha munthu kuti 'akhalebe panjira'. Ngakhale zitatanthauza kunyalanyaza maudindo am'banja monga kuphika chakudya chopatsa thanzi, kusamalira zofunika panyumba, ndikuwonetsetsa zomwe zikuchitika muukwati wanu, miyoyo ya ana anu, kapena thanzi lanu.
Mwachitsanzo, posachedwapa, ndinali kuthamangira pakhomo kuti ndikafike ku Nyumba ya Ufumu nthawi yake isanakwane. Ndikubwerera m'mbali mwa msewu, ndinamva kugundana. Ngakhale ndinkachedwa, ndinaganiza kuti ndibwino ndikafufuze ngati pali vuto lililonse panjira. Panali. Mwamuna wanga! Amakhala akuwerama kuti atenge nyuzipepala. (Sindinadziwe kuti anali atatuluka ngakhale mnyumba.) Nditamuthandiza kutsika simenti, ndikupepesa kwambiri, ndinamufunsa za momwe amamvera. Sananene chilichonse. Ndinasowa choti ndichite chiyani kenako. Pitani muutumiki? Kumutonthoza? Ankangonena kuti, “Pita. Pitani. ” Chifukwa chake ndidamsiyira chizolowezi mnyumba ndikunyamuka mwachangu. Zachisoni, sichoncho ine?
Kotero ndi izi: zaka zopitilira 61 zopereka lipoti mwezi uliwonse; Zaka 20 ndikuchita upainiya wokhazikika komanso wapadera; komanso ambiri, miyezi yambiri ya tchuthi / upainiya wothandiza. Ndinatha kuthandiza anthu pafupifupi khumi ndi atatu kudzipereka kwa Yehova. Ndinkadziona kuti ndinali ndi mwayi kwambiri wowongolera pa kukula kwawo kwa uzimu. Koma m'zaka zaposachedwa, ndidadzifunsa ngati ndidawasokeretsa.
The Awakening
Ndikukhulupirira kuti a Mboni za Yehova ambiri ndi anthu odzipereka, achikondi komanso odzipereka. Ndimawasilira ndi kuwakonda. SINDINAPEZA lingaliro langa kuti ndisiyane ndi gulu mopepuka kapena mwamwayi; kapenanso chifukwa choti mwana wanga wamkazi ndi mwamuna wanga anali "osagwira" kale. Ayi, ndinali ndi nkhawa chifukwa chosiya moyo wanga wakale kwa nthawi yayitali. Koma nditaphunzira kwambiri, kufufuza ndikupemphera, ndizomwe ndidachita. Koma ndichifukwa chiyani ndasankha kupanga chisankho changa pagulu?
Cholinga chake ndichakuti chowonadi ndichofunika kwambiri. Yesu adati pa Yohane 4:23 kuti "olambira owona adzapembedza Atate mumzimu ndi m'choonadi". Ndikhulupirira kwambiri kuti chowonadi chimatha kupirira kupenda.
Chiphunzitso chimodzi chomwe chinakhala chabodza kwambiri chinali kunenedweratu kwa Watchtower kuti Armagedo idzasesa anthu onse oyipa mu 1975. Kodi ndimakhulupiriradi nthawi imeneyo? O, inde! Ndinatero. Ndikukumbukira Wantchito Wamadera akutiuza kuchokera pa pulatifomu kuti padatsala miyezi 90 kuchokera mu 1975. Ine ndi mayi anga tidakondwera ndikutsimikiza kuti sitidzagulanso galimoto ina; kapena chimodzichimodzi! Ndikukumbukiranso kuti mu 1968, tinalandira bukuli. Choonadi Chomwe Chimatsogolera ku Moyo Wamuyaya. Tinalangizidwa kuti tiziphunzira buku lonse m'miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndi ophunzira Baibulo athu. Wina akamalephera kuyendetsa bwino, timayenera kuti tiziwasiya ndi kupita kwa munthu wina. Nthawi zambiri ndi ine amene ndimalephera kuthamanga!
Monga tonse tikudziwa, dongosolo loipa lazinthu silinathe mu 1975. Sipanatenge nthawi yambiri kuti ndikhale woona mtima ndikudzifunsa kuti: Kodi kufotokozedwa kwa mneneri wonyenga pa Deuteronomo 18: 20-22 kuyenera kutengedwa mozama, kapena osati?
Ngakhale ndinadzitsimikizira kuti sindikutumikirabe Yehova kufikira tsiku linalake, ndikuwona kuti malingaliro anga adziko lapansi asintha pomwe 1975 idatha. Mu Januwale 1976, ndinasiya kuchita upainiya. Cholinga changa panthawiyo chinali zovuta zina zathanzi. Komanso, ndinkafuna kukhala ndi ana ndisanakalambe. Mu Seputembala 1979, mwana wathu woyamba adabadwa patatha zaka 11 titakwatirana. Ndili ndi zaka 34 ndipo amuna anga anali 42.
Kukumana kwanga koyamba ndi zikhulupiriro zanga kunabwera mchaka cha 1986. Mwamuna wanga wa Java ndi amene amabweretsa bukuli Vuto la Chikumbumtima kulowa mnyumba. Ndinamukwiyitsa kwambiri. Tinkadziwa kuti wolemba, Raymond Franz, anali wampatuko wodziwika. Ngakhale anali atakhala m'Bungwe Lolamulira la Mboni za Yehova kwa zaka zisanu ndi zinayi.
Ndinkachita mantha kuwerenga bukulo. Koma chidwi changa chimandilandira bwino. Ndinangowerenga mutu umodzi. Unali mutu, "Miyezo iwiri". Ikufotokozanso za kuzunzidwa koopsa komwe abale adakumana nako ku Malawi. Zinandipangitsa kulira. Zonse chifukwa Bungwe Lolamulira lidayendetsa abale aku Malawi kuti asasunthike, osalowerera ndale ndipo akukana kugula khadi la chipani cha $ 1.
Kenako chaputala chomwecho m'buku la Franz chimapereka umboni wotsimikizika, kuphatikiza zithunzi za makalata a Watchtower omwe Likulu ku New York lidatumiza kuofesi ya nthambi ku Mexico, pankhani yomweyi yandale. Iwo analemba kuti abale ku Mexico akhoza "kutsatira chikumbumtima chawo" ngati angafune kutsatira njira yofala yopereka ziphuphu kwa akuluakulu aku Mexico kuti awapatse "umboni" woti abale adakwaniritsa zofunikira zofunika kuti akhale ndi Chitupa cha Cartil Utumiki. Cartilla idawathandiza kuti athe kupeza ntchito zolipira bwino komanso mapasipoti. Makalata awa adalembedwa m'ma 60s nawonso.
Dziko langa linasokonekera mu 1986. Ndinadwala matenda ovutika maganizo kwa milungu ingapo. Ndimangoganiza, "Izi sizabwino. Izi sizingakhale zoona. Koma zolembazo zilipo. Kodi izi zikutanthauza kuti ndiyenera kusiya chipembedzo changa? !! ” Panthawiyo, ndinali mayi wazaka zapakati ndi mwana komanso wazaka 5. Ndikutsimikiza kuti izi zidathandizira kupangitsa kuti vumbulutso ili libwerere kumbuyo kwa malingaliro anga ndikukhumudwitsidwanso munjira yanga yokhazikika.
Maololins ndi Ali
Nthawi ikuyenda. Ana athu anakula ndipo anakwatirana ndipo anali akutumikiranso Yehova ndi akazi awo. Popeza mwamuna wanga anali atasiya kugwira ntchito kwa zaka zambiri, ndinasankha kuphunzira Chispanya ndili ndi zaka 59 ndikusintha kukhala mpingo wa Chispanya. Zinali zolimbikitsa. Anthu anali oleza mtima ndi mawu anga ochepa, ndipo ndimakonda chikhalidwe. Ndinkakonda mpingo. Ndinapita patsogolo pophunzira chilankhulo, ndipo ndinayambiranso upainiya. Koma kutsogolo kwanga kunali msewu wopanda phokoso.
M'chaka cha 2015, ndidabwerera kunyumba kuchokera kumsonkhano wapakati pa sabata ndipo ndidadabwa kuwona amuna anga akuwonera M'bale Geoffrey Jackson pa TV. Australia Royal Commission idasanthula momwe amasamaliridwe / kuzunzidwa ndi mabungwe azipembedzo osiyanasiyana azakugwiriridwa pakati pawo. A ARC adasuma M'bale Jackson kuti akapereke umboni m'malo mwa Watchtower Society. Mwachibadwa, ndinakhala pansi ndi kumamvetsera. Poyamba ndidachita chidwi ndi kukhazikika mtima kwa M'bale Jackson. Koma atafunsidwa ndi Woyimira milandu, Angus Stewart, ngati Bungwe Lolamulira la Watchtower linali njira yokhayo yomwe Mulungu anali kugwiritsa ntchito masiku ano kutsogolera anthu, M'bale Jackson sanachite mantha. Atayesetsa kuti ayankhe funsolo pang'ono, pamapeto pake adati: "Ndikuganiza kuti kutero kungakhale kunyadira kuti ndinene choncho." Ndinadabwa! Kudzikuza ?! Kodi ndife chipembedzo choona chokha, kapena ayi?
Ndidamva kafukufuku wa Commissionyo kuti panali milandu 1006 ya omwe adazunza ana ku Australia kokha pakati pa Mboni za Yehova. Koma kuti palibe m'modzi yemwe adadziwikiratu kwa akuluakulu aboma, komanso kuti ambiri mwa omwe amamuimbira mlanduwo sanapatsidwe chilango ndi mipingo. Izi zikutanthauza kuti a Mboni ena komanso ana osalakwa ali pachiwopsezo chachikulu.
China chomwe chidawoneka chodabwitsa chomwe chidabwera kwa ine chinali nkhani pa intaneti, mu nyuzipepala yaku London yotchedwa "The Guardian", yokhudza ubale wa Watchtower ndi United Nations kwa zaka 10 ngati membala wa NGO! (Non-Government Organisation) Chilichonse chomwe chidachitika ndi malingaliro athu osakhazikika pankhani zandale ?!
Munali mu 2017 pomwe pamapeto pake ndinadzipatsa chilolezo kuti ndiziwerenga Vuto la Chikumbumtima lolemba a Raymond Franz. Zinthu zonse. Komanso buku lake, Kufunafuna Ufulu Wachikristu.
Panthawiyi, mwana wathu wamkazi Ali anali akufufuza mozama za m'Baibulo. Nthawi zambiri ankabwera kudzalowa m'nyumba momufunsa mafunso ake. Nthawi zambiri ndinali ndimakonzekera bwino nkhani za mu Watchtower zomwe zimamupangitsa kuti akhalebe kwakanthawi.
Pali zambiri zomwe zitha kutchulidwa paziphunzitso zina za Watchtower. Monga: "Kulowererana / Odzozedwa! Chibadwidwe ”, kapena chisokonezo chomwe ndimamvabe chakukana kuthiridwa magazi zivute zitani — ngakhale moyo wa munthu — komabe, 'tizigawo ting'onoting'ono ta magazi' zili bwino?
Zimandikwiyitsa kuti Nyumba Zaufumu zikugulitsidwa pansi pa mapazi a mipingo yosiyanasiyana komanso malipoti amaakaunti a Dera sakuwonekera bwino komwe ndalama zimapita. Zoonadi? Zimawononga $ 10,000 kapena kupitilira kulipirira ndalama pamsonkhano wa tsiku limodzi munyumba yomwe idalipira kale ??! Koma choyipitsitsa sichinadziwulidwe.
Kodi Yesu Khristu ndiye Mkhalapakati wa anthu 144,000 okha otchulidwa pa Chivumbulutso 14: 1,3? Izi ndi zomwe Nsanja ya Olonda imaphunzitsa. Potengera chiphunzitsochi, Sosaite ikunena kuti ndi 144,000 okha omwe ayenera kudya zizindikilo pamwambo wokumbukira Mgonero wa Ambuye. Komabe, chiphunzitsochi chimatsutsana ndi mawu a Yesu pa Yohane 6:53 pomwe akuti: "Indetu, indetu, ndinena ndi inu, Ngati simukudya thupi la Mwana wa Munthu ndi kumwa mwazi wake, mulibe moyo mwa inu."
Kuzindikira ndi kuvomereza mawu a Yesu pamtengo ndikomwe kudapangitsa kuti ndikhale wopanda nkhawa kuti nthawi yayitali ya 2019 ndikuyitanitsa anthu ku Chikumbutso. Ndinkadzifunsa kuti, 'Chifukwa chiyani tingawaitane kuti tibwerere kenako ndi kuwaletsa kulandira pempho la Yesu?'
Sindingathe kuzichitanso. Kumeneku ndiko kunali kumaliza kwa utumiki wanga wakunyumba ndi nyumba. Modzichepetsa ndikuthokoza, nanenso ndidayamba kudya nawo mkate.
Malangizo ena omvetsa chisoni kwambiri ochokera ku Bungwe Lolamulira ndi malamulo omwe ali mbali ya makhothi ampingo. Ngakhale munthu akaulula tchimo lake kwa mkulu kuti amuthandize ndi kupumula, akulu atatu kapena kupitilira apo amayenera kuweruza munthuyo. Ngati angaganize kuti "wochimwayo" (sichoncho tonse ??) salapa, awuzidwa - ndi buku lachinsinsi kwambiri, lotetezedwa bwino lomwe akulu okha amalandira - kuti atulutse munthuyo mu mpingo. Izi zimatchedwa 'kuchotsedwa'. Kenako chilengezo chobisalira chimaperekedwa ku mpingo kuti "Wakuti-salinso mmodzi wa Mboni za Yehova." Malingaliro akunama ndi miseche zimamveka motere chifukwa mpingo wonse sukumvetsa chilichonse za chilengezocho kupatula kuti sangayanjanenso ndi munthu amene walengezedwayo. Wochimwayo ayenera KUTSITIDWA.
Nkhanza komanso kupanda chikondi izi ndi zomwe mwana wanga wamkazi adakumana nazo. Mutha kumva msonkhano wonse wa "(osakhala) Msonkhano Wachiweruzo ndi Akuluakulu a Mboni za Yehova 4" patsamba lake la YouTube lotchedwa “Chala Chachikulu cha Ali”.
Kodi timapeza kuti bukuli limalembedwa m'Malemba? Kodi umu ndi momwe Yesu ankachitira ndi nkhosa? Kodi Yesu adayamba wakana wina aliyense ?? Wina ayenera kusankha yekha.
Chifukwa chake pali kusiyana kwakukulu pakati pazinthu zomwe Bungwe Lolamulira limafotokoza poyera ndi zomwe Baibulo limanena. Bungwe Lolamulira la amuna asanu ndi atatu omwe adadziika paudindowu mu 2012. Kodi Yesu sanasankhidwe kukhala mutu wa mpingo zaka 2000 zapitazo?
Kodi zimakhudzanso Mboni za Yehova kuti mawu akuti “Bungwe Lolamulira” sapezeka m'Baibulo? Kodi zili ndi vuto kuti mawu ovala bwino m'mabuku a WT, "kapolo wokhulupirika ndi wanzeru", amapezeka kamodzi kokha m'Baibulo? Ndipo kuti zikuwoneka ngati woyamba wa mafanizo anayi omwe Yesu amapereka mu chaputala 24 cha Mateyu? Kodi zili ndi vuto kuti kuchokera palemba limodzi lokha la m'Baibulo mwakhala mukufotokoza kuti gulu laling'ono la amuna ndi zida zosankhidwa ndi Mulungu zomwe zimayembekezera kumvera ndi kukhulupirika kuchokera pagulu lapadziko lonse lapansi?
Nkhani zonsezi pamwambapa sizinthu zazing'ono. Awa ndi mavuto omwe likulu lothandizira limasankha, ndikusindikiza zolemba zawo, ndikuyembekeza mamembala kuwatsatira. Mamiliyoni aanthu, omwe miyoyo yawo imakhudzidwa kwambiri munjira zambiri zoyipa, chifukwa akuganiza kuti akuchita zomwe Mulungu akufuna.
Izi ndi zina mwazinthu zomwe zakundikakamiza kukayikira ziphunzitso ndi mfundo zambiri zomwe ndidazilandira zaka zambiri ndikuziphunzitsa monga "chowonadi". Komabe, nditafufuza ndikuphunzira mozama za Baibulo ndi pemphero, ndidasankha kuchoka m'gulu lomwe ndimkakonda ndipo momwe ndidatumikira Mulungu modzipereka kwa zaka 61. Chifukwa chake ndimapezeka kuti lero?
Moyo umasinthiratu. Ndili kuti lero? "Kuphunzira Nthawi Zonse". Ndipo chifukwa chake, ndili pafupi ndi Ambuye wanga Yesu Kristu, Atate wanga, ndi malembo kuposa kale m'moyo wanga; Malemba omwe adanditsegulira m'njira zodabwitsa komanso zodabwitsa.
Ndikutuluka mumithunzi yakuopa kwanga bungwe lomwe, lomwe limakhumudwitsa anthu kuti akhale ndi zikumbumtima zawo. Choyipa chachikulu, bungwe pomwe amuna asanu ndi atatuwo akudziyimira m'malo mwa umutu wa Khristu Yesu. Ndi chiyembekezo changa kutonthoza ndi kulimbikitsa ena omwe akuvutika chifukwa chowopa kufunsa mafunso. Ndikukumbutsa anthu kuti YESU ndiye "njira, choonadi, ndi moyo", osati bungwe.
Malingaliro a moyo wanga wakale akadali ndi ine. Ndimasowa anzanga m'gululi. Ndi ochepa omwe adandifikira, ndipo ngakhale pamenepo, zochepa chabe.
Sindiwadzudzula. Ndi posachedwapa pomwe mawu a pa Machitidwe 3: 14-17 andidabwitsa kwambiri chifukwa cha tanthauzo la mawu a Petro kwa Ayuda. Pa vesi 15 Peter ananena mosabisa kuti: "Mudapha Mtumiki Wamkulu wa moyo." Koma kenako mu vesi 17 adapitiliza kuti, "Ndipo tsopano, abale, ndikudziwa kuti mudachita mosazindikira." Zopatsa chidwi! Zinali zokoma bwanji ?! Petulo ankamvera chisoni Ayuda anzake.
Inenso ndinachita mosadziwa. Zaka zoposa 40 zapitazo, ndinapewa mlongo amene ndinkamukonda kwambiri mu mpingo. Anali wanzeru, woseketsa, komanso woteteza kwambiri Baibulo. Kenako, mwadzidzidzi, adanyamula mabuku ake ONSE a Watchtower ndikuwasiya; kuphatikizapo Baibulo lake la New World Translation. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake adachoka. Sindinamufunsepo.
Zachisoni, ndinakana mnzake wina wabwino zaka makumi awiri zapitazo. Iye anali mmodzi mwa ana atatu a “Jepthah's Daughters” amene ndinachita nawo upainiya zaka zambiri m'mbuyomo. Anachita upainiya wapadera kwa zaka zisanu ku Iowa, ndipo tinakhala ndi makalata olimbikitsa ndi osangalatsa kwa zaka zambiri. Kenako ndinamva kuti sanayambenso kupita kumisonkhano. Anandilembera kuti andiuze ena mwa magazini ake ophunzitsa za Watchtower. Ndinawawerenga. Koma ndidawachotsa osaganizira kwambiri, ndikudula makalata omwe ndimalankhula nawo. Mwanjira ina, ndimamunyalanyaza. 🙁
Pamene ndinali kudzutsa malingaliro atsopano ambiri, ndidafufuza kalata yake yondifotokozera. Nditaipeza, ndinatsimikiza mtima kupepesa. Ndi kuyesayesa pang'ono, ndidapeza nambala yake ya foni ndikumuimbira foni. Anavomera kupepesa komanso mwaulemu. Kuyambira nthawi yayitali takhala tikumacheza kwa nthawi yayitali komanso kukambirana za zikumbutso zathu zaka limodzi. Mwa njira, palibe aliyense wa abwenzi awiriwa adachotsedwa mu mpingo kapena kulangidwa mwanjira iliyonse. Koma ndinadzitengera ndekha kuti ndidule.
Choyipa chachikulu, komanso chopweteka kwambiri, ndinapewa mwana wanga wamkazi zaka 17 zapitazo. Tsiku laukwati wake linali tsiku lomvetsa chisoni kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Chifukwa sindinathe kukhala naye. Kupweteka ndi kusamvetsetsa komwe kumatsatira kuvomereza lamuloli kunandizunza kwa nthawi yayitali. Koma izi zatichitikira kalekale. Ndimanyadira kwambiri. Ndipo tili ndi ubale waukulu kwambiri tsopano.
China chomwe chimandibweretsera chimwemwe chachikulu ndi magulu awiri ophunzirira Baibulo pa intaneti omwe amapita nawo ku Canada, UK, Australia, Italy ndi mayiko osiyanasiyana ku US Mmodzi timawerenga Machitidwe vesi ndi vesi. Mu inayo, Aroma, vesi ndi vesi. Timayerekezera matanthauzidwe amu Bible ndi ndemanga. Sitigwirizana pazonse. Ndipo palibe amene akuti tiyenera. Ophunzirawa akhala abale ndi alongo anga, komanso abwenzi anga abwino.
Ndaphunziranso zambiri kuchokera patsamba la YouTube lotchedwa Beroean Pickets. Zolemba za zomwe Mboni za Yehova zimaphunzitsa poyerekeza ndi zomwe Baibulo limanena ndizapadera.
Pomaliza, ndikusangalala kukhala ndi nthawi yambiri ndi amuna anga. Adazindikira zambiri zaka 40 zapitazo zomwe ndangovomereza posachedwa. Amakhala osagwira ntchito kwa zaka 40 zomwezo, koma sanandiuze zambiri panthawiyo pazomwe anapeza. Mwinamwake chifukwa cha kulemekeza kupitirizabe kwanga mwachangu ndi gulu; kapena mwina chifukwa ndidamuuza zaka zambiri zapitazo ndili ndi misozi ikutsika m'masaya mwanga kuti sindimaganiza kuti apitilira Armagedo. Tsopano ndizosangalatsa "kusankha ubongo wake" ndikukhala ndi zokambirana zathu zakuya za m'Baibulo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti takhala m'banja zaka 51 chifukwa cha mikhalidwe yake yachikhristu kuposa yanga.
Ndimapempherera banja langa ndi anzanga omwe adziperekabe kwa "kapolo". Chonde, aliyense, pangani kafukufuku wanu ndi kufufuza kwanu. CHOONADI CHINGATANI KUTI SISANTHAUZANSO. Zimatenga nthawi, ndikudziwa. Komabe, inenso ndiyenera kumvera chenjezo lopezeka pa Masalmo 146: 3 “Musamakhulupirira zinduna, kapena mwana wa munthu, amene sangathe kupulumutsa.” (NWT)
Moni, ndangofuna kukuthokozani chifukwa chogawana zomwe mwakumana nazo. Ndizolimbikitsa kwambiri.
moni Sheryl Great kuti mumve nkhani yanu ndi chimodzimodzi momwe ine ndiriri mu 50s wanga tsopano komanso ndinakulira m'choonadi chogwiritsidwa ntchito pa bethel, mpainiya wapadera, mkulu, adatumikira komwe kukufunika thandizo, ndi zina zambiri Mkazi wanga adamugwiririra mchimwene wake wamkulu ndipo atakula ali ndi zaka 20 adakumana naye ndikuuza makolo ake, inali nkhani yakale yomwe ija yosakoka bwato, sungani mtendere, phunzirani kwa izi, ndipo simunamwalira etc., chaka choyamba cha ukwati wathu Moyo ndidali womupangira,... Werengani zambiri "
Moni, ndikungopukusa mutu nditawerenga nkhani yanu. O, ine ndikukhulupirira izo. Ndangowerenga lipoti lochokera kwa a Mark O'Donnell (John Redwood) wonena za milandu yambiri yaku Montana. Ndizowopsa kwambiri. Panopa inu ndi akazi anu mukuyenda bwanji? Kodi mudachoka liti? Ndikulingalira kuti mwanyamuka. ?? Imelo yanga ili pamwambapa. Mtima wanga ukupweteka tonsefe omwe tidazunzidwa. Kugonana ndi zina.
Hola Sheryl,
Ndimagwiritsa ntchito!
Comentas que nawo en un grupo de estudio bíblico en línea en español analizando la Carta de Santiago. Me anzsaría verlo y gawoar ¿Puedes compartir cómo acceder al sitio?
Muchas gracias
No tengo mucha phenencia con tecnología. Pero Hermano Walter puede ayudarte, Hermano.
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Wawa Sheryl, ndalimbikitsidwa kwambiri ndi yankho lomwe mwalandira pazomwe mwakumana nazo. Ndi nkhani yabwino kwambiri. Wodzipereka kwambiri komanso wokhudzidwa. Koposa zonse, sindikuganiza kuti anzanu ambiri komanso omwe mumadziwa m'gululi sanawone. Kuli chinthu china pamene Mboni yapambali imachoka m'khola, koma chimakhala chinthu china pamene m'bale kapena mlongo wokangalika kwanthawi yayitali achoka pazifukwa za chikumbumtima. Iyenera kukhala ndi zotsatira zabwino kwa ena omwe nawonso ali ndi kukayika kowona mtima ndipo amakonda chowonadi. Nthawi ndiyofunikanso. Kutalikirana kwakanthawi kokhazikitsidwa ngati a... Werengani zambiri "
<Zikomo Eric. Ndemanga zake zakhala zabwino kwambiri. Ena alemba nkhani zazifupi zankhani zawo, ndipo ndimamva chikondi chawo pa Yehova ndi Yesu ndi zowawa za maulendo awo.
Zikomo kwambiri kwa inu ndi Walter komanso womasulira, yemwe mwina mumamudziwa panokha. Takhala tikusinthana pang'ono pamtima. Ndine ngongole kwa inu nonse. Osangokhala pazomwe mudandipatsa pantchitoyi. Mwachikondi, Sheryl… Yay. Ndapeza momwe ndingayankhire! ndipo ndapeza tsamba la Spain apa.
Melvin, ndemanga yanu yokhudza kutalikirana kwa pagulu ndiyomwe ilipo kwa ine. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikukayikira ziphunzitso zina za JW, zomwe ndikuganiza kuti zandilepheretsa kuti ndibatizidwe mpaka chaka chatha, ngakhale ndidaleredwa ngati JW. Komabe, ndidaganiza kuti palibe chipembedzo chomwe ndichabwino ndipo kuti zonse zikhala ndi ziphunzitso zina zomwe sindingavomereze, bola ndikangogwirizana ndi ziphunzitso zambiri za JW ndikuwathandizira ndi Baibulo, zingakhale bwino ndi kukhala a JW. Nkhani yaposachedwa yokhudza zakufa yandipangitsa kuti ndifufuze... Werengani zambiri "
Mlongo wokondedwa, zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chogawana nkhani yanu. Imeneyi ndi nkhani ya chikondi ndi kuleza mtima kwa Mulungu. Kwa ine, ndikulimbikitsa komanso kulimbitsa chikhulupiriro changa. Ambuye Yesu sataya iliyonse ya nkhosa zake. Ngakhale inu, Sheryl. Yesu amadziwa mtima wa aliyense ndipo adadziwa kuti mumamukonda. Mulungu wakuwonani nthawi yonseyi, ndipo pang'onopang'ono, pang'onopang'ono, wakutsogolerani ku choonadi chenicheni, chomwe ndi Yesu Khristu (Yohane 14: 6). Miyezi isanu yapitayo ndidalemba za kuleza mtima kwa abale ndi alongo athu a PIMI JW, chifukwa ndi momwe ndimamvera (https://beroeans.net/2019/11/06/ina-irby-hands-in-her-letters-of-disassociation / # ndemanga-22605). Ndipo ndikuthokoza Mulungu... Werengani zambiri "
À Sheryl et Ali Je vous avais vice dans un témoignage vidéo, toi fille, avant de lire ton récit sur la page des Béréens. J'ai eu vralent le cœur serré, oyambira ku chifukwa cha tani. Nous savon tous que nl parlons de l'engagement sincère d'une vie, et tu en témoignes. Ce n'est pas rien! Émotionnellement, c'est très éprouvant, supporter une rupture bindatoire et non Consentie des liens fraternels avec ceux que nous zolinga zabwino. Kuponderezana du GB! Monga momwe timakhalira ndi Kristu. Jean 18... Werengani zambiri "
Yohane 18:37 ndilemba labwino kwambiri. Zikomo pondikumbutsa za ichi.
Merci kwambiri
Sheryl, zikomo kwambiri pogawana pagulu nkhani yanu. Mwakhala chilimbikitso pazokambirana kwathu za pa intaneti, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti nkhani yanu yofalitsidwa pano ithandiza ena ambiri. Ndi chisankho chachikulu komanso chopweteka pambuyo pa moyo wonse wokhala JW wokangalika kuti muchokepo. Nkhani yanu ndi imodzi mwazinthu zambiri zomwe zandithandiza, ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti zithandizira ma JW ena, kuwona kuti kukula koona kwauzimu, komanso kuyanjana ndi abale / alongo okhulupilika ndi achikondi ndi mphatso yomwe aliyense payekha amalandila chifukwa chotsatira Khristu yekha (John 14: 6). Kukana zofuna zomwe zimakonda kukwiya... Werengani zambiri "
Ndikumva chikondi cha abale ndi alongo anga atsopano, Mike. Zikomo chifukwa cha mawu anu okoma mtima. Ndemanga za onse omwe ali mgululi komanso mayankho a mapemphero anga.
Wokondedwa Sheryl, Tithokoza chifukwa chakugawana nkhani. Mkazi wanga ndi ine momwe tidakhudzidwira. Timakusilirani chifukwa cha kulimba mtima kwanu ndipo zikuwonetseratu kuti sizachedwa kuti munthu abwere m'choonadi. Choonadi chimodzi chokha kuchokera m'Baibulo chomwe ndi chotsitsimula komanso chowonekera bwino. Zikuwonetsa kuti titha kusiya munthu yemwe adapanga ziphunzitso ndikumanga chikhulupiriro chathu pa Yesu. Tilinso ndi nkhani ndipo ndikufuna kuti titha kugawana pagulu. Mtengo wotaya ana athu (pogwiritsa ntchito njira zopewera) ndi... Werengani zambiri "
Zikomo pondithandizira.
Désole
Mauvaise mabodza!
Muy alentadora experiencia y gran testimonio de vida. La "organización" ha maltratado bastante a nuestras hermanas. Ahora, tenemos los varones, la Respabilidad de hacerlas sentir libres, respetadas y protegidas. Las hermanas son las flores del jardín de Dios y con tal ternura deben ser cuidadas. Hermana Sheryl, mi admiración y respeto por su valentía, ojalá y hubiera mâs hermanas y hermanos como Usted. El ejemplo de su esposo es bastante bohlokoa: E am el del del que... Werengani zambiri "
Ine encanta la expression "las flores del jardín de Dios". Zosintha, hermano mio. Eres un m'busa genuino. Y Gracias por las palabras muy alentadoras sobre mi esposo.
Okondedwa Abale ndi Alongo, Ndemanga zanu zandilimbikitsa kwambiri. Ndinadziwa kuti ulipo kunjako. Koma sindimadziwa kuti mulipo angati! Koma pankhani yopewa, ndikumva kuti ena ambiri abwera. Tinatsekeredwa. Pero, m palibe más!
Zolimbikitsa, zinanditengera pafupifupi 40yrs komanso zomwe zinayamba kundidzutsanso ndinso chinyengo cha Malawii ndi Mexico, momwe ndimawamverera abale ndi alongo a ku Malawi, ndipamene ndinayamba kafukufuku wanga ndikukuthokozani mlongo wokondedwa chifukwa cha nkhani yochokera pansi pamtima kwambiri oyamikiridwa komanso wothandiza.
Zikomo chifukwa chogawana. Pitirirani mu ufulu wanu weniweni mwa Khristu.
Zikomo Sheryl, zikomo kwambiri mlongo wanga mwa Khristu, chifukwa chogawana nawo za chikhulupiriro chanu komanso chikondi chanu kwa Atate wathu Wakumwamba ndi Mwana wake wokondedwa, Mpulumutsi wathu Yesu Khristu. Chikhulupiriro chanu ndi kudzipereka kwanu kwa Mulungu sikuti kungokhala mu ukapolo kumene kumakhala pa mpando wa Mose pomwe kumakana okhulupilira ufulu wawo mwa khristu ndipo amasunga mabanja ndi abwenzi chifukwa cha mantha. Yehova akudalitseni ndikukusungani, akudalitseni chikondi chomwe mumawonetsa kwa ena, komanso chikhulupiriro cholimba chomwe mumawonetsa, mlongo wokondedwa. Zikomo chifukwa chomuchitira umboni komanso... Werengani zambiri "
Ma LV Reyes! Sichikusangalatsani! =)
Tsamba 453 la ISOCF …………. “Julayi 15, 1957, ya Nsanja ya Olonda. Nkhani yotchedwa “Mzimu Woyera — Munthu Wachitatu wa Utatu Kapena Mphamvu Yogwira Ntchito ya Mulungu?” lili ndi mawu awa (tsamba 431): Ngati mzimu woyera ndi wofanana ndi Yehova Mulungu, monga ananenera Chiphunzitso cha Athanasius, ndipo ngati utatu ndiwo chiphunzitso chachikulu chachipembedzo chachikhristu, monga momwe ananenera The Catholic Encyclopedia, kodi sitiyenera kuyembekezera izi zinthu zoti zifotokozedwe momveka bwino m'mawu ambiri m'Baibulo? Ndipo siziyenera kukhala choncho makamaka pofotokoza kuti chiphunzitso cha utatu ndi... Werengani zambiri "
Zikomo chifukwa chogawana izi. Zimathandizadi kundikumbutsa momwe anthu anzeru komanso amtima wachinyengo amatha kupusitsidwira kwa nthawi yayitali. Unali Mkristu wakhama kuposa ine ndipo mosakayika ndimakuwona ngati mzati mu mpingo. Kumva nkhani ngati zanu ndi za Eric kumandichititsa kuti ndisamve kuwawa kwa zaka. Sangowononga ndipo ndili ndi kampani yabwino. Zimandikumbutsanso kuti ndisamenyane ndi osaphunzira.
TY. Ndikuvomereza. Kuyambira zaka zonsezi ndaphunzitsidwa kukhala oleza mtima ndi ena tsopano .. Ndipo ndikugwira ntchito yochotsa mkhalidwe woyipa kwambiri woweruza.
Moni Sheryl, chiwonetsero chodabwitsa kwambiri cha kulimba mtima kugawana nthawi zonse zodzuka izi m'moyo wanu ngati kapolo wa JW, aka WT kapolo, CHIYEMBEKEZO kwambiri chifukwa cha izi pali magawo ambiri munkhani yanu yoona omwe ndimatha kukumana nawo ndikumva bwino kuti ndidachoka pomwe ndidachita ngakhale zinali zaka 10 zokha kuchokera moyo wanga zomwe ndidali nzika yokalamba, Mulungu akudalitseni.
Wawa Sheryl. mwa kuwerengera kwanga munali 71 mu kapena kuzungulira 2015-6. Ndiye kuti ndinu msinkhu wofanana ndi ine. Ndikulingalira kuti kukhala ndi nthawi yambiri mtsogolo m'moyo kumatilola kuyimitsa, kulingalira, ndi kufufuza. 2015 ndi nthawi yomwe idayamba kudzuka, ndipo yakhala ili patsamba lino kuyambira pano. Zinthu zonse zomwe mumakweza, ndalingalira, kuphatikiza mabuku awiri a Ray. Ndingawonjezere mabodza okhudzana ndi Bulgaria pokhudzana ndi "malo ochezeka" omwe atchulidwa patsamba 152 la Kingdom Rules, ndipo ndikupeza kuchuluka kwamatanthauzidwe mwadala mu... Werengani zambiri "
Hmmmm. More shenanigans?
Sheryl, zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chogawana izi. Nditangoyang'aniridwa ndi Bungwe, ndimaganiza kuti "ampatuko" ayenera kukhala opanga maulendo omwe amafunafuna kupanduka ndipo adayesetsa kudzipangira okha malamulo, osagwirizana ndi zomwe malembedwe amapezeka. Izi zitha kukhala choncho nthawi zina, koma ndakumana ndi a Mboni za Yehova omwe anali odzipereka kale, ndipo amakhala moyo wachitsanzo chabwino monga Akhristu. Pazithunzi za Bereean, ndawerengapo mawu a anthu ambiri oterewa, a Mboni zokhulupirika omwe adasiya kucheza nawo chifukwa chofuna chowonadi ndipo sanatengeke ndi ziphunzitso... Werengani zambiri "
Ndizosangalatsa kuwona, sichoncho? Ndizosangalatsa KUCHITIKA. Bwanji sindinagwirizane ndi amuna anga posachedwa zaka 40 zapitazo! Chifukwa sanandiuze malingaliro ake! Ha.