Amava kaAlithia

Molweni nonke. Emva kokufunda amava ka-Ava kunye nokukhuthazwa, ndacinga ukuba ndiza kwenza okufanayo, ngethemba lokuba umntu ofunda amava am ubuncinci abone ukufana. Ndiqinisekile baninzi phaya ngaphandle abaye bazibuza umbuzo. “Kwenzeka njani ukuba ndibe sisidenge kangaka? Njengoko isitsho intetho, "Inkathazo ekwabelwana ngayo yingxaki enesiqingatha." Eyoku-1 kaPeter 5: 9 ithi, "Kodwa mchaseni niqine, niqinile elukholweni, nisazi ukuba kwaezo ntlungu ziyenzeka kubo bonke abazalwana ehlabathini."

Inxalenye yam yehlabathi ilapha e-Australia; umhlaba obhinqiswe elwandle. Phambi kokuba ndinike isishwankathelo ngamava am njengomntu ozelwe "kwiNyaniso", ndingathanda ukwabelana ngento endiyifundileyo xa ndandingumdala eyandincedayo ndayiqonda ngcono imeko yempembelelo enzima oba nayo xa uqaphela ukuba ukhohlisiwe iminyaka, mhlawumbi amashumi eminyaka njengoko kunjalo nakum. Le yinqaku xa inkohliso idibana nenyani.

Xa ndandisengumdala, ndandizimisele ukuba nolwazi olupheleleyo ngezifo zengqondo, kuba kwakubonakala ngathi kukho inani elikhulu kunye nangokuthe ngcembe kwenani labazalwana noodade abakhalaza ngemeko ezahlukeneyo zengqondo. Ndingafuni ukugweba okanye ndenze ngokungazi, kwaye ndikwazi ukuvelana kakuhle nabo bachaphazelekayo, ndafunda iincwadi ezimbalwa ngalo mbandela kwiphepha elincedayo.

Kwenye incwadi ndafunda ngendoda eyayinengxaki yengqondo eyaziwa ngokuba yi-Bi-Polar Disorder. Ubalise ngendlela abahlupheka ngayo le meko bahlala bengabantu abanobuchule kunye novakalelo, njengeemvumi, amagcisa kunye nababhali. Ucacise indlela aba bantu abadla ngokudala ngayo xa bekwiinxalenye zenyani. Iimvakalelo abanazo xa bekweli lizwe ziimvakalelo ezinzulu kakhulu zovuyo. Le meko yokuba uyalukuhla kakhulu. Bahlala beziva belawula, kwaye ke musa ukuthatha amayeza abo njengoko kumiselwe. Oku kuhlala kukhokelela ekuziphatheni okukhohlisayo, ukuya kuthi ga apho kufuneka bathintelwe kwaye banyanzelwe ngenkani. Nangona kunjalo, amayeza enza buthathaka izivamvo zabo kwaye azenze zive ngathi ziZombi, zikwazi ukusebenza ngokwasemzimbeni, kodwa hayi ngendlela yokuyila ebenza bazive ngendlela abafuna ngayo.

Ngesinye isihlandlo, le ndoda yabalisa amava xa yayihlangabezana neengcinga ezikhohlisayo eziziswa yiBi-Polar Disorder yakhe. Ngolo suku, wafunyanwa ebaleka ezitratweni ehamba ze, ekhwaza wonke umntu ukuba umhlaba ungcungcuthekiswa ngabaphambukeli abanobutshaba. Uthe umoya uqhekekile kwaye waziva usole umbane, kwaye nokuba uziva ngathi yinto enkulu engenakusinda eyonga uMhlaba kubaphambukeli abahlaselayo. Ngokungenakuvinjwa, wayenqandwa kwaye wanikwa amayeza afanelekileyo.

Ukhumbula kwakhona ukudilika okukhulu awayekuva xa kubuya inyani. Nangona kunjalo, le ndoda yathi isenokuzikhumbula ngokucacileyo ezo mvakalelo zovuyo, izikhumbula ngokuthanda kwazo. Yile ndlela babenyaniseke ngayo kuye ngelo xesha. Uthe ezo mvakalelo, nangona zikhohlisayo, ziyalukuhla, kwaye uzikhumbula rhoqo ngenxa yokuba zimenza azive ngcono.

Kwiminyaka kamva ngoku, ndilikhumbula eli bali ndisoyika, njengoko ndinokulichaza kum, ngoku ndavuka kwiminyaka yokukhohliswa ziimfundiso zobuxoki. Kukudinwa okukhulu kukuziva ukhethekile ngalo lonke ixesha. Ndingomnye wabantu abambalwa abakhethwe ngokukhethekileyo ukuba bamele uYehova kunye nokulumkisa abakhohlakeleyo kwindlu ngendlu ngendlu ezayo. Ndandikhonza njengomdala onelungelo kwiNtlangano kaYehova Emhlabeni; inkolo yenene kuphela. Ndiziphakamisile, nangona bendixokiswe ngobuxoki, ndazihlonela kwaye ndibahloniphile abo bandingqongileyo kuMbutho. Ndaziva ndikhuselekile kwiingxaki kunye nokungaqiniseki kwehlabathi, ndihamba ebomini njengohlobo oluthile lweqhawe. Le yindlela esenziwa ukuba siziva ngayo kuMbutho.

Kwaye ubuncinci kum, "ukuvuka" kwam kwakungathi ndikhatyiwe ngamathumbu yimbongolo! Ndandifana nomntu ophethwe ziinkohliso ngoku owayexhathisa amayeza afunekayo. Ngokomoya nangokwengqondo, ndakhaba ndaza ndakhwaza ndaza ndalwa ngokumasikizi. Kodwa inyani yayinamandla kunentelekelelo eyathi ekugqibeleni yanyamalala njengenkungu. Ekugqibeleni, ndashiyeka ndimile apho ndicinga, "Yintoni ngoku?"

Ngokungafaniyo nendoda kumava endichaze ngentla apha, ubuncinci bendinxibe iimpahla zam zokwenyama. Kodwa ngokulinganayo, xa ndafika ekuzimaseni kwam ngokupheleleyo, zazininzi izinto endinokucinga emva ngazo ndineentloni, ukuziva ndinetyala kunye nezinye iimvakalelo ezingalunganga ngenxa yokuba ndilahlekisiwe. Ndiyakwazi ukujonga ngasemva kwaye ndivuye iimvakalelo ezinamandla zexesha elimnandi, nangona zimbalwa kakhulu zazo. Xa ndijonga emva ukuba kutheni izinto zenzeka ngendlela ebezisenzeka ngayo, ndiye ndabuqonda ubungakanani bokwenyani nobunzulu benkohliso kaSathana ngendlela ebendingenakuze ndiyazi.

“USathana umfamekisile iingqondo zabangakholwayo”, utshilo uPawulos kwabaseKorinte. (I-2 Kor. 4: 4) Ewe akunandaba nokuba silumke kangakanani na, thina bantu, sicinga ukuba sidibene nezidalwa ezingabantu; Izidalwa zomoya ezingaphezulu kakhulu kuthi ngeendlela ezininzi. Ngoku ndiyayibona eyona nyaniso ichazwe kwabase-Efese:

"Yimani, ke, nibhinqe umbhinqo wenyaniso esinqeni senu, ninxibe isigcina-sifuba sobulungisa," (Kwabase-Efese 6: 14)

Ukuvuka kwam, ndafumanisa ukuba iyi-JW enebhanti yinyani yam engenasiseko, kunye nebhlukhwe yam yokomoya ejikeleze iidolo. Ihlazo kakhulu kwaye ihlazisa!

Ndizama ukwenza uluvo lwamava am kwaye ndingaziva ngathi ndiyinyani, ndiqale ukucinga ngeendlela ezininzi elahlekisayo eluntwini. bunzima nguSathana. Ngexesha leMfazwe yesibini yeHlabathi, uninzi lweemfazwe zaseJapan zazizimisele ukuncama ubomi bazo ngenxa ye-Emperor, ababefundiswe ukuba bayakholelwa kuthixo. Ndikhumbula ndifunda amava ngaphakathi IMboniselo Umntu onjalo owaba yi-JW kwaye ukhumbula ukuva uMlawuli etyhola ubuThixo bakhe kunomathotholo njengemeko yokunikezela kweJapan kwii-Allies. Uthe ukudana kwakhe akunakuchazwa; Yindlela awayeziva ephantsi ngayo. Ingakumbi xa ujonga into awayeyenzile, kwaye wayekulungele ukuyenza ngenxa yale nkolelo! Waya kuqeqesho njengomqhubi webhombu waseKamikaze, ekulungele ukuzibulala ngenxa yakhe. Nokuba abo bayala ukukholelwa kuThixo abakhululwanga ekuzikhohliseni. Ngokomzekelo, izigidi zikholelwa kwingcamango yendaleko. Abanye bafundiswa ukuba ukulwela uThixo noRhulumente zizinto ezibekekileyo, balwa iimfazwe ezoyikekayo nezingeyomfuneko, belahlekelwa ngabathandekayo abaninzi. Ke, ndizama ukuba nefilosofi ngandlel 'ithile ukuze ndingaziva ndikhathazwa ngokukodwa ukuba ndiliNgqina likaYehova.

Ngendlela, ndingumntu osemthethweni, ndiyathemba ukuba awundikhathazi? Ndicinga ukuba zininzi izinto ezifanayo ezenzeka mihla le. Kwiimeko ezininzi, iqabane elingakholwayo alivuki kwinyani malunga noMbutho, kodwa endaweni yoko licinga ukuba luphawu lokunyaniseka ukufulathela ikholwa ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokushiya elinye abathi bayalithanda kwabona basemngciphekweni. .

Ininzi kakhulu le nto yokungonwabi eyenzekileyo kangangokuba akunakuba bubulumko ukuyijonga.

Kodwa ewe, i-comedown inkulu, phakathi okubi kakhulu; akukho mbuzo ngalo nto! Kwaye amava amabi naphi na apho avela khona afuna ukuxoxwa kwaye aphathwe, ngombono, ukuba kunokwenzeka, wokwenza i-lemade evela kwi-lemons ekrakra. (I-lemons ebolileyo ... iilamons ezibolileyo ezikrakra ...

Emva kokuba nditshilo konke ukuba zininzi izinto endinokuba nombulelo kuzo ngenxa yokuba yi-JW, njengokukhulisa ukuthanda iBhayibhile nokuba nobuhlobo noThixo noYesu, into enokwenzeka ngekhe yenzeke, ukuba bendingenangqina . Kwifilosofi yentanda-bulumko, ngenxa yokuba "kuvuswa", ndiye ndaziqonda iinyaniso eziseBhayi ngoku ngendlela ebendingenakuze ndiyenze ngaphambili. Umzekelo, amazwi kaYesu kuMateyu 7: 7 apho wathi, "Qhubekani nicela kwaye niyakunikwa; qhubekeka nokukhangela kwaye uya kufumana; qhubekani ninkqonkqoza kwaye niya kuvulelwa. ”

Kwixa elidlulileyo, njengabanye abaninzi, bendicinga ukuba oku kubandakanya ukufunda i inyaniso incwadi kunye nesibini esishicilelweyo, kunye nokuzama ukungalali ngexesha leentlanganiso. Ngoku, ndiyifumene le nto yokunkqonkqoza kwaye ukubuza kufuneka kube ngumsebenzi wobomi bonke, nangokuzimisela!

Kwakhona, njenge-JW, icandelo lezibhalo ezifumaneka kwiMizekeliso 2: 4— “Qhubeka ufuna ubulumko njengobuncwane obufihliweyo” —kucaciswe ngendlela ebonakalayo, njengoko kusenziwa umzamo wokujonga ngokukhawuleza ilayibrari yeJW kwidesika yekhompyuter yakho. phezulu! Ukuba yiyo yonke loo migudu umntu ayifunayo ukuze afumane ubomi obunika ubulumko, isifaniso sebhayibhile sokukhangela ubuncwane bomzimba kufuneka sikhokelele ekuchitheni ixesha elifanayo kunye nomzamo wokufumana intaba yegolide eyenza nabani na abe lula ukuba abe ngumzillionaire! Sonke siyazi nangona kungakanani umzamo ofunekayo wokufumana ubuncwane bokwenyani. Ndifundile ukuba kukho umzamo omkhulu ngakumbi odingekayo wokufumana ubuncwane bokwenene bokomoya. Ngokubhekisele kwimfundo yokomoya, ii-JWs ziyazingca ngolwazi lwabo lwenyaniso. Njengomnye wamaNgqina kaYehova, uyakhawuleza ukuqonda emva "kokuvuka" ukuba "ugadwe ngokusondeleyo njengomntwana oqubha kwindawo encinci yokuqubha kwigadi yangasemva kaMama ephethe iibhegi zokomoya". Inyani yile yokuba awunako ukudada ngamandla wedwa emanzini anzulu enyaniso. Uninzi luyakucaphukela ukwenza le nto kwakhona, ukungafundi ubuxoki kwaye ufunde inyani yokwenyani. Ndaziva ndikruqukile nasekuqaleni. Indigulisile isisu, kodwa kufuneka yenziwe. Ukuziva ukhululekile kwixesha elidlulileyo kufuneka, njengoko uYesu watsho, ube nenyaniso eya kukukhulula. (UJohn 8: 32) Oko kubandakanya inkululeko kwingqumbo, ingqumbo kunye nengqumbo umntu ayiva ngenxa yamava adlulileyo wokuchitha ixesha elininzi kunye nomzamo kwimizamo engenasiqhamo.

Ewe, ndakuba ndiyisekisile ingqibelelo yam yengqondo ngeendlela ezininzi, ngoku ndiza kubalisa ibali lam ngendlela endavuka ngayo kunye nenkosikazi yam nabantwana ababini abadala.

Ukuvuka kwam

Ukukhula e-Australia ekupheleni kweminyaka yamashumi amahlanu nangamashumi amathandathu njengolutsha lweJW esikolweni lube nemiceli mngeni. Imfazwe yesibini (II) yeHlabathi yayisemtsha ezingqondweni zabantu bonke kwaye uninzi lwaluphulukene nabathandekayo kolu ngquzulwano. Kubonakala ngathi wonke umntu wayenomntu kusapho oluchaphazeleke kakubi. Emva phaya, isohlwayo sokubetha sasivunyelwe ezikolweni, ezinje ngenduku, umtya, kunye nokuqhwaba okuqhelekileyo ezindlebeni. Ibinzana, "ngokuchanekileyo kwezopolitiko" lalingekaqanjwa okwangoku. Kufuneka nje ukuba uchane! Ukuba yiJW kwakungachanekanga. Oku kubonakala ngathi kunokulungiswa ngohlwayo lwasemzimbeni.

Rhoqo kusasa ngoMvulo kwindibano yesikolo wonke umntu wayeza kudityaniswa kwaye kudlalwe umhobe wesizwe, kwaye wonke umntu abingelele iflegi. Ewe, uninzi lwethu-nge5 okanye i-6 ezazinee-JWs, kakhulu njengama3 Hebheru, uShadrach Meshach no-Abednego-sasingavumi. Ngokuqagela, umphathi-nqkuqho wayengasikhwaza, esigxeka njengabakreqi kwilizwe lethu, amagwala aze asimise ecaleni, phambi kwesikolo siphela. Emva koko qhubekeka nomsebenzi wokuxhatshazwa kwaye ke usiyalele ukuba siye e-ofisini yakhe ukuba siqhinwe! Imithandazo yethu yaphendulwa ngokokude kuthi emva komzuzwana, sivele kuphela ukuba senze uluhlu okanye uluhlu uluhlu njengesohlwayo. Kwakukho imihla yesiqhelo yokuzalwa, imibhiyozo yeholide kusenziwa ulutsha olungamangqina esikolweni namhlanje. Kubonakala ngathi kuyahlekisa ngoku, kodwa xa uneminyaka eyi-5 ukuya kwi-10 iminyaka ubudala, kwakunzima ukunyamezela.

Iintlanganiso ezazibakho ngelo xesha zazidinisa kakhulu; umxholo wawusoloko uthathelwe ingqalelo ziindidi kunye neendidi zokulwa. Imibuzo ebanzi malunga nokuba luhlobo luni okanye olu luhlobo oluchasayo, inani lilonke izibonelelo zobomi bomntu ziyi-zero! IMboniselo isifundo bekufanele ukuba sithathe iyure ubude. Yandulelwa yiNtetho Yesidlangalala eyathatha iyure, kunye nemizuzu eli-15 yokuphumla phakathi kwezi zimbini, ukuze abanye baphume baye kutshaya. Ewe, ukutshaya kwakusavunyelwe ngelo xesha.

Ukubeka ixesha kwakungengomcimbi ngaloo mihla kwaye rhoqo izithethi kunye nabaqhubi babedla ngokuhamba imizuzu eli-10 ukuya kwezi-20 ngaphezulu kwexesha! Ke intlanganiso yayiya kuthatha malunga neeyure ezi-3 ubuncinci ngokomndilili. Phakathi kweminyaka eli-10 ukuya kweli-15 ubudala, ndithanda ukubuza, eyona nto ndiyithandayo ngexesha leentlanganiso yayikukungena ngaphandle kweholo kwigumbi elingasemva kwigumbi lokugcina iincwadi ngexesha lenkqubo ndiphalaze yonke eyadlulayo neyangoku "Imibuzo Evela Kubafundi". Ngesizathu esithile, ndizifumene zinomdla. Ukuba yinkwenkwana, umdla wam wawukwabandakanya nokujonga kwimixholo njengoko yayifumaneka kwaye idwelisiwe kwisalathiso sevolumu ye-Watchtower, njengokwabelana ngesondo, isini, uhenyuzo, ukuphulula amalungu esini kunye nokunye okunje. Ukusuka kolu “kufunda” ndadibana nolwazi oluphazamisayo olungenakulungiswa ndim de ubuncinci emva kweminyaka engama-40. Nangona ndandimncinci kakhulu, kwandichukumisa ukuba imigaqo-nkqubo kwezi zihloko zibaluleke kangaka itshintshe ngokukhawuleza, inokuba yintoni kubantu abaninzi, iziphumo ezibi ebomini. Ndikhumbula ndifunda ngesondo ngomlomo emtshatweni. (Ngelo xesha ndandingaqinisekanga ngokupheleleyo ukuba oko kwakuthetha ntoni) IMboniselo bathi oodade abanabayeni behlabathi abanyanzelisa lo mkhuba banakho ukuba nesazela esihle baqhawule umtshato abayeni babo ngenxa yohenyuzo njengoko i-Watchtower Society yayichaza ngelo xesha. Kwixesha elizayo elingekude, bendiphinda ndifunde ulwazi lokuba ngoku iyarhoxiswa kwaye esi yayingesiso isiseko esifanelekileyo soqhawulo-mtshato. Oodade abaqhawule umtshato nomyeni wabo baxelelwa ukuba, ukuba benze ngesazela esihle, akufuneki baziva benetyala. Eyona nto yandicaphukise kakhulu ngelo xesha ibinzana elithi "abanye bacinga ngempazamo" ngaphambi kokuba baqhubeke nokulungisa umgaqo-nkqubo. Ndisalikhumbula ixesha nendawo, nendlela endothuka ngayo xa ndifunda oku okokuqala! Nangona kunjalo, ndandiza kubona oku kungakhathali okubonakalayo kweziphumo abazenzileyo ebomini babantu; ukungaphumeleli ukuthatha nabuphi na ubunini okanye uxanduva lwempazamo ezinkulu, iiflop zibhodi; oku kusilela koxolo lwalo naluphi na uhlobo; ukuphindaphinda amaxesha ngamaxesha, kwiindawo ezininzi kubomi beJW.

Ukuqhubela phambili kwii-70s, ndaye ndazimisela "ukuyenza eyam inyaniso" ngokufunda ngokucokisekileyo ii inyaniso incwadi. Ndabhaptizwa ngo-Oktobha 10^th Ndikhumbula ndihleli kubaphulaphuli ababebhaptizwa kwaye ndicinga ngendlela endiziva ndiziva ndiphantsi ngayo. Bendinethemba lokungxama okuvuya okuchazwa sisithethi, kodwa bendonelisekile kwaye ndikhululekile ukuba isiphelo besingekafiki, phambi kokuba ndibhaptizwe kwaye ndisindiswe! Ngoku ndandisele ndikulungele ukusweleka kwezigidigidi zabantu ukuze sikwazi ukuphinda sakhe umhlaba siwuguqule ube yi “Kingdom Planet”. Ngelo xesha yonke into yayiyeyasebukhosini, kubandakanya olona dumo luthi "uBukumkani uncumo" onokuthi uxelele kulo iJW ukude okanye ngaphandle kwesihlwele. Ndiyakholelwa kwixa elidlulileyo, iiJWs zazingabantu abonwabileyo nabanothando. (Kwakufuneka ubekhona.) Bancume ngakumbi, into ongayiboniyo namhlanje. Ngapha koko sele ndiphila kwihlabathi lika-1975, ndiyangqina ukuba kuninzi okwathethwayo malunga nesiphelo ngo-1975. Abaninzi bathengisile baba ngoovulindlela, abaninzi baphuma eyunivesithi, kwaye abanye babeka ubomi babo bumile ngenxa yokuba kuninzi ugxininiso eqongeni nakwiindibano eziphelileyo ezizayo ngo-1975. Nabani na othe ngenye indlela khange aphile ngalo maxesha okanye ulala phandle. Khange ndichaphazeleke kakhulu yilento bendineminyaka eyi-1975 ngeloxesha. Kodwa kufuneka ndikuxelele, ulibale malunga nesiphelo esiza kungekudala, iminyaka engama-18 engaqhelekanga eyadlulayo isiphelo sasisondele ngakumbi kunangaphambili. Kulapho ke isiphelo sasiza kufika ngokwenene! Ndiyaqhula kunjalo.

Ukuqhubela phambili kwii-80s, ndandineminyaka engama-20 kwaye ndatshata nodade olungileyo kwaye safuduka eMelbourne saya eSydney saza sazinikela kwinyaniso. Senze kakuhle. Umfazi wam wayenguvulindlela ngokusisigxina kwaye ndandisisicaka solungiselelo ndineminyaka engama-25 ubudala. I-80s yayilixesha eliyintloko kumaNgqina njengoko inkqubo yokwandisa yayiqhubeka ngokupheleleyo kwaye ibali lalisithi "omncinci abe liwaka". Ke sonke besilungiselela isaqhwithi somsebenzi esingenakubakho. Sasingenabantwana kangangeminyaka eli-10, kuba sasingafuni ukuba nabantwana abakhulela kwinkqubo yezinto engendawo eyayiza kuphela ngomlilo. Kwii-80s zakudala bekukho indibano yokuthwala abantwana. Le nkqubo yaxoxa ngabantwana bakaNowa kunye neBhayibhile ngokungabarekhodisi njengabantwana ngenxa yomyalelo ongxamisekileyo wokwakha iTyeya. Oku sixelelwe ukuba kuyilwe kwaye iZibhalo zisixelela ngento ekufuneka siyenzile kwizigqibo zethu zobomi. Emva kweminyaka emalunga ne-10, saziva ngathi sisondele esiphelweni senkqubo ukuba sinokuba nabantwana, kuba ngekhe bakhulele kwinkqubo nokuba iza kupheliswa kungekudala. Kwakusondele. Isiphelo sasisondele kwikona! Abantwana bam ababini ngoku baphila kule nkqubo ingendawo iminyaka engama-27 nengama-24 ngokwahlukeneyo.

Ngoku sihamba singena kwi-90s nakwi-21^st Kwinkulungwane.

Njengesicaka solungiselelo, kwaye kamva njengomdala, ndandinxibelelana ngokusondeleyo nee-COs, abadala kunye nezinye izicaka. Ndazimisela ekukhonzeni uYehova nabantakwethu noodadewethu ngenzondelelo nangayo yonke intliziyo yam nengqondo nomphefumlo. Kodwa into eyayindenza ukuba ndiyeke kwaye ndibuze ukuba yayiyintoni na uhanahaniso olucacileyo lweentsika ezininzi zebandla. Ndiqale ukubona indlela ezinje zokuziphatha ekungekho lula ukuba ndizithethelele. Kubonakala ngathi kufuneka ndiqhubeke ndithethelele kwaye ndizithethelele ngezinto ukuze ndikwazi ukuba seluxolweni. Kwakukho umona onzulu; ikratshi, ikratshi, imbeko, kunye neemposiso ezinzulu zokomoya, endicinga ukuba azifanele zibekho kubadala okanye kubasebenzi. Ndiqale ukubona ukuba ukuyenza kuMbutho, yayingeyonto ingako ngokomoya, kodwa bubuntu obuxabisiweyo. Intsingiselo, ukuba awuzange ubonwe njengoyisisongelo kubadala kwaye ubonakala ngathi uhambelana ngokulula nemigaqo-nkqubo yombutho, kwaye ubuze imibuzo okanye uhambisane nayo yonke into njengendoda endala yenkampani kwaye ubabhalele abanye abadala 'isenzo ngasinye njengoko besenza kunye noMongameli e-North Korea, ke uya kuhamba iindawo. Kubonakala kum njengeklabhu yabafana ”.

Amava am njengomdala nezinto endazifumanisayo kuwo onke amabandla ahlukeneyo yayikukuba, kulo naliphi na iqumrhu labadala elinabantu abadala abamalunga ne-10, kwakusoloko kubonakala kukho umntu omnye okanye ababini abadala ababeneembono ezingaguquguqukiyo. Phantse ama-6 amadoda acacileyo "ewe" kubadala (abachaziweyo) -ukuchaza imeko yabo yokuthobela ekhokelwa kukuthobeka kunye nemfuno yomanyano! Okokugqibela, kwabakho umdala omnye okanye ababini abadala ababesenza ubugwala kunokuba babe neengxabano. Ndidibene kuphela neqaqobana labadala abanengqibelelo yokwenene ngalo lonke ixesha bendisebenza njengabo.

Ndikhumbula ngesinye isihlandlo ndixoxa ngezinto ezibalulekileyo nomdala owayeligwala, ndaye ndabuza ukuba kutheni engazukuvota ethanda into ayaziyo, kwaye avume ngasese, yinto elungileyo ukuyenza. Impendulo yakhe yayingagungqi, engenantloni, "Uyazi ukuba ndiyayenza loo nto ndingaphangela kungekudala!" Inkxalabo yakhe ngokucacileyo yayingeyonyani kunye nokusesikweni. Isikhundla sakhe njengomdala kuye sasibaluleke ngaphezu kweemfuno zabazalwana bebandla ekwakufanele ukuba wabalusa!

Ukunika omnye umzekelo woku, ngesinye isihlandlo kwabakho ingxoxo ebanzi phakathi kwequmrhu labadala malunga nomdala omnye, ngenxa yokuziphatha kwakhe kakubi kobuKristu, wayeqwalaselwa ukuba asuswe Izinto zaqinisekiswa. Wonke umntu uvumile ukuba ngeenjongo ezilungileyo zebandla, ingcebiso kufuneka yenziwe kwi-CO kutyelelo oluzayo. Ngobusuku bale ngxoxo, kwabonakala ngathi kukho izidubedube phakathi kwabanye babadala abaphenjelelwa zezona zinto ziphambili zequmrhu labadala ngaphambi kwentlanganiso ne-CO ukuba singasenzi isindululo. Kwintlanganiso ne-CO xa lo mbandela uvela kumdala ngamnye wabuzwa yi-CO ukuba ucinga ntoni. Ndandihleli kufutshane ne-CO ngobo busuku kwaye bekukho abanye abadala be-8 ababekhona ngelo xesha. Ngamnye babhengeza ubuhle balomdala kuthethwa ngaye kwaye babonisa ukuba kufuneka asigcine isikhundla sakhe njengomdala. Ndihleli apho ndibindekile yiplip yangemva, apho kwakungekho bungqina okanye sizathu soko. Kwakungekho luqwalaselo luqwalaselweyo okanye umthandazo. Konke kwafika ngokungacwangciswanga kwaye ngokungxama nangokunyanzelwa, epasejini njengoko wonke umntu wayefayila kwigumbi lokuhlangana. Ngapha koko, nganye nganye, ndimamele umdala ngamnye ukuba aveze izimvo zakhe ngendlela endaziyo ukuba iyaphikisana nezinto abazikholelwayo ngokwenene, kwaye iyintoni inyani yombandela. Njengokuba beza kuguquka kwam ndaziva ndinesixa esikhulu soxinzelelo lokuthobela njengoko onke amehlo ayephezu kwam. Nangona kunjalo ndizichazile izinto ngendlela endibona ngayo. I-CO ibibhidekile ngomahluko kwimbono yam kwinto ibithethwa ngabanye. Ke, ngenxa yezimvo zam kunye nezo ze-CO, wacela ukujikeleza igumbi okwesibini. Ngeli xesha, kumzuzu nje omnye okanye emibini, umdala ngamnye unika ingxelo eyahluke kwaphela ngalo mbandela kwaye waqukumbela ngokwahlukileyo! Ndothuka ndade andakholwa! Ndabona aba bantu bevula idime! Ngoobani aba bantu bendibacinga? Buphi ubulungisa? Imithi emikhulu yobulungisa? Zikhusele kwisaqhwithi kunye nomoya emhlambini. Ulumkile kwaye unengqiqo? Ngokomoya kwaye uqole? Kwaye okubi kakhulu ukuba wonke umntu wayebonakala engoyiki. Akukho mntu wayebonakala ecinga nantoni na! Kubandakanya i-CO!

Ngelishwa, eli yayingamava am amaxesha ngamaxesha-iintlanganiso zabadala zibonisa ukucinga komntu kwaye zibonisa umdla ongakumbi wokungazingci emhlambini. Ndikubonile oku kuziphatha kwinani elikhulu lamabandla kule minyaka idlulileyo. Yayingeyiyo, into abanye abanokuthi bayigqibe, isiganeko sodwa. Ezopolitiko, ubuntu, umdlalo wenani-kodwa hayi ngokomoya-kubonakala ngathi yinto ekhokelayo kwezi ntlanganiso. Kwintlanganiso yabadala yokuxoxa ngotshintsho kumaxesha eentlanganiso, ixesha lokuvavanywa komabonakude likaGqirha Ngubani laqwalaselwa ukuze lingangqubani neentlanganiso! Ibali lokwenyani!!

Oku kwandichukumisa ngokwenene, kuba ingxelo esemthethweni yeyokuba singabathemba abantu abadala kunye nezigqibo abazenzayo; Ukuba bakhokelwa nguMoya oyiNgcwele kwaye ukuba kubonakala ngathi kukho izinto ezingahambelaniyo, akufuneki sikhathazeke, kodwa sithembele kumalungiselelo. Umbono obekiweyo kukuba amabandla "aqinile kwisandla sasekunene sikaYesu", njengoko isitsho iSityhilelo. Nakuphi na ukubonakalisa inkxalabo, nawuphina umnqweno wokukhalaza okanye wokuphucula izinto, uthathwa njengokuswela ukholo kwigunya likaYesu kunye nokukwazi kwakhe ukulawula iBandla lobuKrestu! Ndishiyeke ndimangele ndizibuza ukuba ingaba ndibona ntoni kwaye kwenzeka ntoni kanye kanye.

Njengoko kwafumanekayo, ngeminyaka yama-90s neye-2000, ngenxa yomsebenzi sasihlala sihambisa indawo yethu yokuhlala nto leyo ethetha ukuba sizifumene kumabandla amaninzi ahlukeneyo. Oku kundinike ithuba lokuba nombono owahlukileyo kwaye ndikwazi ukuhlalutya amaqumrhu amadala, kunye namalungu kuwo onke la mabandla. Kungekudala ndaye ndafika kwisigqibo sokuba ukwakheka kwamaqumrhu amadala, kunye namalungu ebandla ngalinye kwakufana ngokumangalisayo. Ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo oku sisiphumo sombutho wokutyhala "umanyano" njengoko besitsho, kodwa bendijonge kwiziphumo ze "Inkqubo yokuTyisa" kunye neziphumo ebekufanele ukuba zibangelwe. Ndithelekise oku ngokuchasene nengxelo yento ekubonakala ukuba wonk 'ubani wayeyonwabela. Sahlala sikhunjuzwa ukuba singabona bantu bonwabileyo eMhlabeni; eyona nkolo yethu yayicocekile; sasingabahanahanisi; sasinobulungisa; sasinabadala; sasisisiseko soBukumkani bukaThixo emhlabeni; yayingathi kuphela ababonisa uthando lokwenene; sasinenyaniso; sasonwabile kubomi bentsapho; sasiphila ubomi obunenjongo nobunenjongo.

Eyona nto yandikhathaza kukuba kubonakala ngathi njengekhompyuter, kubonakala ngathi kukho iinkqubo ezimbini ezikhuphisanayo ezisebenza ngaxeshanye. Ingxelo elungileyo yaseburhulumenteni ayizange ihambelane nenyani, ngokudubula okude!

Rhoqo, ndandima ngasemva eholweni ebudeni bentlanganiso okanye xa ndenza "imisebenzi yobufundisi" njengokuphatha imibhobho yesandisi-lizwi, kwaye ndandijonga ezantsi ezitalatweni ndinqumle imigca ndicinge ngobomi bomntu ngamnye kunye nosapho , apho yayikho enye, ngokuchasene nezibhalo nangoko kugqalwa njengomntu owonwabileyo. Iziphumo zam kukuba ngokufanayo — okanye ngokufuthi ngakumbi, kwinto efumaneka jikelele ehlabathini — ndabona uqhawulo-mtshato, imitshato engonwabanga, iintsapho eziqhekekileyo, ukukhulisa kakuhle, ulwaphulo-mthetho kulutsha, uxinzelelo, ukugula ngengqondo, izigulo ezibangelwa kukuzibulala, izifo zengqondo Uxinzelelo kunye noxinzelelo, njengokugula kakhulu, ukunganyamezeli ukutya, ukungazi isibhalo, izifundiswa, kunye nobomi ngokubanzi. Ndabona abantu bengenamdla, izinto zokuzonwabisa okanye ezinye izinto ezisempilweni. Ndikubonile ukunqongophala kokubuka iindwendwe, kungekho nxibelelwano lunentsingiselo njengabahlali abangaphandle kwemisebenzi ebekiweyo enje ngeentlanganiso kunye nenkonzo yasentsimini. Ngokwasemoyeni, ngaphandle kokuphendula ngendlela ezenzekelayo kuyo nayiphi na into ejikeleze iimfuno zoMbutho, kwabonakala ngathi kukho umbono ongekho nzulu kakhulu kunye nokubonakaliswa kothando lobuKristu kunye nezinye iziqhamo zoMoya ezenza umntu wokomoya. Ekuphela kwento eyayibonakala ibalulekile yayikukushumayela kwindlu ngendlu. Le ibiyindlela umntu anokuzichaza ngayo ukuba yena ungumKristu onyanisekileyo, kwaye abo bazibhokoxayo kulo msebenzi babonwa njengabalinganiselayo nabalungelelaniswe kakuhle kwaye benazo zonke iimpawu zobuKrestu ngaphandle kwezibakala eziyinyani. Ukusuka koku kungasentla ndabona ukuba inkqubo yokondla ngokomoya yayihlupheka kwaye ingoyena nobangela wobunzima babazalwana bam.

Ukuthatha onke amava am enyanisweni, ndafumanisa ukuba bendifikele kwizigqibo ezingaqhelekanga ngomzamo wokuzithethelela nokulungisa oko kwenzekayo kuMbutho kum kunye nosapho lwam, kunye nempendulo efanelekileyo abanye abanokukhalaza kum ngezinto ezifanayo. Ngokwenyani ndandiqala ukuba neentloni ukuzibiza ngokuba ndiliNgqina likaYehova. Bendihlala ndicinga, Kwenzeka njani ukuba emhlabeni umntu wonke umntu akholelwe ukuba yinxalenye yolu luntu kwaye acinge ukuba bangazizuzela bona okanye iintsapho zabo, kwizinto ezinokubonwa ngokulula?

Ukuze ndingaphulukani nengqondo yam kwaye ndihlengahlengise izinto ngokubhekisele kwimpawu yokuphawula ubuKristu bokwenyani olu luthando, kwaye ngenxa yokunqongophala okukhoyo ngokubanzi, ndaqulunqa inkcazo yam entsha ukuba ilingane neemeko endazifumana ndikuzo. Oko kukuthi, uthando yinto eqinisekisiweyo ebonakaliswa kakhulu kwiimfundiso eziyinyani ezikhokelela ekugqibeleni kubomi banaphakade. Ndaye ndaqonda ukuba kwiLizwe eliMtsha, konke ukungafezeki kunye nokungabikho kothando kuboniswayo kuya kulungiswa. Ikholelwa ukuba indawo kuphela yolu thando lokwenyani lobuKristu inokufunyanwa phakathi kwamaNgqina kaYehova. Umbutho ayisiyo iklabhu yezoluntu kwabo bafuna indawo enothando; endaweni yoko yindawo apho umntu kufuneka eze ukubonisa olu thando kwabanye, kodwa kunganyanzelekanga ukuba alulindele kwabanye. I-onus yokuba ngumntu ukubonisa olu phawu kwabanye ngokungazingci njengoYesu, ogama imizamo yabo yayingasoloko ixabiseka.

Ekugqibeleni emva kokubona okuninzi, kuye kwafuneka ndihlaziye inkcazo yam yento eyachazwa nguYesu njengothando lukaChristion, ukuze: ungafika endibanweni, uhlale phantsi kwaye uyonwabele inkqubo kwaye ungakhathazeki malunga nokufumana imela emqolo! Njengakwilinye ilizwe elinemfazwe nama-Arabhu okanye ilizwe laseAfrika! Emva kokuhlaselwa ngokwasemzimbeni kwintlanganiso yabadala ngomnye umdala phambi kwabanye, ndinesizathu sokuhlaziya esi sigqibo.

Inqaku kukuba, ngokomoya bendibaleka ndingenanto, bendiphelelwe zizizathu ndizithethelela ngokwenkcubeko ekhoyo, iimfundiso, kunye nezinto ezininzi ezenziwayo nemigaqo-nkqubo kuMbutho, ebibonakala ngathi iyanda ngokukhawuleza ezantsi ngezinga elonyukayo. Ndisekupheleni kwam, kwaye ndikhangela iimpendulo, kodwa andazi ukuba ndingazifumana phi okanye ndingazifumana phi na. Imithandazo yam kuYehova yayinyanisekile njengabafundi ababethandazela impilo kaPeter xa wayevalelwe. (Izenzo 12: 5) Ke kaloku uPeter wayegcinwe ejele, kodwa ibandla lalithandaza kuye ngoThixo. Bobabini mna nomfazi wam kubandakanya nabantwana bethu abalungileyo basoloko bebuza, “Ngaba asinguye okanye ngabo? Ngaba sithi okanye sesazo? ”Ekugqibeleni sigqibe kwelokuba ibinguwe, ebenezinye iindlela ngelishwa kuba sasingalungelanga kokunye kodwa singenandawo singaphendukela kuyo. Saziva sinesithukuthezi kwaye sisodwa.

Ke apha e-Australia iindaba ezinkulu zetikiti ziye zafika kuyo yonke imithombo yeendaba. IKhomishini yaseRoyal yase-Australia yangena kwiziko lokuphathwa gadalala kwabantwana. Lo yayingumkhabi obangelwe kukudibana kwezinto kwaye weza notshintsho olukhawulezayo kwindlela endiziqonda ngayo izinto, kwaye ndakwazi ukufumana ingcaciso kwaye ndenza nombono wayo yonke into eyayindikhathaza.

Ngaphambi kokuba ndiyazi ngokobuqu ngeKhomishini yasebukhosini, umdala eqongeni wavala intlanganiso ecela uThixo nawo wonke umntu kubaphulaphuli ukuba bancede kwaye banike inkxaso yabo kwiQumrhu Elilawulayo kunye nabadala ababetshutshiswa yiKhomishini yaseRoyal. Ndibuze lo mdala malunga nale nto ithethwayo, wandinika amagqabantshintshi ngendlela iKhomishini yasebukhosini ebatshutshisa ngayo abazalwana ngobuxoki kunye nemibuzo engafanelekanga. Khange ndicinge nto ngayo kude kube emva kokuba ndibone into kumabonwakude ngayo. Ndakhangela kwi-You Tube ukuze ndibukele olunye udliwanondlebe olwenziwe kutshanje lweJW. Kwaye nyana! Ukubona umntakwabo uJackson, ezinye zeentloko zamasebe, kunye nabo bonke abadala ababandakanyekayo kwiikomiti zekomiti yezoluleko ezidlulileyo, beqina kwaye bexoka ngamazinyo abo; ukuze ubabone bephamba, yenza isidenge; ukwala ukuphendula okanye ukusebenzisana; kwaye okona kubi kakhulu kukungangxolisi okanye kuvume ukwenzakala okubangelwe yimigaqo-nkqubo engalunganga kunye neenkqubo bekugcwele kakhulu! Esinjani ukuvuleka iliso lokuthetha okuncinci! Kuluhlu lwezinye izinto ababeza kubukela ngazo ecaleni yayinguRay Franz owayelilungu leQumrhu Elilawulayo iiJWs kwaye ezinye imbali. Ndiyafunda Ingxaki yesazela ubuncinci amaxesha e-3; Ukukhangela kwinkululeko yobuKristu Amaxesha e-3; Abathinjwa beNgqondo malunga namaxesha e-3; Ukudibana nokulawulwa kwengqondo yeCult; Iincwadi zeenqwelomoya: Imiqondiso yamaXesha kwaye Amaxesha eeNtlanga aqwalaselwe kwakhona; ubukele zonke iividiyo zikaFrank Trueks kunye noRavi Zacarias YouTube iividiyo; Uyigqithile impahla yakho kwiRestitutio.org kunye kakhulu http://21stcr.org/ kunye ne-JWFacts.com

Njengoko unokukrokrela, ndachitha amakhulu ukuba angangamawaka eeyure ndichitha lonke ulwazi olungaphezulu. Okukhona bendimba ngakumbi ndiye ndizinike ukunqunyulwa kwamaxesha ngamaxesha emva kokuba enye imfundiso ye-JW esisimumu ifika kwibhaskithi yenkunkuma.

Ukongeza, ndaye ndanyathela iiwebhusayithi ezininzi ze-JW ezazindicinezele kwaye zindicinezela njengoko ndibona isiphazamiso esibangele uninzi lwabomi babo kunye nokholo lwabo lwaphukelwa yinqanawa ngenxa yeJW.ORG. Ndandingumntu onenjongo yokufika enyanisweni. Emva kokundwendwela iwebhusayithi emininzi ndiye ndadibana nale iyandikhuthaza. Kuyakhuthaza ukubona abanye abathi nangona bebandezeleke kakhulu basenothando olwaneleyo ngoThixo noYesu ukuba bafune ukuzama ukugcina isibane sabo sikhanya entabeni, ngokungathi kunjalo. Ke, ndingabulela wonke umntu olapha ngokuxhasa le ndawo yokuphumla, kuba yandinceda kakhulu. Yindawo enye endinokukucebisa ngentliziyo yamakholwa, ex-JW kwaye ngenye indlela abadinga inkxaso kunye nenkuthazo yobuKristu yokuqhubeka nohambo lobuKristu. Kwaye ndifuna ukuba nonke nazi ukuba ndinombulelo ongazenzisiyo kuwo onke amagqabaza akho enkuthazo kunye nawakhayo. Oko akuthethi ukuba asisenawo umsebenzi omninzi wokusebenza emva kokubalekela “kwiiNtaba zePella” sizibuza ngekamva. Kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba uYehova kunye nenkosi yethu uYesu ukuba eze kusinceda kule micimbi.

 

Uthando olufudumele lobuKristu kubo bonke, Alithia.